Music,my rainbow

Friday, May 23, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

why me?

im prolly going to be stuck somewhere
without internet access haha.
cuz my grandpa house no internet access
maybe if i go my aunt s house
or if i go an internet cafe(: woo sounds coOl
hvnt gone in one before
im a n00b.
or maybe just tt i have at home haha.

finally one successful gathering
cuz it only consists of 2 people haha
met shizhen today!(: haha
and still nv grow taller tsktsktsk.
well on her way to medical school~
in 2 years(: haha

so what if its not me?

Thursday, May 22, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

oh-happy-day

sometimes i really heart those lil students of mine
my p5 class asked me
"teacher are you a l-e-s-b-i-a-n?" -.-
my p3 class asked me
"teacher why you want to be a teacher
you dont want to be a model? you so tall" : D
(: and im going to miss them
and sheng xiong is sad cuz im leaving D:
and im sad cuz i ll miss him! D:
and his huge cheery smiles.
and my yulin weishan melissa jiahui shengyang eric jasper vivenne crystal joycelin huayxian vanessa nathaniel etcetcetc.
sigh.

and my moOd is further improved
cuz my darling shizhen is back from US(:
meeting for brunch tmr!(: YAYS

DONT ask me that qn again.
DONT doubt me.
how come this is such a headache.

and that day kbox was great(:
yeay 10 ppl leh!!! haha
and omg rena has a new target
haha she dumped yihan for supeng
cuz supeng has a chao zhai voice!
now for duets he s da hot choice lol
cuz yihan cant reach all the notes.
and im banned!!! D:
cuz adeline says i sing too much
BUT BUT BUT the whole night/morning
i only "dian"ed one song! D:

and im flying on saturday
miss me people.
u can ask for my photo if ur really missing me haha

Wednesday, May 21, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

its nice to have people worry for me once in a while.
(: gan dong.
and im better le luh.

Friday, May 16, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

indulgence

so bu xi guan
suddenly mingming and jialin are gone D:
and esp miss mingming cuz noone to scare me
about invisible xiaoqiangs and be on the same frequency as me le D:
and there s a sudden influx of guys -.-
dunno who and dunno who and dunno who D:
sigh at least janice kia and yichiew are still here!
and my darling qianzhi haha(:
so gan dong by her email
with the "infinite love, sotong"
haha. cuteness.
sometimes i wonder if all these beloved people
take in all my crap indulgently
cuz im the youngest.
haha cuz sometimes i really dont make sense.
but i do love these people
cuz they re always there for me(:
thankyou(:

its nice to know that
i have my own family
i have my cca family
i have my LRG
and i have now found my job family(:
awwwwwww.
mummy rena hahaha.
and they say its my fault
that i made rena childish
noooooooooo D:
QI GUAI WHERE GOT!? lol.

haha and janice is so cute
no matter what lame things we say
she just qi ding shen xian de sit down there and laugh
(albeit silently)

and sentosa trip is cancelled D:
HOW CAN D:
sad.
i neeeeeeeed D:

sighsighsigh
all these waiting and doubting is killing me
so why dont u kill me already.
sucks.
and i hvnt packed anything
and im leaving next saturday
and im not feeling panicky at all.
and why am i using so many ands.
sigh.

can someone pls squabble with me pls.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

skating in the rain

today
if u passed by chinese garden,
maybe u saw this
weird girl
in a supergirl shirt
with an orange crumpler (plus mojo no less)
holding an umbrella
and skating(:
haha yep holding umbrella skate(:
cuz i couldnt wait anymore.
cheered myself up abit
cuz people rushing past gave me the amused loOk.

what is your life altering event?
for me mayhap the move to singapore.
for some people maybe even getting into a good school.
but what if u asked
and someone replied:
"the sichuan earthquake"
cuz in the earthquake they lost both parents and their home.
seeing those pictures make me...
ask me again
why i want to study medicine.

有一点绝望的感觉
身边的人，都已经知道自己要去哪里了，
但是我呢？
这种心情糟透了。

原来没有人喜欢我...

Monday, May 12, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

it takes quite alot to make u feel quite so low.
and it has been alot.
so what to do now?
haha shrugs.

