Monday, December 29, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆
castle of my own
another one just like you
i realise i can pinpoint "your type" at a glance.
distinguishing characteristics i guess
anyway we had a successful class outing(:
:D yay. haha even tho weiwen melvin xiuwei couldnt come
but 8 people is a feat for a class who s class outings almost always never exceed 5 people :D
(: thanks edward for icecream :D haha
didnt realise how much i missed 79.
i miss having a class D':
cant help but feel left out.
yesterday on the train home
a thought popped into my mind
I WANTWANTWANT a library of my own
im going to work hard for my own castle
and to have a library in it
filled with pretty new books
i think new books feel soooo fresh dont u think?
and a uber cushy sofa so that i can kao and read on it all day long(:
wont mind if there s a mini fridge nearby either(:
my own castle :D
with my family around me
and with no cockroaches/frogs to kiss thankyou.
i like mango teafreeze :D
they ve probably seen me less than 3 times in my life
and vice versa
yet they remembered to send something to me
it makes this little corner of your heart feel warm and toasty inside (:
i would do that for my little nieces/nephews/grandnieces/grandnephews etcetcetc
yet the bad news is unavoidable.
why again?
why so many instances?
why my family?
totally disjointed thoughts.
oh wells.
Thursday, December 25, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆
我想...
我想去海边吹着阵阵海风
我想去海边看日出日落
我想去海边捡贝壳
我想去动物园看长颈鹿
我想去很高很高的地方大声地唱梁静茹的＂爱你不是两三天＂
我想把所有的亲人，朋友都留在身边
我想找到一个比你好上一百倍，一千倍的人
我想...
我想做那么多东西
但却不一定都做得到
难道对你来说
朋友就只是与你共欢乐的人吗
当朋友有难时，
你又在哪里？
我有时真的在想
如果我有难，
会有几个人真心地来帮我呢？
到底有几个才是真心朋友？
有几个只是酒肉朋友？
为什么要把自己说的那么无辜，可怜？
难道事到如今，
你一丁点儿错都没有吗？
有时真的不知道怎么回答
到底什么是对什么是错
又有谁能确确实实的告诉我们呢？
灰色地带实在太多了
a picture tells a thousand words
那如果有我们的照片，
别人会在照片中
看到怎样的篇章呢？
好奇怪哦
这种感觉
又想念又难受
真是奇怪!
奇怪!!!
©~jUn²珺☆
暖
Wednesday, December 17, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆
WILSON! tailors lol
so touched that they would want to meet
so out of the way
just so that i could replace wilson(:
thanks guys
lovelove
HTHT kk(:
no more HBHB/HAHA
sooooo sweet(:
tho everyone was late *waggles finger*
haha.
AAAAAAAH
QUARANTINE/RECORD
IS HORRIGIBLE D':!
company was gooot(:
foood was even bettaa(:
conversation + games was da best.
BLADES OF GLORY
WE WATCHED THAT AGAIN LOL(:
"the nights are dark for me"
"the nights are dark for everyone you moron"
when that movie was playing
all i could think about was
I MISS PINGS!
©~jUn²珺☆
隐私
爱你是我心深处的隐私
不求你心中为我留个好位置
许我自私一次不计所有真挚
爱恋不会因为时间任它隐隐地消失
心里头藏着一些话语
难以对你启齿
说不说该如何把持
我这些莫名的心事
究竟是何时开始
找不到安心的解释
为何我明明爱上了你
爱慕不能停止
我却要装作不在意
爱苦不堪言地压抑
只怕你若既若离
守不住禁锢我的秘密
其实爱你是我心深处的隐私
惊动你一眼看穿我所有相思
哪怕只有一次你的深情注视
从今后创造一个美丽的开始
如果爱你是我心深处的隐私
不求你心中为我留个好位置
许我自私一次不计所有真挚
爱恋不会因为时间任它隐隐地消失
最后还是回到了这首歌
哈哈
真是可悲
Tuesday, December 16, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆
actually
i realised
NOT SO MUCH ANYMORE!
congratulates myself.
how much longer
before
okay nvn its back.
the sun shines for my cheerful boy.
loves.
©~jUn²珺☆
training camp(:
feels great to have your muscles screaming in protest (:
lovelove. and today was slack but fun:D
would have wanted to play randori tho. D': nohave D':
sigh now im aching EVERYWHERE
and have like urm countless orhcehs D':
sigh.
haha majun has zero hand-eye-leg co-ordination(:
and she is proud of that fact lol hur
cuz the hongkong coach was trying to improve reflexes etc
haha majun faaaaails D':
i got niaoed by chejian luh SIGH
haha.
buttache D':
how come noone has them from cycling/circles?!
majun is on thrift mode
DONT LET HER SPEND MONIES
basically my days are packed D':
even after missing (ponning) work
whatever happened to days for slacking?
its all your fault.
