Music,my rainbow

Sunday, November 30, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

wow! conversations.

| ĴāĊ | i love rusty!! | says :
haha i never even touch the hc swimming pool at all
amanda says:
me too
amanda says:
except to use the shower room
| ĴāĊ | i love rusty!! | says:
me too!!
©~jUn²珺☆ 珍惜眼前人 says:
ME TREE!
amanda says :
me flower
amanda says :
HAHAHAHHAHAHAAH!
ZHENFA! Mongol [Champions] yk says :
o.O
©~jUn²珺☆ 珍惜眼前人 says :
u dirt
amanda says :
LOL!
amanda says :
kahpoh: you frog
©~jUn²珺☆ 珍惜眼前人 says :
him dirty
amanda says :
HAHAAA!
©~jUn²珺☆ 珍惜眼前人 says :
HAHAHA AMUSING
LOL
amanda says :
we are all very nature ppl
©~jUn²珺☆ 珍惜眼前人 says :
wow mandy ur english powderful

©~jUn²珺☆

嗨

嗨
现下天天玩乐
有没有收入
花钱如流水之际
钱包中已空空如也
看了真的还是挺难受
想想下个星期
又要出去玩乐
又溜冰
又唱歌
嗨
可怜的钱包

不想再做那无知的小女孩
上当受骗了
何时才能学个乖
变聪明变机灵呢？

想也不是
忘也不能
真是受不了
气死我了！

还是珍惜眼前人重要吧
想想自己只有区区两个多月
便要"离乡背井"
离开住了十四年的新加坡
到另一个炯然不动的陌生地方读书
心里其实真的挺害怕的
再说这一走便是九个月
到了那个陌生的环境
又没有家人，熟人
肯定更加寂寞难熬
嗨
见不到家人
见不到朋友 D:
*heartbreak*

Saturday, November 29, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

Mahjong :D

haha stayover was funfunfun :D
went BTM to eat dinner
cuz yk got held up in camp
ended up being me pj mandy and her parents haha so cute

whee :D see chua :D:D:D
important announcement to be made:
MAJUN KNOWS HOW TO PLAY MAHJONG:D
after much complaining (on my part)
and much dragging (on their part)
MAJUN KNOWS HOW TO PLAY :D
haha
but i seriously dunno if i ve won or what
just anyhow play :D whee

and we were treated to another
of yongkeong&his"free-ing" talks haha

930 in the morning
chua s sister bounced out of bed
to watch
doraemon.
stun
HAHAHA
but its quite cute
i think her sis really quite cute
I WANT AN OLDER SIBLING
TRADE MY BROTHER?

watch made of honour :D:D:D

cwap
i got into the "show u care initiative"
and i think i know noone there
ULTIMATE HEARTBREAK haha.
feli s fault D':

tommy,
why so possessive?
lol.

Friday, November 28, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR :D
AND IM GOING OUUUUUUUUUUUT :D
YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY:D
hur :D

Monday, November 24, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

D':

Kiss the Cook says:
we played "guess the jc" and concluded u were from kindergarten

HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE THE NXT 5 YEARS?!
D':

Saturday, November 22, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

UBERKUEH

HAHA YEA cuz rumrumyraisin sure win!
im sick of school.
lets run away together:D

Friday, November 21, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

I always knew looking back on my tears would bring me laughter,
but I never knew looking back on my laughter would make me cry.~Cat Stevens

©~jUn²珺☆

well
rnt u sick of bragging?
i mean
im sick of just hearing you brag.

whats up with all these people
ditto the seriously inflated egos?
where do you get SO MUCH wind to inflate that ego of yours
i ll want to know.
we can fill so many balloons from it
and go give out to all the kiddies on the streets.

yea i know.
that was random.
SHOOT ME

Thursday, November 20, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

2nd chance

today s the release of PSLE results
once again
im struck by how well-off i am
thus far in my studies
hvnt really met with any troubles
psle, o levels, a levels have all breezed past
but there are many struggling out there
trying to do well
i can see how hard she worked for her results
but in the end...
well i have to say that
the world really isnt fair
maybe we should just all subscribe to the marxism school of thought
and live as the smurfs do.
i dunno.
sigh it must be crushing.

its time to wake up
and treasure what i ve got
instead of lamenting over what i dont have
i ve been given a second chance,
lets not let it waste away.

thanks for letting me realize.