Sunday, May 11, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

还是忘了哭

had quite alot of fun yesterday
with teammates and loads of other people(:
was initially quite nonplussed
cuz everyone wasnt free
(except darling amono(: hehe)
so met at 230 instead
stoned around with kahpoh amono
then headed to kahpoh s house to play with rusty!(:
my newest crush!
and i bet he loves me toO(:
cuz he keeps licking me(:
(i think its the vestigial choc from the mama bakery bread but... one can surely hope its cuz of me!)
haha rusty is tinie tiny
like a cross btw a hamster and a chihuahua
and chua is scared of him -_- lollollol.
and he eats pitifully
cuz the biscuit v hard D:

anw left her house
went to shop(:
ANIMAL(: hehe bot matching slippers with chua and pings
lime green dark green and yellow!
guess which is mine(: hehe.
and i bot a happy animal shirt(:
with stars!(:
and amono depressed all of us
cuz she went to try on a ****** ***
and promptly went into a whining/sulking moOd
reminding us all the importance of ** *** *** *** =_=
causing another round of the giggles.

couldnt get the elmo balloOn D: saddening
haha horrible youhui! D:
and its so funny seeing zhefang so tall and not as playful as before
rmbrs the first time we saw her.
sigh we re all growing up
growing into our responsibilities
losing our childish naive-ness
oh well at least SOME of us are.
others remain the same.
eg. h****** eg. j*** ****
ah well.

dinner was a okay affair
but heard some disturbing things
why cant life be smooth sailing for once.
like once as a favour to me.
and how are we going to solve this as well?
sigh.
and the food was not bad
haha esp the laksa
ask amono!(:
and there was lots of torturing of my elmo D:
and congrats to pings for her MP3!!! haha.
finally after years of pining lol.

mandy wanted to dance with the lil boy
haha but she dint dare to go on stage
so she dragged like how many ppl there(:
me and peijin were saved! by uh sheerquickwittedness
haha cuz we grabbed each other and the table(:
but the kids were dancing quite well(:
and ma'am omg!(: ahha tai tai loOk wins all!(: pretty(:

wanted to find a place to hang out after that
in the end almost everywhere was closed
haha but it was EARLY! cuz its only 10!
lol i think now my sense of timing is warped
ended up playing foosball,
or u shld call it foOl'sball in our case
cuz our game ended in under 3 mins
and with total zero hand eye coordination
and alot of screaming.
oh ya i forgot
thats how we play EVERY game. hMm
too long without them(:

ended up in han's cuz its open until 11!
under the "murderous" stare of the auntie
cuz 10 of us only 3 ppl ordered drinks
but we just sat there unflinchingly :D
haha and there wasnt any ** *** *** *** lol sadness.
stoned abit
we werent stressed! haha.
just stoning(:

when u realise that everyone else has plans
but u have none concrete or solid yet
(all in gaseous state im guessing)
its when u start to panic
its when u start to doubt urself
and your own abilities
and it certainly doesnt help.
so what will become of me?
i wonder.
not the time to dwell in self pity
but certainly no time for a pick me up either.

but know that whatever happens
majun is still here k(:

and i need to go skating.

前一步已末路
这一步过分未知数
再一步就决定胜负
却平白无故退出
当你被他抱住该学会懂得为他哭
把痛苦交给我闭幕领悟另一种幸福

我们一路都忘了哭
忘了怎么爱上彼此的糊涂
没有人会懂得帮助
直到所有于事无补
爱怎么开始都像要结束

我们一路都忘了哭
忘了到对方的世界里住
明知感情不断建筑都未付出半个项目
错误的泪不想哭却硬要留住

Saturday, May 10, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

guy: "i should go"
house: "you think its gonna come out on its own?"
...

house: "i ve been a doctor twenty years
you re not gonna surprise me"
guy: "its an mp3 player"
house: *blink blink*
(lollollol ur not gonna surprise me
guess who lost the bet lollollol)
(his face is CLASSIC omg ROFL)

(means this guy swallowed a mp3 player and doesnt noe when it ll come out in his daily business)

Friday, May 09, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

its not that im being tight lipped
but this time i hope to get a positive response
i mean.
sigh today hearing all those people talking
makes me keep to myself more
to wrap layers and layers of protection around myself
prevent myself from showing hurt
and vulnerability.
how long can this facade last
im wondering.
probably another qn comes
and i ll SPLIT EXPLOSIVELY
along my lines of dehisence.

comes from teaching primary science.

haha but wanting is really right(: thanks.
for waking me up.

reading baby blues calms me down
tho i think the coffee that went with it
doesnt help insomnia.

tomorrow!(:
but darling partner isnt going D:
WHY i thot i told u AGES AGO D:
how could u just leave meeeeeeeee D:
sadded.
but pei and huiming going(:
hehehe!
so darlings meet 1 at novena!(:
batchmates 615 at novena!(:
if ur going to be late,
its 545 for u! :D
and wini cant go D:
and huiru s batch isnt going D:
so prolly we re going to just self high
since we noe zilch ppl there
other than ourselves.
yippee(:
at least "ourselves" means >=10 people.
hopefully.

[edit] we re prolly not meeting at 1 alr.
sigh ppl cant make it.
i suck at planning. [/edit]

why am i retreating into my own shell?
its purely defensive.

Thursday, May 08, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

"No, there is NOT a thin line between love and hate
there is in fact, a Great Wall of China
with armed sentries posted every 20 feet
between love and hate."

haha he sprouts gold.

©~jUn²珺☆

HOUSE!(:

House:"can you name me some animals that start with the letter B"
him:"uh... *one minute* baby elephant?"
House:"you know what? that s a pretty good answer"
oh yea baby.

haha anyways im always slow
so now im catching up on watching house
when ppl are watching heroes
oh well but this interests me more(:
tho the medical jargon just rushes past me
MRI CT scan EEG
EEG is some electroepho-something gram.
uhhhh haha i dont rmbr but i read it before

shopping(:
makes me broke and happy(:
the ironies of life!(:
lets all wear t shirt shorts and flipflops to the alumni dinner!(:
all um what 10 of us?
so that the snrs can all FLIP!(: hehehe.
oh wells if we can make it INTO the hotel first.
hahaha
and stupid chua nv get back to me
and rah pings kahpoh xiaohui nv reply at all D: D: D:
to get ignored D: D: D:

u noe sometimes
talking to the wall
beats talking to some people
cuz there s totally no response.

and i find that
its actually quite peaceful
resting (actually sleeping) while playing ur ipod
used to slp like that with my phone.
cuz everytime ur woOzy (meaning half awake)
u hear nice nice songs(:
tho i forgot that "shutup" was also included in my playlist-_-
i must be reading too much of that book
"Born on a Blue Day"
go read it.
its kind of fascinating.
asperger's syndrome and savant syndrome.
Autism haha.
but i learnt some math from there
go ahead
test me!(:

its quite fascinating how the body tries to recompensate
i mean he had some trauma to the brain
left i think
so his body increased the developments to the right side
such that he had increased linguistic abilities
and his ability to SEE numbers as distinct shapes with different textures
O_o i wonder how its like.
hMm.
but it must be weird to live such a regimented life
i mean down the last detail
cannot take noise
hMm. prolly if i were him
i ll have expired quite awhile ago...

WHO is the nanyang captain?!

MY ELMO!(: (: (: cuteness!

Wednesday, May 07, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

会超级幸福

lalalala.
its quite 幸福 to have ppl send you home
after singing k(:
after alot of getting lost and following
and almost doing an illegal turn (-_-)
we managed to find the party world,
only to realise it closes at 1
shld have stayed at chevrons haha
but the music quality and the mikes are so much better
haha meaning me and qianzhi cld actually sit side by side
while singing shan hu hai! gosh!
hahaha lol without all that static.
and warning:
dont take ken's car._.

lalala bot a carlo rino wallet for mummy
couldnt wait
haha realised im quite an impatient person,
esp if i bot a really nice gift
so gave her today
(lol only afew days off luh)
and she was like (: (: as well!(: hehe
lol. and she gave her old one to daddy
cuz his was dying
(as usual)
so sweet(:
and she said to print a photo of me and rui
to put in the slot(: hehe. awww

nyways
looking forward to alumni dinner!(:
or rather the outing before that!(:
go novena sq bah!(: haha
go shopshop talktalk eateat meetmeet!(:
会超级幸福 : D
teammates!(:

and i bot rose perfume!(: haha
cuz it reminds me of my darling!(:

anyways confirmed i ll be overseas
24th may till 13th june
dont miss me ppl!

Monday, May 05, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
and worrying.
as usual.
just dismiss me.

Sunday, May 04, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

You Are Elmo

Sweet and innocent, you expect everyone to adore you. And they usually do!

You are usually feeling: Talkative. You've got tons of stories to tell. And when you aren't talking, you're laughing.

You are famous for: Being popular, though no one knows why. Middle aged women especially like you.

How you life your life: With an open heart. "Elmo loves you!"

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

lol. i didnt expect this.

but hey its cool.(:

but why do middle aged women like me?!

haha sounds wrong!

你那么爱她为什么不把她留下

haha sushi supper. yay.
leftovers but whatever. hMph.

they shld seriously increase the number of ppl ya.
mang bu guo lai.
or get someone else to give clinics.
im going maaaaaaaaaaaad.
lol but eric and jasper are cute.
haha jasper was driving me mad
with his constant laughter.
why do i alw get the weirdoes with the funny laughter lol.
eg: yulin lynette jasper huayxian nathaniel etc.etc.etc
and eric spends all his time nodding.
yep all the nodding peeps too.
eg. shengyang shengxiong eric vanessa etc.etc.etc
but they re all cute(:
6 ppl, 1.5 hours, sunday.
CRY D:

恶作剧-王蓝茵

我找不到很好的原因
去阻挡这一切的亲密
这感觉太奇异我抱歉不能说明
我相信这爱情的定义
奇迹会发生也不一定
风温柔的侵袭也许飘来好消息

一切新鲜有点冒险
请告诉我怎么走到终点
没有人了解没有人像
我和陌生人的爱恋

我想我会开始想念你
可是我刚刚才遇见了你
我怀疑这奇遇只是个恶作剧
我想我已慢慢喜欢你
因为我拥有爱情的勇气
我任性投入你给的恶作剧
你给的恶作剧

我找不到很好的原因
去阻挡这一切的亲密
这感觉太奇异我抱歉不能说明
我相信这爱情的定义
奇迹会发生也不一定
风温柔的侵袭也许飘来好消息

我才发现你好耀眼
请让我再瞧瞧你的双眼
没有人了解没有人像
我和陌生人的爱恋

我想我会开始想念你
可是我刚刚才遇见了你
我怀疑这奇遇只是个恶作剧
我想我已慢慢喜欢你
因为我拥有爱情的勇气
我任性投入你给的恶作剧
你给的恶作剧

©~jUn²珺☆

听不到-梁静茹

夜黑夜寂寞的夜里
气生气对自己生气
软弱的电话又打给你
想听你那边的空气
有什麽精采的话题
你还是温柔
给我婉转的距离

我的声音在笑泪在飙
电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那麽大为何我要忘你无处逃
我的声音在笑泪在飙
电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那麽小为何我的真心你听不到

会很会伪装我自己
你不该背我的秘密
沉重都给我微笑给你
奔狂奔空旷的感情
走暴走暴走的伤心
透明的叹息
最后还是我的秘密

我的声音在笑泪在飙
电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那麽大为何我要忘你无处逃
我的声音在笑泪在飙
电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那麽小为何我的真心你听不到

听不到听不到我的执着
扑通扑通一直在跳
直到你有一天能够明了
我做得到我做得到

我的声音在笑泪在飙
电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那麽大为何我要忘你无处逃
我的声音在笑泪在飙
电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那麽小为何我的真心你听不到

im a SAF member!(:
Super Adorable Friend!(:
hehe. lalala.
anw today dint need to go
-_- 7 oclock reach alr
tell me oh they went for dinner.
not at home._.
then go home again dots.
so my wish kind of came true haha.

was talking to nigel
then he said he was talking to wenwei
quite funny.
i told him i was talking to weiwen.
lol in the end i told weiwen abt this
and she told me she was talking to wenwei as well!
lollollol. cuteness.
circle of msn convos.

CUTENESS OVERLOAD!
gaogao noes why!(: haha.

©~jUn²珺☆

Harold and Kumar

"During the same morning that Harold and Kumar eat at White Castle, Harold learns that Maria, the girl he lusts after, has set off for Amsterdam. The pair decide to pursue her so that Harold can proclaim his love. However, an overzealous airline passenger mistakes Kumar for a terrorist, and the plane is diverted as the duo get stuck in a case of mistaken identity. "

can you tell me
which part of this description
tells us to expect alot of cursing,
sexual/naked scenes and violence?
D: ... and i thot it was some PG movie
haha in the end was M18-_-
haha spent quite alot of time hiding
behind my hands/jacket/bag/popcornbox/drink
during those scenes.
-_- haha.
nehmind. worth it to meet teammates(:

lalala(:
but some parts were quite funny
and the girl s SO PRETTY!
one movie is all it takes to become immune
what with them muttering/shouting/screaming it every few seconds.
me and amanda threw face again. sigh
the whole cinema
only 2 of us screamed when the jack in the box popped out.
... then when the hand appeared, we did again.
i think its amanda influence.
i wont have screamed if amanda wasnt sitting next to me!
i think.
and chua was happily sitting next to me eating apples
-_- hahaha. in the cinema. yep.

ate burger king.
then walked around!(: haha
shopshopshop.
stupid chua bot a 19 bucks speaker O_O
hehe dint noe there were so cheap ones.
BUTBUTBUT the creative earphones are SUPER comfy!!!
the soft soft ear pieces!!!
-_- its $249
and first time i see
buy earphones,
free gift : 2GB mp3 player
-_- haha abit the ironic.
oh wells. but its super zhai!

haha went for a drive!
jitneng drove! zhai-ness
haha quite wen driver.
he finished learning in like what 2 months?
haha. but im still not motivated to learn.
lol shall wait for xiaohui to get her license so can chauffeur me around!(:
hehe.

nice to see chua amono tommy jitneng uncle again(:
haha and uncle grew taller
i swear!
cuz even tho my shoes are flat,
usually he s not that tall.
HOW CAN! D:

working?
but that means...
so... how?

shld have followed my instinct.
i knew it. rah.
原来如此...