©~jUn²珺☆
Saturday, December 13, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆
obvious
it always doesnt do to be so obvious.
and i realise i tend to notice
sooooo obvious
makes it awkward
i always avoid being obvious
so much so that i think it makes it more obvious
HAHA
sigh weirds.
i want a monash castle
with my own drafty towers and moats galore
with a handsome tallie prince
and my own fire place :D
©~jUn²珺☆
violent love
":P
u know u love me
don't deny your true feelings!!!
ehhhhdon't go to australia leh
i'll smack you
until you're unconscious then u can't goYES
this is called a violent relationship
violence out of love
=D
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoo
ok lahi don't be violent with you yetit's because i wuv you mah"-_____________- haha nice try dear
judging from the viciousness of the tone
prolly everyone knows who my "secret" admirer is lol
Friday, December 12, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆
byebye wilson D':
sigh said byebye to wilson at sentosa
who was the one who scratched him?
but anyways
that was an end to um 4+ years of friendship~
sigh haha will miss wilson!
i bet many will miss him too!
like xich kia cher suui
saaaad D':
and majun dint manage to get hall accommodation D':
will find other ways
or we ll just um sleep by the lake :D
haha times like this make me realise how sweet these people are
thanks mommygoose yowie matthew feli sherman roy :D
*tears*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA LOVELOVELOVE
i still have the loveletter/card from J1 u wrote
LOVELOVELOVE!
go KBOX kk! :D
i ll let you sing ahmei.
i think.
Thursday, December 11, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆
the one before
suddenly it dawned on me that
all this while,
i ve been forming an image of you in my mind
i ve merely been accustomed to that image of you i had
and not known the real you
maybe it can even be said
that i dont know you at all
as you changed
the image i had of you dint really change,
its been stagnant for so long
i think it no longer bears any resemblance to you.
its just a character formed from my fantasy and memories now.
wow.
haha bit astonishing to realize just now
its been so long
what happened to the original you i know?
lost somewhere while growing up.
how to find back the one before?
Thursday, December 04, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆
ISNT THIS THE CUTEST EVER!?
get me a chowchow please?
prettypleasewithacherryontop?
Wednesday, December 03, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆
flurry of activities
yep i held true to my promise
and have been out everyday.
E V E R Y D A Y
im so tired of being out.
cwap. haha
friday night sleepover at chua s house
saturday watch doraemon, teach tuition and SLEEEEEEEP
sunday trng and went PS with peijin yongkeong wanpeng
haha the two of them really 混不下去 in PS alr. lol.
14 cups of starbucks ohyea.
haha but its really fun talking to them :D
and RABBIT IS SHOCUTE :D:D:D
and so is her brother!!!!
huggywuggy. :D haha
monday "ponned" work :D
haha met up with year 0 meddies at kallang:D:D:D
ICESCHKATING & PRAWNING :D:D:D haha
me roy kevin and ajit were early
so we went there earlier
and ended up in the arcade:D haha
"majun and the little boys"
its so amusing to see them go starry-eyed at all the games around
played the game where u zham plastic balls at the random creatures that pop up on the screen haha sooo cute!
DONT KILL THE BIRDIES!!! :D
iceschkating was funfunfun too:D haha
after feli & feli funny and sherman reached
the 2 hours was totally spiced up by kevin&ajit
(their names belong together :P)
kevin and his dancing queen moves
and ajit with his amazing arm power hahaha
twirltwirltwirl:D
and some people soooo sweet
hold hands and skate around
right funny? :D:D:D allies!!! :D:D
ahah. *prepares to X_X*
we finally went prawning:D
much to roy s delight :D haha
we packed everyone into kevin s car
LOL and this time we really
"foldfold people put into carboot"
HAHA not amanda but lol
sherman & ajit hahaha
the two of them look so snug behind :D hehe
im sorry feli:D
soo cool haha
prawning was totally the highlight haha
what with SOME people's reactions.
thanks sensei roy! haha
everyone caught a prawnie:D:D:D
EVEN ME!!!:D:D:D congratulate me haha.
classic moments of the night:
1. kevins chair flipping
2. "TEMPURATEMPURATEMPURA"
3. "im NOT scared of you" (to the prawns)
4. *prawn jerks* SCREAMSCREAMSCREAM
5. the widdle girl staring up at kevin's reaction HAHA.
all in all funfunfun thanks everyone:D
went for work for the first time on tues:D
hehe yay i really like being the youngest around
dunno just like the feeling that there are people looking out for you
looking after you.
i just like the being pampered feeling haha.
sorry.
both uncles are super cute:D
haha uncle victor calls me miss ma D':
sooo weird haha
and uncle david treated me to lunch :D:D:D
there is such thing as a free lunch :D hehe.
nothing much to do tho
haha address christmas cards *majun shrivels up and dies*
100 X "if undelievered please return to... "
faint-
went to matthew's house for the senior-cum-junior meeting:D
his house is really 10 m from thomson plaza
(yea i can totally hear him: its 10 metres, TEN METRES!!! how can you not find it?!)
haha we got out numbered D':
and the seniors are sooo nice :D
and the tour of the house is like O_O his house is like some museum
LOVES the acrylic painting in the living room and the nice antique qipao-ish dress that was framed up.
"old people's clothes" (according to xuanqi HAHA)
dint really manage to talk to alot of the seniors
but the ones i talked to were really really nice :D
guitar playing~~~ haha
"everyone s talented in some way
but some are just more talented than others"
whee
think my first impression of many people are changing
not just changing
they re defeating my first impression of them!
haha feli.tan kevin ajit (it was because of the dynamite thingie) rilong (HAHAHA FIRST IMPRESSION GONEEE)
and i ll say this too
IM REALLY THANKFUL FOR FELI.CHUA
even tho i always complain that im her punching bag/poking/pillow
im really really thankful i have her
if not there ll be ALOT less laughter
for the nxt 5 years and beyond
love~
ISNT THIS THE CUTEST EVER!?