Music,my rainbow

Monday, March 31, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

FIREFLY

went for the assessment thing today
haha.

My name is Yoda, whats urs?
Mine is Superman!

haha thats for example
cuz i didnt talk to superman
but i sat next to spiderman haha
my group was like star wars
while the other 2 were like superheroes and xmen
i would have liked like storm or superman luh haha.
anw starwars rocked!(:

we bonded totally
within the 1st hour of the assessment
cuz of the common topic for
"discussion" haha
we had PP first
i was the first in and died first
so gradually as more people died
we started talking about what happened inside and all that
plus ~~cursing~~ talking about the interviewers
hiahiahia that totally bonded us
haha jaja binks is the only survivor who got another set of interviewers
haha and the qn was like-_- what the...

anw i loved the team activity.
the one in the lost jungles of africa(:
totally fun! yay.
but from then on it was kind of-_-
unless we got to chat aimlessly(:
i love my group(:
haha and there s like social circle overlap again
brandon/brendon/brendan haha whichever
is from 73! berber s classmate
but i dont recognise him
(its the lack of hair again)
but he recognised me! haha.
and i think either auntie xiu or fred is in his company!
haha he says v white leh shld be fred bah.
then anavrin (lol) is from ACSI
and he noes our darling michelle yeo toO!(:
amidala is chen qing yan!(: haha
and she said she went for CAAS interview with wanpeng! lol
and there like leia jaja binks darth vader
haha retarded i totally dont remember alot of names
just rmbr them as like characters!
but darth vader and leia most likely would get shortlisted
they re like zhai!

sigh went back to work after that
i think it was the weird donut plus the motion sickness
so i was like v snappish
sorry i kind of vented my anger on enoch and kia
but rah i really felt horrible
cuz i was like nauseous and all
rah.

tomorrow party night!
wednesday ECP day!
but noone wants to go
looks like its 4 of us again-_-
sad case leh.
but i want to go!

Saturday, March 29, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

Hanazakari no Kimitachi e

nakao:
why did i fall in love with senpai?
i know he cant return the same feelings for me though
but it cant be helped since i fell in love!

minama's friend:
i just wanted to tell you

you cant stop anyone from loving you
short of acting like normal
there s nothing for you
you shouldnt be miserable over nakao
it was his choice

nakao:
and you, too ashiya
be daring, give out the chocolates
if you never say anything
then nothing will change.
so then why not try telling how you feel-
it must be better than not knowing
i'll try just to be as daring.

why dont you dare?

©~jUn²珺☆

I WANT TO LEARN!

my JUN my style
haha i wanna learn how to play
yang guang zhai nan
and lydia
i got the scores!!!
but omg loOking at it alr makes me dizzy
-_- i hvnt played in like how long
i can only play under the sea now haha.
furthermore its piano score
even more GG.
at least lydia is in like D major
yang guang zhai nan is like in E MAJOR OMG
it has like 4 SHARPS?!
-_- i hate complicated onesD:
its like im not even playing enough white keys D:
haha my fav is still C major and F major lol
lalala shall try hard
GAMBATE!(:

©~jUn²珺☆

my JUN my style

©~jUn²珺☆

oh the irony

last time when we were in school,
at like past 10 pm,
if people still see me online,
they ll be like
"oh my ur still online?"
or they ll be like
"ur majun? (doubtful)"
haha
or even worse
"oh my ur still awake?"
-_-
yesterday night
i was going to slp at like 12
yihan was like
"so early uh"
oh the irony.
nowadays im like slping at 1-ish
and waking at 7
go to the zoo for free
cuz i ll get caught and put into the panda enclosure! :D

anw haha auntie s in sispec
tho im still unsure what that is
but haha it seems like they dont get confined!
so qi guai hMm
and we take turns eating dinner
haha in the end convo is like chopped.

anw there s B zone night! haha
on tuesday(: yay
can see how many songs there are in the office!
my office rocks!(:
haha own karaoke system leh~
yeayyyyyyyy(:
hopes everyone can go!(:

lalalalalala i think it still hasnt really sunk in yet
(whatever my english is crap and i have no idea what im talking about)

im sorry weiwen! for not being able to go
i ll meet u another day k!(:

ling!!! haha dar-LING(:
yes pls lets go out!(:

i have a presentation to work out
help, anyone?!