PSLE is kind of cruel
i rmbr the sleepless night before that
i rmbr all the horrible thoughts of failing PSLE
and not being able to go into secondary school
i rmbr on the way to get my results
the butterflies in my stomach
i rmbr zoning out during the talk before that
imagine that kind of stress on someone only 12 years of age.
how cruel
why is academic results so stressed in this day and time
when grades dont mean so much anymore?
people keep telling us grades dont matter
but grades do.
u want a scholarship?
they select you based on grades first
you want to get into this school?
get the conditional grades.
so who says grades dont matter?

the few people who re able to make their own way in this world
without a full education
are exceptional.
even more than those with CAP 5.0

ugh.
pre-exam stress
even though i know its not going to matter
but grandma willow s at the back of my mind
telling me that i need to shoulder my way thru my essay as well
UGH.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

just walk

i wonder how ll it be like
if you just walked around singapore city at night
until the sun rises?
to see the sights and sounds of the city at night
memorize each line and each sound
keep them in your heart
that day when we just walked after dinner
i thot it ll be wonderful to just walk just talk just dont stop
sigh too bad for my cinderella curfew hur

and tt day was quite stupid! haha
went all the way to clarke quay to eat burger king hur
cuz everything else was like uber full
and discuss the 两只老虎 vs the zoo worker
两只老虎
两只老虎
跑的快
跑的快
in this case not just 跑的快,
袭击得也快！
then walked into starbucks and saw kahpoh chenhuio kahleng
with a profusion of cake :D
hahaha! so qiao! :D
after that just loitered around
walk walk walk
dont wanna go home~ haha
and cuz we were dressed liddat
wanpeng and thomas were saying
all the clubs/restaurants ignored the 3 of us
HAHA which was absolutely true
wanpeng with his ocs shorts/sports shoes
and tommy with his tee/khakis
so amusing! haha they were so pointedly ignoring us
but i thot we looked quite cool!
we were calmly sipping starbucks as we walked leh~
不识货!

lets go again
people go for night cycling
lets go for night walking :D

randomness.
i want to go k!
today adeline asked me!
but must resist temptation until until until 28th!
haha from then on its :D :D :D

-teammates chalet
-mahjong (my house? somewhere else?)
-iceskating with meddies
-glasshouse with meddies
-sentosa chalet
-K with just ed ppl
-K with giraffes
-outings to ECP! with ultimate org!

©~jUn²珺☆

absence makes the heart grow fonder

cant help but look forward to seeing giraffes again on friday :D
i ve taken to naming us giraffes
because of our obsession with drawing giraffes :D haha
few weeks ago,
couldnt help but wish to see the last of the giraffes
so that the mod (and the workload) would end!
but now missing them and our writing lessons horribly!
D': haha esp the "bimbo" gang
consisting (most of the time, tho everyone joins in)
christine shinjung and minxun :D
hahaha.
okay :D more people go okay! :D
in chatter :D

IDP sucks D':
i want my blood test!!! D':

©~jUn²珺☆

http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=HHZBfgoOzBM

GO WATCH! HAHA
the conductor is SO CUTE!
i just love watching these people play
dont you think?

lovelovelove!

Tuesday, November 18, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

ode to my essay D:

i thought i dealt pretty well with cartoons
i mean
at least i got a decent thesis that was arguable
and had close reading to say the least.
then you had to add le*p*ld and p*llan into the equation
and things started getting messy.

now
p*llan and le*p*ld stand there arguing among themselves,
grandma willow smirking in the background
and majun looking on helplessly
trying to take down minutes of what is happening.
WOULD THEY PLEASE ORGANISE AND MAKE SENSE
sigh they should just fight physically instead of verbally.

no disrespect meant to either great author
but just angsty trying to arrange out my essay.
SIGH.
would my ideas just ARRANGE THEMSELVES?!

