life really is hard sometimes eh.
luckily we re only living it through once.
were we close?
yea i thought so too.
asking hurt more than just letting it fester.
its funny how these things haunt you.
it just takes hold and doesnt let go.
even though you think you ve buried it and let it go.
so why am i still upset.
its making me someone i am not
and i hate myself every minute of the way.
luckily we only live once.
today i saw 4 girls on the MRT
comparing their slash wounds
to me it came as a shock that
being friends with each other
you would not look out for one another
and discourage each other from self harm
but instead compare it as you would battle scars
nothing should matter as much as your own body
and self mutilation only hurts yourself and people who care
i felt like slapping some sense into them
it just isnt right
its funny how some people just dont care
look at how im being judgemental though
they re inflicting harm on themselves
so that other people would notice
in the end it comes back to how others regard you
and how others treat you
and isnt that whats plaguing me now?
at the end of the day
even if im not using the same methods
arent my thoughts still the same as theirs?
"why dont they care?"
i think there s something wrong