Friday, March 28, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

NATIONALS DAY 2!

okay i just lost the entire damned post
and im even more pissed now cuz i have to retype
but i think if i dont get this out im gonna explode
so here we go AGAIN

as usual i was the first to reach again
i shld just be labelled as a loner
further more darryl said
"wah u so free uh come everyday"
thanks uh i took leave to come see.

watched B boys
some of them are kind of shakey
not performing up to usual standards
tianci s first bout was great
but after that abit off colour
david was like gulping air for his last bout
but hindarto came halfway
and helped shout at them and all
haha sit in the sacred Coach Seat
(notice the caps)

but amazingly right after the b boys finished
hindarto and cow disappeared
A and B girls
u cld literally cut thru the atmosphere
with an axe or something

due to popular demand
(im so sure)
actually it was a direct order from ma'am
so i had to go seat in the Coach's Seat
and to shout at the jrs
cuz sir refereeing
sigh to trust me with that job
super stressful
its like the person inside is basically depending on what u shout
cuz when ur inside u cant hear what all the others are shouting
ur basically only listening for advice behind u
ugh. super stressful
plus dojo 1 and dojo 2 all have people playing
red side white side also
so i was like running about-_-
i must look like a mad woman

but have to say that im really impressed with amanda and jiayan s performance
secondary 2 s against secondary 4s
and putting up a great fight(:
makes me relieved that the club is in good hands(:
haha there s a qi shi when they go out(:

okay but i have to say
i cant feel the team spirit
like we used to have
u all dont belong as a team
(u shld noe who im talking about)
u all are acting as separate individuals who
happen to be at the same place at the same time
i dont understand why ur crying
i noe why I am crying instead
im crying because she didnt try her best
im crying because u all didnt give her the support
im crying because u all blame her
and i dont think that is teammate-y behaviour
what happened to
"being there for each other"
what happened to
"whatever happens we re still a team"
and i look at u all crying because of all those
individual reasons
我真的很心寒

i dont understand how some people
can just leave these
and cut themselves away completely

im feeling so numb
that even when i heard THAT piece of news
i didnt feel much
i think it ll prob sink in tomorrow
but now im still okay-ish.
haha to think i thot that i was a good actress
but i think mainly its cuz my brain is too tired
to make the link.

there s still work tomorrow
ugh i ditched interview for tomorrow
i better turn up.

and i think im falling sick
oh wait
i dont need to think so
i already am sick

ate dinner at swensens
haha MEGA burger is really MEGA
tommy cow xiaohui xinyi met us
haha cow came in the exact same outfit as the morning
with the exact same book
-_- wanted to watch movie
but super expensive D:
im a broke kid.
so we went into the arcade
and watch people try to catch the toy
omg spending 100+++ to try to catch the toys
-_- too much money
too much time
too little entertainment in their lives.

i want the precious moments bear!!!
i want the HUGE bugs bunny!!!
i want sunflowers!!!
sigh.

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

为什么你一说就中了呢？
为什么不给我一个机会告诉你？
oh ya cuz i didnt.

[`敏] Don't hold onto those perfect glass slippers too tight. ` says:
and im really kind of sick of talking abt *
©~jUn²珺☆ 为何你不说话 says:
ya

Thursday, March 27, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

remindmeagainwhyamihappyandsad

im supposed to be working on the presentation
for firefly scholarship
but suddenly things feel so empty.
(esp my brain)
feel quite lost.
so now what?
after this
what?
after ur gone,
what?
what will i do?

what do i want to achieve in life?
and why do i spent so much thinking of...
im so confused.
its either that or im obsessed.
and i feel so disoriented.

maybe it was zhongning s finals bout
suddenly the nostalgia hit
the feeling zhongning must be feeling
all that he s worked hard for
to be lost in the last 15 seconds
i suddenly remembered the painful emptiness from last year
the same feeling from watching xiaohui s bout
心碎但却无能为力的那种感觉。
i just felt that dispair
and all i wanted to do was find somewhere
to curl up and cry
since they dint give me a chance to do so
now im feeling like this again.
ugh.

punch ****** for being in my face
but not in my life.

and again we come back to same old question
who am i?
what kind of a person am i?
the one who emo s everyday
or the one who goes out
highs with everyone
but still feels empty at the end of the day.
what do people see me?
what kind of a person am i really?

i dont even have to read the post again to noe that
the post doesnt make sense
and doesnt have a common theme
ditto a link.
but who cares.

头发甩甩大步的走开
不怜悯心底小小悲哀
挥手bye-bye 祝你们愉快
我会一个人活得精采
我会找个人活得精采

like kia says
when that time comes
will i be okay?
haha or is that time here alr?

©~jUn²珺☆

NATIONALS DAY 1!

AHHHHHHHHHHHH ADRENALINE RUSH!
haha and not cuz i drank the power gel thingy
today was GUURRREAT(: hehe.
woke up early to prepare to go for the nats
super excited
cuz even tho not playing anymore
just being in the vicinity makes my heart beat faster!(:

reached at like 9
but kahpoh was late
lalala so went early to see the jrs

dino daddy is back! haha
if u dint understand that;
michael wong is back from singapore slingers
and he s the tr in charge again(:
so we essentially spent the day crapping with him
and laughing our guts out haha
he s super lame luh and biased tsk
as a teacher he s not supposed to teach us these things
but as a friend haha. ya lo.
totally hilarious u can go ask kahpoh.
and he s like slacking here haha.
we shld bring sodoku again!(:

really just being there
makes my blood surge
haha my heart pumps like 10000 times a minute!
and i ll scream my lungs out
(u shld ask the jrs-_-)
like i always do!
but no amono and pings to scream with me
so my voice kind of um
um
stands out.
or screams out rather.
anything luh.
throw face then throw lo.

anw the A boys played well
esp hiroshi!!!
HIROSHI S MY NEW IDOL! OMGOMGOMG!
he did a STANDIND kata guruma
omg he plainly just LIFTED that guy
who s like bigger than him
and zhammed him to the ground.
plus his head was like on tt guy s stomach
-_- i hope he s alright.
and i hope they caught it on tape!!! excite!!!
and omg he did one SUPER NICE LEFT UCHI!!!
just sweep and-_- woosh
that guy flew one circle!!!(:

tony was damn zhai as well
he did like a standing morote,
and the guy just flew ONE ROUND!
hahaha dino daddy was saying if he DSA in
remarks just put: ferris wheel
which earned another bout of uncontrollable laughter from us.
zhongning was the most amusing tho
he drank so much power gel
he was like
"im physically tired
but my brain is damned alert
and my eyes cant close"
lol i think tonight he ll be like O_O the whole night
hahaha serves him right.
but his kouchi was super nice toO!
and brian michael luminary
(dont u just love his name!)
is toO skinny for his category!

and the ny jrs
haha tho i cant really recognise many
since there re new sec 1s.
OMG i have to say this
there s this sec one who s like
160 something?!
ahhhhhh!!! i ll lose my place as the tallest girl!
oh wait
i alr lost to melly
-_- and there s youhui toO
saddening~ D:
oh wells.
and they did not bad toO!(:
jrs train hard k!(:
wo men dui ni you xin xin(:

lao liao lao liao~
my "darling sec ones" then are J ones now D:
and the ny jrs who came in after we left ny judo
are alr sec 3!!!
like mader kelly sheryl they all
zen me ban~~~ D:

hahaha but yesterday
after training
i was walking with huiming in school
her friend mistook me for her jr!!!(:
means i look 17?(: (: (:
or does tt mean my mental age is still 5-_-

tomorrow meeting for dinner!(:
tommy s coming!(: haha
oh ya speaking of tommy
the chi high teacher in charge is a tommie! haha
kawaii neh
but he looks like...
oh wells...
but at least he seems nice
unlike ...
uh. ya lo liddat lo
but quite sad case for him to look like that.

SUPER excited for tomorrow!
darlings sleep early k!
rest well i bot mars and dove choc!(:
and i ll be there super early!(:
to soak up the atmosphere(: haha.

oh ya and i bot a pink shirt!
haha it says
IM A TOUGH COOKIE!(:
if i am a cookie
i will want to be oatmeal raisin!(:
haha not triple choc
cuz im not that black! hehe.
haha cute neh!

haha i spent the whole post highing
really as if i drank the power gel as well
but im shagged
from shouting from screaming
from walking under the hothothot steaming sun!

anw i went to gombak after nats
its like nobody wants to go out D:
xiaohui needed to go sch
the jrs were tired
kahpoh meeting chenhui kahleng
jitneng learning to drive
cow go home
haha so went gombak to give the 3PME notes
yep i carried it around the whole day
retarded hoR
but at least not heavy luh.
and see miss qian rena and meiling
makes me (: more. hehe.

MORE UPDATES TOMORROW!
and tomorrow i ll see youhui!(:
now to de-high.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

为什么你只会为他掉眼泪，
而不会为其他人面带微笑？
为什么你只会为他心碎，
而不会为其他人开心？

©~jUn²珺☆

i guess the combined effects
of reaching home at 1am
and going out again at 8am
the same day
for training
isnt very good for the body
feels abit feverish

slpt for awhile
but woke up feeling more pissed than ever
what is everyone taking me for?!
im fed up and pissed
and not feeling like majun
and i hate myself.

rowr whats happening?

©~jUn²珺☆

SINGGGGGGG(:

last night went singing again(:
yayyayyay
haha yuan lai mei you safra card ye shi ke yi de(:
yay. and we had a chauffeur to and from the place(:
me adeline jerene yihan
never see jerene in like how many days alr haha(: yay
my blog posts are punctuated by yays.
haha even tho the music quality wasnt as good
(esp the mikes -_-)
we still had a LOTTA FUN(: yay!!! highs
so sad miss qian dint go
if not we can sing get high!
but she not there
noone get high with me D:
i suggested that
then they all stared at me D: D: D:
sadness~~~
haha eat drink singggggggg(:
lets go again!!!(:
go practise more songs to sing~~~(:
hehe. esp fir! and fish leong.
or we could go practise the guy parts to duets
so that we dont have to ask mr lai to sing
haha complaining away that the singers sing toO high
hai shi adeline jerene bi jiao hao(: haha
oh ya and something to note about someone s driving skills-_-
but THANKS(: for sending us home(:
the best part was ITS ONLY 8.50!!!(:

today went for training!!!
lalala got pangsehed by everyone
but just went cuz i missed seeing peijin(:
hehe. yep and i dint noe there was PT
or rather i was in denial
so i wore slippers and got laughed at by sir
rah. but wear slippers means i do less(: yay
no running(:
trained with the juniors
i guess i ll have to agree with the things sir said...
training was fun(:
apart from the usual molesting from jiahui
miraculously i didnt get molested by zijing this time haha
huiming improved and showed alot of energy today(:
and faith's elbow guard?bandage?frame?thingie? is coool(:
and im not old okay just because i nv train
doesnt make me retarded. hMph rah
the whole day jhunboon and zhongning treat me like idiot liddat
PUNCH.
but really go back and let them throw de
cuz alot of ppl not feeling well
then idonagekomi keep letting people throw-_-
gong gong alr
and my hand was like totally red! D:
tomato hand D:

LEARN THIS SONG!!!(:

把爱传出来

把爱传出来喔把爱传到每一个角落
对你的关怀一直在
紧握你的手让彼此心交流
我们曾拥有同样的天空
不放弃追求生命中的每一刻
这世界有一种美丽的感动
过去的挫折就别再回首
请记得身旁真心的问候
爱不曾停休要做彼此的援手
这路上有一种力量叫做朋友

把爱传出来喔把爱传到每一个角落
对你的关怀一直在
把爱传出来喔把爱传到每个心中
天很蓝心很宽就要活得精采
过去的挫折就别再回首
请记得身旁真心的问候
爱不曾停休要做彼此的援手
这路上有一种力量叫朋友
把爱传出来喔把爱传到每一个角落
对你的关怀一直在
把爱传出来喔把爱传到每个心中
天很蓝心很宽就要活得精采

Monday, March 24, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

HAPPY(:

lalalalala
haha today peiling rena sick
only left me meiling and enoch
haha highed abit
laughed abit
lamed abit(:
but was VERY VERY HAPPY(:
kia noes why(: (: (:
haha and im not a *** ***!(:
and bernard made my day by being himself(:
haha and remembering me
with his retarded classmate

bernard: eh i remember you!
me: ya i remember you two toO! even if u all become ashes.
haha.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
haha yihan has the safra card!!!(:
can go chevrons sing!!!(:(:(:

trng wed 9-12
comp thurs fri
GO!(:

Sunday, March 23, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

just plain RAH.

6 hours solid of teaching
2 hours of teaching simultaneous equations
2 hours of teaching partial fractions
2 hours of teaching linear graphs
haha not bad at all
sec 2 sec 3 sec 4(:
and the sec 4 class is cute(:
haha esp the few guys at the back
and the people an xiao-ing at us
adorable(:
my sec 2 class totally no reaction
felt like baring my teeth and saying
RAWR i bite!
and see if they have a reaction(:
haha.

why doesnt anyone bother telling me
whats going on anymore?
like it doesnt concern me?!

©~jUn²?B?? Les Larmes De Joie says (PM 8:03):
oh yeaaaaaa
but pilot damn cool(:
tho if ur the pilot i think i ll swear off airtravel for awhile
haha. sorry. couldnt resist.
but is airwing really slacker? haha

rah.
just plain rah.

©~jUn²珺☆

Les Larmes De Joie

如何找到那个爱我和我爱的人，变成梦里的情节。有泪就让它像晴天落白雨，干干净净，彻彻底底。也惟有落泪的时刻，才能清晰的感知自己心底的柔软。以眼泪开场，却以喜悦收尾，是不是人生最美的安排。然而这首乐曲的喧嚣并不是我喜爱的收场。何必叹息呢，人生不如意事常八九，我依然要感谢它给了我完整的美丽的聆听，十桩之中，有一桩如愿了，人生就不是骗局，而是值得感激的生命的真相

sigh go listen to it
its almost too beautiful for words
feels as if u belong somewhere
with that special someone
在爱里飞翔

Saturday, March 22, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

fishies D:

HAHAHAHAHA omg this was the most amusing thing
HAHAHAHAHA chiaki returned
and found nodame with kuroki
got jealous and fa pi qi
said some harsh words to make nodame sad
lol nodame kicked him
which pissed HIM more off
and he flipped her
LOLLOLLOL
people on the streets screamed:
"JUDO!!!! IPPON!!!"
-_- ROFLMAOWTIME
hahaha finally i got to use the ROFLMAOWTIME
(: (: (:
anyone dont understand can ask moi~

haha and right after the grappling,
bian hao le
then someone was saying
"what a great way to get back together!"
-_- lol lol lol
imagine if someone throws you OFF YOUR FEET
i dont think its such a great way to GET together in the first place
much less get BACK together.
haha.

NODAME DES(:
chao ke ai neh.
kuroki is also becoming less stoney(:
but chiaki s hair sucks.

hahahaha mr and mrs nodame~
the subtitles went:
~chiaki lost his name~
lollollol.
why am i so easily amused
lalalalala
but kuroki is still the cutest(:
tanya dont steal my kurokiiiiiiii D:

NOOOOOOOOOOOO
i wont lose to FISHIES!!!
glugglug

toccata and fugue in D minor-_-

Friday, March 21, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

福士誠治

KurokiKurokiKurokiKurokiKuroki!

omg the oboe loOks so sexaye now haha

he s soooooooooo cute!!!

he gave nodame a plant!!!

i want toooooooooooo

haha why i dont have!!!

someone give me a live sunflower!!!

or seeds!!!(:

aiya now that i ve watched nodame

i wonder what i ll be like if i had chosen music then

instead of judo

hahaha.

and yup i finished 11 eps of the drama (:

since yesterday morning haha.

but kuroki doesnt loOk like this in the show

cant find a sober-er picture

haha or the one with him holding the plant

or the one playing the oboe

or the one with him loOking oh-so-sad

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ D:

does nobody like kurokiiiiiiiiD:

this morning

weichi: i v tired

me: me too

weichi: i slpt at 10 leh (for a p5 its quite late)

me: i slpt at 1~~~

tog: cuz i watched TV!

hahaha laughs.

no wonder i like her haha.

and she likes elmo toO(:

hehe.

anw the musical instruments

omgomgomg

violin oboe piano clarinet flute

ahhhhhhhhhhh(:

hehe. if i had chosen like strings then

or like NYCB or like NYCO

haha it would have been a v different life!

yang qin and guzheng alike(:

oh wells.

TO LEARN CANON IN DDDDDDDDDDD

rah.

anw anw anw!

i went ECP!!!

omg super crowded!!!

u cant even see a stretch of clear road

but shuang(: hehe.

ahhhhhhhh(:

oh ya have to say

i can go

cuz i got dumped for my date againnnnn

D: 3 cancellations in 3 days D:

saddening.

ryu: EHH?! 你们同居?!?!?!

masumi: noooooooo prince chiaki!!!

chiaki: EHH? 不。是寄生!

-_-

nodame: EHHH?

haha japanese people like to

EHHHHHHHHHHH with the HUGE eyes

and open mouth.

haha.

nodame loOks so cute when she pouts!

GYABOOOOOOON!~ haha

chuuuuuuuuuuu lol

omgomgomg the fingers abit fast

for the violin solo

omgomgomg.

and can i re-emphasizeI DESPISE PEOPLE WHO SMOKE

today at ecp i saw this girl

who looks about 14

strutting about with a lit cigarette in her hand

as if she's "all that"

does she noe what kind of trouble she s bringing to herself?

long term illnesses dont just affect herself!

its on the whole family.

how would her parents feel?

WHY SMOKE IN THE FIRST PLACE?!

Thursday, March 20, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

玉木宏

a new serial to watch!

nodame cantabile!

this time about music(:(:(: love~

chiaki is sooooooo shuai!!!

esp when he plays the pianoooo

droOls haha.

ren zhen de nan ren zui shuai!

haha and nodame loOks like L when she plays the piano~(:

to follow ur dreams

and to grow(:

and listen to great music

loOk at shuai guys(: hehe.

BUT RAH HE SMOKES
()@%#&_*!_)_@(%&_!*#$+)!!!!!

hMph.

忘了哭

前一步已末路
这一步过分未知数
再一步就决定胜负
却平白无故退出
当你被他抱住该学会懂得为他哭
把痛苦交给我闭幕领悟另一种幸福
我们一路都忘了哭
忘了怎么爱上彼此的糊涂
没有人会懂得帮助直到所有于事无补
爱怎么开始都像要结束
我们一路都忘了哭
忘了到对方的世界里住
明知感情不断建筑都未付出半个项目
错误的泪不想哭却硬要留住

©~jUn²珺☆

edinbur-RAH!

rather a horrible day
dint expect the interview
to be like a kind of monologue
for 2.5 hours
omg 2.5 hours of mostly u thinking
u talking
u organising ur thots
and u talking somemore.
sigh sore throat now
haha prob will die cuz sunday teaching 3 classes
and tuesday going to sing k
rah.

our icecream plan fell thru!
miss qian cant go
and mr lai who was the one who adamant about eating
the dunno what mix and match icecream plus lunch
had something else on
sadness so i went home in the dreary rain ~~~
ke lian de xiao hai zi

and tomorrow s ecp plans fell thru
for which im even more depressed
have been actually looking forward to this for weeks
cuz really needed to get away
sigh

went sch to see ms soh(:
cheEred me up abit(:
cuz ms soh and her giraffe(:(:(:
omg esp her giraffe!!! chao ke ai!!!
haha someone get me a stuff toy!!!(:

rushed for the uni of edinburgh talk
haha saw like mare yenyeen liulu hannah and eemin there
like lol so many people i noe
rah and i feel quite tempted hurhur(:

haha i have a 军师 for scholarship interviews!
haha thanks(: i ll treat u to icecream if i do get in
and that ll cancel with the ice cream u owe me!(:
yay zuan dao!

say u love me

say that you love me
say that you care
say that you love me
say that you care

遇到对的人是种缘分
我不得不承认
女生还是该要有分寸
你要去瞄准你要的人
不再被动的等
送上嘴唇变成你的人

我认识一个女孩
她天真活泼可爱
在等待有个人可以给她一身三千宠爱
不需要很有钱不需要很帅
她脾气古怪有时候
包容有时候你必须忍耐

为什么她竟然爱上他
她到底在想什么
她是否忘了帅哥不能爱是什么
让她乱了方寸不知道该做什么
我想说这怎么可能
她舍得舍弃自己的尊严与爱好
女追男的游戏一点都不害臊
一天到晚在他身边又闹又吵
只为了能够被他瞪一眼就好
看她在这边而他在那边
她想被他捧在手心上面
而他装做视而不见
脑袋中却浮现
眼前尽是她在微笑的画面
而她说

遇到对的人是种缘分
我不得不承认女生还是该要有分寸
你要去瞄准你要的人
不再被动的等送上嘴唇变成你的人
say that you love me
say that you care
you care

why force me?
if i didnt get in
so be it
if i cant make it
so be it
stop forcing me
if ur worried
wont i be too
if ur stressed
wont i feel double the stress?
so why force me?

happy 19th uncle! haha.
goOd to noe that somethings never change.

like how many different ways my name can get distorted
rah.
many many many many manyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

and haha i got bullied by my secondary 3 students D:
i shall scare other peepo with that video
wah... ur undergrd
in a bomb shelter
only 7 people,
and u show me this to scare me.
really THANKS uh.

oh ya i wanted to say about that super irritating person i met yesterday
was on my way to weichi s house
then there was this skater on aggro skates
skating ard
cuz quite far from mrt to her house,
then i realised he keep trying to do
(okay fine he WAS doing)
stunts on his aggro skates.
but the point is
he was doing it on the pavement
where people was walking,
sizzling backwards, zigzag all that
and purposefully doing stunts on the ROAD
rawr. wetarded guy.
i mean show off,
find somewhere where ppl will appreciate ur efforts
who are u showing off to on the streEts?!
i hope he dint get bung down by a car
but i guess it kind of serves him right
to do transitions on the R O A D.
ROWR

你最珍贵

haha go NUS is mainly to see PEOPLE
is people mountain people sea
people squash people block
sigh.
but cuz of liddat
i saw CHAUTINGGGG!!!
and jane and huiyi
and jingwei
and wanpeng
and many many peepos(:

ooooooh and the medicine lecturer is shuai!
ahahaha tommy is wrong lo
i dint go cuz of the shuai lecturer
(i didnt even noe luh)
but its an added incentive to join med(:
teehehe.
anw he must be damn old
HURHUR cuz he finished specialist training
which by my calculations shld be on the 30 side alr
SADDD haha.

haha had a fun day with amono and chua!(:
nus girl: hello do you all play netball?
us: *giggles/hysterical laughter* uh no
nus girl: or captains ball also can
us: *decidedly hysterical laughter* we no ball sense!!!
laughs and runs away...
typical.
luckily they nv ask us if we play soccer
-_- our class can testify to our soccer performance
woO(:
and our "mating" balloOns!!! haha super wrong
but they keEp bonging chua in the face
so the balloOns are still quite nice(: hehe.

takoYUCKI
if u ask for prawn
and get 2 ham + 1 tako
WHY let me choOse prawn in the first place?!?!

thanks tommy(: feels alot better now.
and thanks amono and chua for putting up with my irritable self today(:
and we celebrated kahpohs birthday!!!(:
stupid kickapoh pangseh us for tuition-_-
haha but we met her at jurong east instead(:
and we gave her LOADS of ~~obiang~~ nicely coloured nail polish
and muffins! which chua baked!!!
OMG CHAO HAO CHI~~~
hires chua as my personal baker(: hehe.

ECP next thurs kk!(:

going back end may + early june
(:(:(:(:(: i hvnt seen relatives in
203973890 days
and that s not an exaggeration.

(男)我会送你红色玫瑰
(女)你知道我爱流泪
(男)你别拿一生眼泪相对
(合)未来的日子有你才美梦才会真一点
(女)我学著在你爱里沉醉
(男)我不撤退
(女)你守护著我穿过黑夜
(合)我愿意这条情路相守相随你最珍贵

extreme moOd swings

there must be something wrong.
first minute i told kia i love her
then after that i started crying
nope. dont think it had to do with the declaration
but just the feeling that without kia
i would feel very lost.
(:
so glad to have you in my life(:
im really sounding abit un-straight right...

©~jUn²珺☆

it must be the air

i have no idea why am i so pissed off about
i dont even noe WHAT i am pissed off about
but i ve been snapping at people
hearing the little voice in my mind
and scolding people (silently) without a care.
its either the turpentine getting to my head
(cuz of the renovations)
or all the applications shutting my brain down
or its PMS.
this feeling sucks
and u better not provoke me now.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
cant someone just make me feel better?

oh ya. and i forgot to say
i LOVE qianzhi(:
like L-O-V-E(: haha
go learn that song and sing with her next K session!
loOks forward!(:
[edit] just heard the song
abit abit abit hard to sing
abit abit abit =_=

and try working while having extreme stomach-ache.
definitely gives an extra shine to your work.

dont bother.
i give up.

why again?
to feel the genuine warmth.
haha and because
walking's too slow~

omg
this is SO not happening again
no
no
no
nooooooooooo
ohmanthissucks.
why you ANYWAY.

©~jUn²珺☆

wanna tango?

today went for the 45th WOCC POP
haha sounds so-_- abbreviated
but anw it was CUTE!!! haha
i saw this guy like pings sized!!!
lol. and we kind of amused pings mum all the way
the parade itself was kind of zhai
tho we cldnt see pings the whole way
due to someone being less vertically challenged
being directly in front of her haha
but we saw mare
and boy did she loOk different.

haha we all loved the reception
(dont we always)
and me amanda xinyi highed
as a result of excessive milktea/coffee
(coffee tea or me? :D)
esp on the couch,
btw ourselves as usual.
we re self sufficient.
we bring our own entertainment out
meaning: ourselves.
haha

xinyi: am i smart or what?
amanda: you must be what.

then we went shopping at JP
bot a shirt
amanda bot skort haha
her obscene fitting roOm manners tsk.
haha.
kahpohs gonna faint when she sees her present
thats all i can say-_-

went for dinner with family
at fish and co haha
stuffed full of fish now
no more fish for 2 weeks pls
thanks(:

i like the long skirt from fox!
but its ex and its long haha.
and its transparent D: rah.

and im still down.
sigh. why.

am facing an extreme writer s block.
HAH as if im a writer.
anw i ve run out of happy smiles
and run out of encouraging verses

the energizer bunny has run down

suit yourself now
im just plain down
sigh and i dont know why.

even 2 sunflowers cant brighten up my day.
oh ya cuz its not for me.

talkin

haha i talked to auntie xiu
and uncle veldie
HAHAHAHA. oOps.
but so cute.
auntie POP alr dont sound auntie anymore
haha weird.
and auntie aminah is still weird
haha im amazed she noes how to use a tablet pc!
haha our techno bai chi is learning!(:

yay going pings POP on thurs
and tommy POC alr can go ECP!(:
havent gone in ages~
like 2 weeks alr. D:

woO next time EOA training finish
we ll go sing in the training hall!
omg nice leh actually
just that the whole office can hear u sing~
and if u sing off tune
like someone i heard today
well... wear a paper bag with 2 holes!
haha i ll get for u!
or plastic bag also can(:

PINK! haha shorts.

if i really go overseas
i ll get homesick in like
a few hours.

i miss everyone.
sigh.

rahrah

i find it quite funny
that everyone at work asks your results
and when u say "its okay luh"
then they wont cont to ask the exact haha
scared that we dint do well isit?
anw EVERYONE is interested
from the CEO to the teachers
even during lessons. amusing.

rahrahrah kiamian~~~
haha i wanna eat *****!!!
the really EXPENSIVE kind!!!
haha. sigh.
i really love working in the same office as kia
cuz liddat she can drop in when im bored
and entertain me!
if the marketing ppl can hear what we were talking about
=_= lets hope they dont noe GEL.

lalalalala.
meeting tomorrow
leave me and qianzhi xiang yi wei ming~~~
hurhur

ahh! i have mojo emoticon!!(:
lovelovelove.

outing @ shillawon

mainly 3 words
"eat and eat"
haha summarise
but it was great to see everyone again
and the guys kind of
um matured haha
i never thot i ll say that
but ya they did
i mean ya there are lapses (lol)
but on the whole they matured lo
and became abit more gentlemanly.
focus on abit(:

dinner wasnt so high
haha dunno why
maybe cuz tired from work and all that
sigh.
in the end only toOk one photo and left
wanted to like walk around
like can walk to esplanade and take more photos
or something
but everyone was rushing to go home
so D: sigh.
nan de chu qu~

sigh tired.
shall upload pictures tomorrow
when i find the cable.
anw i wont get past I.
if u noe what i mean.
im gonna tell my mummyyyyyyyy
and complain haha.
even tho she thinks * is stupid.

more details 2ml
tired.
slp.
2ml work.
9am.

rah.
even tho i went to slp at only 1230
even tho i only slpt at around 1 plus
i woke up at 7 plus
with the dream in my mind
omg!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO D:
so i promptly went back to slp
and had a nicer half an hour dream
in which we were waiting for results-_-
sighsighsighsighsigh

ready.getset.PANIC!

hurhur today woke up at 1030
-_- a super late time for me luh
not for roseline right hehe
nor for qianzhi haha!
since adeline s sick
i went to stand in for her
ended up at gombak to give qianzhi s present first
adeline kuai dian hao ooooo(:

roseline: wah you came here all the way to give her her present uh?
majun: you think i love her so much?

haha and she was really quite gan dong(:
she s not as slow as we assume she is luh
duh.
double duh.
but its still cute when she acts blur(:
and the card enoch printed was so sweEt!
cuz got sotong inside somemore! haha
and our faces in front(:
haha so now she has 3 sotongs(:

ready.

getset.

PANIC!!!

if the butterflies in my stomach reproduce anymore,
i ll be able to start my own butterfly park
with somemore to spare.

PANICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC
someone give me a stabiliser shot.

tomorrow 1245 island creamery kk
sugar dose before the actual adrenaline rush.

anw people just wanna let everyone know
that whatever your results,
majun will def be with you(:
majun loves you regardless of ur results(:
as long as i can convince myself of that
we re all okay(:
loves everyone! muacks
and see everyone 2ml!

©~jUn²珺☆

this was actually yesterday s post
but it got eaten up by blogger so here it is:

today went for outing(: zone b people haha
met jerene yihan early in the afternoOn
(haha now cuz start work at 12/1
afternoOn becomes early)
went IMM to shop! (:
haha i think now nobody will dare to shop with me again
cuz once i stepped into the stuff toy shop
i went mad haha
cuz all the stuff toys are so adowable(:
hurhur and we made yihan carry all the bags
cuz the bags were PINK(: hehe

me and jerene did exceEdingly stupid things
like bumping heads
sitting on the toy car next to stuart little,
talking to L etc etc etc
you get the main picture(:
and it was ALL FUN(:

haha realised they actually wanted to go zhenfa
(sounds familiar?)
in the end nv go cuz heard its closed down alr
so we went bugis to eat steamboat instead(:
me jerene rena meiling roseline lizhen peiling yihan enoch
haha the whole dinner was like
1 percent time spent eating
50 percent time spent laughing
and 49 percent time spent choking on foOd
cuz we were laughing.
uncontrollably.
i think if u put me and rena in the same roOm
that ll prolly be unavoidable.
EVERYTHING becomes funny
haha(:

i learnt a new word!
prolly- from jerene hurhur.

and we toOk neoprints!!! haha
and pictures that rena will only upload tomorrow
GROUCH. hurhur.
(: neoprints(: yay
so adowable(:

k im starting to sound retarded.
but thanks everyone for the great day!(:
and thanks yihan for the um increased information
:D now...
all i have to do is...
wait for friday.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
panic.
hMph
i think i ll prob have a nervous breakdown
like my stomach ache during PSLE results release,
my break out in cold sweat during O level results release.
kind of see the pattern?
ya i do toO.
rah.
you better dun be near me
or i ll squeEze ur fingers D:

奸笑~

outingggggggggggg(:
yay.
but cant say im loOking forward to friday~
eeyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer

haha kiamian is going to kill me
for something i did. hurhur.
but i cant say.
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh(:
wanna come? :D :D :D
haha ke lian de sean lol
me and kia laughed until nearly fainted(:

i cant watch my yang men nv jiang!!!
i cant load for nuts! D: D: D:
sigh. my yang zong bao and my yang an!!!
haha as if they belong to me~

tomorrow marina bay 630 kk

ed says icecream soOn-ish kk
haha like when is soOn-ish?
haha i still rmbr that time
i told him he ll have to treat me to icecream
cuz my PW B
in the end really B and he had to treat
hMm then this time i shld tell him
treat me cuz everything AAAAA(:
then everything will A(: haha
if thats the case, he ll really be my lucky charm.
D: D: D: D: D: D: D: worried.

im going around spamming any random person online
haha. poOr wini

[:+ JeR*eNe +:] ☃ [~*= . XiAO Ru .=*~] ☃ says (PM 11:15):
dun drift leh
tml wear wat?
©~jUn²珺奸笑~says (PM 11:15):
drift where
wear clothes
u dun wear also can
but dun stand near us(:

why does everyone think im 3?

yay im going NUS open house
with kahpoh and amono(: yay.
haha

rena 小姐整天讲我 act cute
她也不是一样 eyyer. haha
i think now peiling/meiling think we re mad!(:
and i hope just ed only has the camera
and no voice recording
if not the it people will-_- sian diao
冷死了!!! haha.

anw its sotongng/miss qian's birthday 2ml(:
yay.

and its confirmed friday after 230
*bites fingernails to stubs*
ohwells
whats done's done
so why am i still worrying.

(: GO OUT GO OUT GO OUT(:
loves(:

©~jUn²珺☆

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAHPOH

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUU(:

Vibe

Vibe at Chjimes sounds nice
and carnivorous as well
Brazilian Churrasco meaning mostly BBQ meat
tho i think it has other selections as well.
its $42++
haha so prob end up ard 45-58 range?
so suggestions?
goOd bad try?
cuz im sure most of us are unwilling to go sakura again
RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT

haha and the goOd news is that i ve finally gotten all the replies for this
apart from xiaohui who s not gonna fly back for dinner (lol)
and amanda who may have to go her grandma s house
(and miss us while she s there)
everyone else is kind of keEn(:

oh i forgot
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTFRIEND!
u better keep to your promise for icecream kk
i hvnt seen u in A-G-E-S!

©~jUn²珺☆

the never say die spirit

lalalalalalalala elmo's world(:
haha weichi also likes that(:

today i saw the never say die spirit

me + eugenia + 1 can of baygon
VS
1 cockroach

and the cockroach won.
ohman.
we sprayed until the carpet was alr wet
but it still ran away
and hid from us-_-
failures.

lala
buffet most prob sakae/ paris/ genghis khan
tho i dunno where the last one is._.
okay?
blah there are still 2 people who nv reply me.
bleah.