Tuesday, February 24, 2009 ©~jUn²珺☆
70% chocolate
i realize that when ur alone in a foreign place
you become much more vulnerable
vulnerable to the slightest jibes
and sensitive to the slightest sliver of concern
and that scares me
because that means my emotions are even more dependent
on what others do
than usual
i think im having major mood swings
and freaking people out
never felt like this before
and it scares me
but it also allows me to see concern for me
chua
and all my meddies
warm and fuzzy inside
and im thankful
thanks for the concern!(:
and the light stick(:
i love the fact that skype and msn are FOC
WRT internet charges.
EVERYONE GET SKYPE AND ADD ME.
cuz i miss you.
reason enough?
Saturday, February 21, 2009 ©~jUn²珺☆
true colours
some people unintentionally hurt you
some people intentionally search for your weakness and your sore spots to hit
and thats what differentiates the b*tches and the others.
do you derive any pleasure out of hurting others?
and stop being so obvious about it.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009 ©~jUn²珺☆
Melbourne/Monash
hey everyone(:
i got settled in alr(:
missing home and everyone already
and will be missing my daddy too!
he s flying back tmr
will be awfully homesick till im back with you guys and mommy again
kind of nice weather here
mornings and nights are chilly
and days are reaaaaaaaaally sunny
im running for shade everywhere
and shades totally come in handy
food is expensive
and doesnt really look appetizing to me
its like pizza fried stuff zichar pasta wraps and sandwiches
rah. haha i only feel like eating fruit these few days
and i cooked my own pasta meal yesterday~
hehe daddy said it was good
not just edible it was GOOD. yays
so im gonna cook for myself
hehe. (:
gonna start running thru the school compounds soon!
morning s rock(:
haaaaate noooon
from 10 to 5 its like.
baking time...
gah.
haha kind of feels different from the others
im just not much of a drinker and western food eater i guess
haha kind of feels out of place sometimes
i ll get over it
and i miss home.
AND CHUAXINYI YOUR LETTER MADE ME CRY.
I LOVE YOU.
gonna be a mugger once orientation ends.
gonna find a job(: yay.
CALL/SMS/MSN/EMAIL/SNAILMAIL MEEEEEEEE
Saturday, February 14, 2009 ©~jUn²珺☆
LOVE IS
love is... sitting next to you in perfectly comfortable silence
love is... laughing crying sharing all at the same time
love is... going shopping and trying all those clothes for you to see
love is... cooking for you
love is... you eating it no matter how bad it tastes
love is... singing our hearts out
love is... you knitting a scarf for me
love is... calling you and hearing your voice
love is... sharing a tub of blackforest icecream (GAH)
love is... camwhoring together
love is... looking at your back as you walk away and feel the tears in my eyes
love is... meeting you no matter how busy i am
love is... hanging out even though there are tonnes of work to do
love is... unquestioning
love is... unconditional
love means... you will be dearly missed.
Thursday, February 12, 2009 ©~jUn²珺☆
15th 2345h T3 Changi Airport
imminent departure makes everything more precious
time spent with mommy and daddy
time is just flowing through my fingers
before i know it i ll be leaving.
this morning woke up from a bad dream
dreamt that i was already leaving
the feeling really sucked
im going to flood changi on sunday cuz im gonna miss everyone
mommy daddy sometimes marui
aunties and uncles
teammates
batchmates
the lao ren gang
the Nut House
the Zlaffs
classmates
friends
even acquaintances
GAH.
imgonnabebackinjuly
Monday, February 02, 2009 ©~jUn²珺☆
my house the gambling den
didnt expect so many people to turn up
all in all 11 people!
i think that kind of sets a record.
thank you so much people for coming(:
feels all warm and toasty inside :D
whee!
haha my mommy gave me an analysis of everyone after that
lol so amusing(:
and she was like
O_O ur friends really can eat.
HAHA 4 pizzas kfc family feast and 208570284502 dumplings omg
and they cleared the fridge of all drinks! HAHA.
123 photos. shall plaster them all around my room.
when i miss u guys.
reserve ur july for me!