©~jUn²珺☆

ugh
need to be there on the 16th feb
leaving most prob on 14th feb sat
D':

mixed feelings

today joseph asked me
whether im excited bout aus
well i guess i am
the thought of being able to study med
overseas somemore
but also pretty terrified at the thought of being away from home
being away from all that i love
to miss my family and friends so much
im prolly a person who will die of loneliness if left alone D:

its reassuring to know that i get along okay with these people
who re going tog.
like i told david and feli
im really really glad for the company
and the GOOD NATURED HUMOUR
(which is slightly getting lost on me)
everyone will have their worries and anticipations
bout going over
but its great to be part of such a huge group
with future classmates and snrs alike
that its slightly less scary
but.
i guess its just different.
sigh.

i guess im just a very scared little girl now.

what will i do when i miss teammates?
when i miss the LRG?
when i miss my giraffe class?
when i miss my mommy daddy and brother?

i hate being a cry-baby.

who will be my "sunshine" then?

知难而退

当你处处碰钉子时,
该是时候放弃了
还是找点别的事情做吧!

终于写完了我的两千字论文/作文
实在是呕心沥血的写作
写了一整天,
到头来其实还是不明白自己写了些什么
唉算了吧,
就不是写作的那一块料!

你不是真正的快乐
你的快乐是你穿的保护色

那我的保护色会是什么颜色?

im going to sit in a corner and twiddle my thumbs.

going to miss UWC2101T so much
its so sudden
UWC2101T is at an end.
grown so close to everyone in the class
so fun just to talk crap
laugh at people
get laughed at for suggesting "friendly buddies are jaw-dropping"
and laugh some more at "why not wear blue? blue is WATER~"
eat dinner together,
spending most of the time
trying not to spit on the person opp you
laughing is good for the soul
how to calculate how much i ll miss you guys?
and our giraffes

©~jUn²珺☆

COUNTING DOWN: 13 HOURS
1028 WORDS
AND I NO LONGER KNOW WHAT IM WRITING ABOUT
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

怎样才会是真正的快乐？

你不是真正的快乐-五月天

人群中哭着你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了你已经决定了

你静静忍着紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜就是越伤人了
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割

你不是真正的快乐你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了于是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则不是你的选择
于是你含着眼泪飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走着

你不是真正的快乐你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了然后才后悔着

你值得真正的快乐你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什么失去了还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤全部结束在此刻重新开始活着

DATE!

i have a ticket.
tentatively 19th feb 2008.
2340hrs.
now it seems so real.
and i cant seem to shake off the panic signals.
how to spend 10 months away?
at least there are people to panic with.
3 months and 13 days.
enough?

friends

somedays i feel so lonely and bored
like hmm i dont have many friends do i
tonight the sudden influx of IMs make me feel so
受宠若惊 all of a sudden.
im just the type of person who craves attention and having people around
sigh.
but talking and having fun totally lightens my mood(:
thanks peeps(:
(at least i nv call u all toots :D)

hvnt blogged in ages
tt day went out with the monash meddies
whee the people are so cute(:
lifted a huge weight off my chest
i was soooo scared i wont get along with them
but spent the entire time laughing and joking(:
yeay. loves.

all i want for christmas is...
actually i dont know?
someone enlighten me please.

K BOX KK
JUST ED PEEPS
TELL ME WHEN UR FREE
I SHALL ORG!!! MAKE IT SUCCESSFUL THIS TIME!
tt day me and adeline were saying how much we miss mr lai
haha cuz now noone to send us home after K
must depend on ken's zigzag driving
sian nxt year when he s back i ll be gone~

MUSCLE ACHES FEEL SHUANG(:
nagenokata:D

all these people(:
make lessons so much brighter

amono the horrigible slab of meat
(she chose it herself dont ask me why)
amanda low the vestigial/dumpy
calvin the se peipei
charlene the fruit monster
tongchong the scary black head
~~kimchi~~ jingtsong the kimchi
chunkeat the sushi
reuben the fish&chip
christine the bimbo-with-random-normal-moments
minxun the GLOBALWOBBLE?
yusong the its-just-5%!
shinjung the spittee
eddie the scary mugger (haha)
marvin the "dont-stress"
eunice the stressed
manjun the other MJ(:
cherlyn the astonished (haha i love her astonished expression)
yuanyi the pro-designer
mark and jahbar the other other MJ(:

thanks people(: