hi pings (:
haha my blog has long been dead, cuz cant really summon up the energy to revive it,
but since you asked (:
year 2 has been different
been dreading it for ages
not just leaving family
not about heavier workload
but knowing that things would be very much different
as compared to last time
but since im here
just make the most of it
like mommy says
im here to get an education
not here to play or socialize or what not
and i guess
ya know what is most important at this point to me
its been difficult settling in
probably because of the differences this year
everyone s living far away
and the distance does put a strain
no matter what people say
there are many times
"what ifs" came to mind
but those "what ifs" are not to be
so just settle in and see what happens?
i didnt expect year 2 to be the time for me to be more
open (?) i guess
to knowing other people
to step out of the singaporean group
and speak more to others.
in a sense, it is due to the situation as well
but it has been a great experience,
seeing how wonderful some people are
and realizing how narrow my vision has been.
insecurities stay
and they probably will stay for awhile
and emotions will still come into play
but i dare say
it will get better
and i will have to learn
dont i
that self-worth
is not dependent on what others think of you
you control your own selfworth
and if things you do 对得起天地良心
then i dont see why you should berate yourself
for what others do or say.
its also a chance to see
who they are.
actually i think writing about it
has cleared out my thoughts.
whee
school works been piling on,
but im actually very happy about that?
like what we re learning now is much more interesting
(apart from certain topics like health enhancement)
anatomy is thorax
its crazy to memorize everything
but its so interesting!
haha i guess thats what s keeping me going
starting on head and neck soon
=_= can foresee greater eyebags.
maybe i ll need "eyebras" like wen needs hurhur
): the poor med students
and more school work means less time to xiang duo duo
i reckon i ve got really good tutors too
anatomy
clinical skills
PBL
(: and i think tutors who know their stuff
are worth more than their weight in gold
thankful for them (:
and for good classmates!
omg. my PBL class is so smart
im going to peng.
haha nothing like a 3.5 hour PBL session to
get your adrenaline pumping for mugging
apart from school
signed up for gym and fitness classes
(: pretty cool stuff
pilates and aerobics hurhur
aerobics was really hiong though
dint expect it haha!
and went for a jiujitsu class with xuan
AH they have purple belt! no fair ):
haha. its really similar but with more restraining exercises? (armlocks etc)
and their way of training is different.
i miss trainings ):
and i miss the people i train with moree.
btw plans to join inline hockey failed once again
cuz ben xiao jie s luggage when coming over was 30 kg w/o the skates
on a 20kg luggage allowance.
ahwells. maybe just not meant to beeee.
even after saying year 2 is busy,
i think we can still find time to do other things
go to the gym, exercise, play
met up with the juniors yesterday
ah some of them are really adorable haha
and i can foresee future times where i will def get bullied
but ohwells.
me:"hi, im majun"
her/him:"OHHHH majun"
O_O what have people been saying about me.
get a life! (:
and support each other through all these times
(:
