Music,my rainbow

Friday, February 29, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

傻瓜

today sucks
sigh
haha and im still amused at the response i get
cuz of the word buffet.
(:

傻瓜-苏慧伦

你咬过的冰我冰在电冰箱
你看过的书我天天都在看
想和你一样要和你一样
怎会这样爱逼人去模仿
你人在伦敦我整晚听beatles
你说你感冒我呼吸都困难
想和你一样要和你一样
爱够疯狂寂寞才能抵抗

别说我傻我只是装傻但是我不怕
也许我傻我不怕笑话傻瓜力量大

你穿过的鞋喷上我的香水
你爱过的她我试著去了解
靠你近一些醋放多一些
有时吃味会帮助爱溶解
你才踏出门我立刻写情书
等你到纽约进饭店就能读
传真传祝福传真传孤独
没有你住爱只是空房屋

别说我傻我只是装傻但是我不怕
也许我傻我不怕笑话傻瓜力量大

爱来太快不要想逃开你还不明白
快说出来不要再耍赖我要你明白
爱我吧亲我吧从今后海角天涯
我愿意做你的大傻瓜

别说我傻我只是装傻但是我不怕
也许我傻我不怕笑话傻瓜力量大
爱来太快不要想逃开你还不明白
快说出来不要再耍赖我要你明白
i'd like to know (x3)
要听你说你爱的是我

Thursday, February 28, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

ECP today(:

velden says (PM 10:26):
...........
why you call me uncle
actually. everyone calls me uncle.

HAHAHA. pls dont allow him to shop alone hurhurhur.
amused.
mathsidiot.com/user/unclevelden
bigbozo.com/mahjun/mahjunn/mahjunnnnnn
oh well thanks.

went ecp with xiuyi and yueqiu today
haha most people noe how to cycle
then go learn how to skate
xiuyi learns the other way round
haha and still didnt manage to learn how to cycle today
sads.
haha but cuz she cant cycle,
i learnt how to cycle on skates
so that i can go return her bike lol
and i now officially have another stalker
who follows behind me and takes photos of me
hMph. scary hoR.

ate 上海口水鸡拉面 from the hongkong cafe
with yuanyang!
next time go ECP must must eat!
super duper nice(: haha and worth the money!

watch what u say gaoyueqiu
RAHHHH!!!

2 train rides
and i saw 3 familiar faces(:
apart from xiuyi yueqiu obviously
i saw EVERLYN(: haha again
and i saw TENGYU(: haha
omg he grew taller yet again-_-
im now obviously short sad.
and i saw mr chua on the way home! haha
and he still recognises me!
but he s a really fierce organ teacher-_-
(: oh happy day(: haha

lalala upload pics.
of my stalker stalking me~

Wednesday, February 27, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

canonrock<3

haha im still listening to canon rock
ahhhhhhhh falls in love~ haha
imagine if i see some guy who can play it live
i ll prob swoOn
oh wells.
i think its the if-you-dont-slp-you-go-mad-syndrome
cuz this morning when i went out with yueqiu
i bot 3 inch heels
hahaha.
yep 3 inch = 7.5 cm
so majun will be like 177!!(:
grins.
cant wait for kia to be back(:
mUaha.
anw um u can cross your fingers and hope i dont fall down.
anw i was so high cuz i dint slp well
(4 to like 9 plus only)
that i smsed rena qianzhi and adeline to tell them
the zhen fen ren xin de xiao xi!
that i bot the shoes haha
lol.
-_- maybe i really need some sleep now.

why, i do frequently burst in song

©~jUn²珺☆

kboxing(:

had training yesterday
imagine being crammed into a (extended but still ONE) classroOm
with like 20 other EOAs
from 12 to 9 plus
ahhhhhhh back ache D: D: D: haha
sit until-_-
but made new friends!
yinghan wanling chenlaoshi and whatshisname?
haha. anw we re seeing each other again next month
for the next training (shudders) (:

then we went KBOXING(:
me qianzhi adeline yihan ken kengwah
MADNESS(:
haha 10 plus to about 3 plus(:
sing and sing and sing and high(:
HAHA
everytime i go kbox im amazed at the number of songs i noe how to sing lol
anw what was really amusing is that
yihan tried to sing the jaychou part of shan hu hai
then cuz i was singing lara,
he kept reaching the girl pitch!!! haha
the first song high liao
from then on gone case
esp when we were singing get high/di yi tian
haha me and qianzhi know alot of common songs!!!
then we kept getting high
much to the amusement of our kboxing friends.
*clears throat* now sore throat
but still shuangggggg
haha and qianzhi is zhai(:
she managed to smuggle in KFC and eat that in the roOm
we were all like singing,
then turn back she had like a chicken drumstick in her hand
O_O stun hur.

haha after singing ken drove us back
lol 4 people in the backsit-_-
then everytime qianzhi and yihan laugh
-_- the whole backsit will move
and im sorry to say im ticklish
plus there was alot of um not to say illegal
but maybe um unauthorised driving? hur
haha but in the end not bad
i still arrived home in one piece(:
beams.
LETS GO AGAIN!!!
haha im hoOked again.

anw 2ml im going ECPECPECP(:
ahhhhhh love!
L-O-V-E LIAN AI-ING!
haha we dint sing that! sad.

Tuesday, February 26, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

LOVE FOOL

Dear, I fear we're facing a problem
You love me no longer, I know
And maybe there is nothing that I can do
To make you do
Mama tells me I shouldn't bother
That I ought to stick to another man
A man that surely deserves me
But I think you do!

So I cry, I pray and I beg
Love me love me
Say that you love me
Fool me fool me
Go on and fool me
Love me love me
Pretend that you love me
Leave me leave me
Just say that you need me

So I cry, I pray and I beg
Love me love me
Say that you love me
Leave me leave me
Just say that you need me
I can't care 'bout anything but you...

Lately I have desperately pondered,
Spent my nights awake and I wonder
What I could have done in another way
To make you stay
Reason will not lead to solution
I will end up lost in confusion
I don't care if you really care
As long as you don't go

Monday, February 25, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

elmo's world(:

haha 2ml there s training(:
then we re going KBOXing(:
yay havnt gone in quite long
must yi ci chang gou ben!!!
haha chong bai and shan hu hai~
anw most prob i ll lose my voice before wed
wheE(:
sadistic weirdo.
anw why am i giving myself weird names
it must be RENA's fault.
haha.

anw sotongng says she ll come read today(:
haha so shall talk about her!(:
she alw seems so blur
but loOks can be deceiving(: haha
and she s super cute.

when are results coming out?
sigh.

an apple a day
keeps the doctors away! haha

loOking at adeline
smile until so :D :D :D
haha. amused.

Sunday, February 24, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

canon rock

just now stumbled upon our jrs blog
haha
ohsix79
ohseven79
oheight79
hurhur not an ounce of creativity
but its goOd to keep the tradition going
(lol the tradition started from us)
and its easier for us to find the blog anw(:

i found CANON ROCK!!!
ahhhhhh~
makes me wanna learn how to play canon in d more
oh wells. tomorrow morn then.
(:

dont worry
things will always turn out alright.
(: i promise.

©~jUn²珺☆

smalleyes : D

funny how small eyes only loOk on a select few people
but big eyes loOk great on everyone
darn why do i have small eyes D:
anw a pair of specs can make a huge diff!!!
omg before specs he really loOked like ******
after specs it was like another person-_-

haha adeline s talking about going to watch the deathnote marathon
its like what 400 mins long?
i ll expire from sitting down for so long=_=
haha but it ll be worth it to see WATARI MATSUDA
and LLLLLLLLLLLLL(:
haha i can predict if we watch the movie
we ll be picking up our phones like him for weeks
plus we ll be stiring our tea/coffee with lollipops(:
HIGHHHHHHHH(:

sigh
i still cant believe you said that
"you can ~~~ what!"
i mean.
dont you think of me at all?
of how it may be a nuisance?
and why MUST i do everything to suit you?

i want to bake cookies
and make cheesecake(:
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh strawberry cheesecake!!!
hahaha(:

anw i just saw on facebook
that *****ies are chubby.
oh wells i can safely bet kia ll laugh her head off when she see s this
esp after the NICE NICE drawing she made for me
before nationals. haha
i ll frame that up one day(:
if the drawing works. : D

Saturday, February 23, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

doraemi

who am i bluffing
i still keep the printscreens for goodness sake
how dumb can i get?
forget and go on indeed

anw im learning how to play when im gone (HAH like i really can)
a whole new world (aladdin)
canon in D
can you feel the love tonight (lion king)
on the organ again
hope i can make it-_-
if not i can alw revert to just the 2 of us. haha.
if i can make it maybe i ll go on to more disney songs(:
haha play all my favs from little mermaid and
i just cant WAIT to be king(:

©~jUn²珺☆

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARUI : D

10 YEARS OLD(:
haha it seems so long ago
when he wasnt here in the family.
hmm.
or was it just yesterday hur.

he may be irritating
smelly
full of himself
has a potbelly
loOks like cheEhong (?!?! NOO)
is irritatingly smart
horribly insensitive

but he s destined my brother
yao gan dou gan bu zou
we re stuck for life.
so might as well appreciate him being here(:

©~jUn²珺☆

tired out

went training today(:
haha but the spirit just wasnt there
i mean if 4 of us girls
can be louder than everyone added together,
there must be something wrong right?
but it was great seeing everyone again(:
haha but now my collarbone hurts again~
fine i shant whine like a baby.
pings is more black than ever haha
amanda lost weight!
and xinyi has black nails with which to terrorise her tutees!!!
so scarwey!!!

haha i bet everyone else is on a sugar high now
i gave away a big bag of hershey's kisses for post-vday
and kelly was giving away VERY chocolatey muffins(:
yay. haha and zijing is zhai!
she shall be the next kahpoh haha.
if u noe what i mean.
anw missing xiaohui and kahpoh
sir asks us to take grading
but i wont be able to train weekends
plus i got no partner
sigh hoR. actually i dont mind de lo
haha cuz pract kata quite fun(:
measured steps(:

went for lunch with teammates but it was quite rushed
then left for the NTU talk-_-
waste my time luh seriously
didnt give much useful info
but i saw stella jiangchuan and jas there
also saw yanzhen and kailing they all(:
haha cow also went lol but i only saw him for like um 3 seconds.

went to starbucks with mingxi and her friends
um qingyue and jiajin(g?) drank one huge raspberry&blackcurrant
=_= major brain freEze.
sigh wanted to have like team dinner or something right
in the end also fail cuz nobody replied tommy
but i took train home with nigel! haha
people go into army,
u expect them to lose weight and become blacker
but -_- nigel is still as white!
(so how come pings is so black? HAHA)
jabbered all the way home.
anw i think he grew taller
haha.
next time we see everyone will be results day!
which loOks likely to be next friday D:
*bites fingernails to stubs*

pls forget and move on.
writes that 23589072039 times

Friday, February 22, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

the flying kiss *^_^*

lalala loving my job more and more
today a TERRIBLY CUTE guy gave me a flying kiss(: (: (:
*^_^*
the only prob is that he s still in pampers
oh wells~ u cant have EVERYTHING in life~~~
haha but had a great day at work
and had many great phone calls(:
haha

dials gombak
the other end: "good afternoon just education bukit gombak how may i help you?"
me: "MEILINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!"
(at this point i think its safe to conclude that she lost her hearing)
meiling: "uh who is this?"
me: "MAJUNNNN"
(and its also safe to conclude that im overhigh)
meiling: "aiyo so long nv see you dont remember your voice alr"
eeeeeeeeee here i am missing her
and she doesnt rmbr my voice tsk.
haha(: glad she s back(:

dials gombak

the other end: "good afternoon just education bukit gombak"

me: "hi this is majun, may i speak to jeana pls?"

(identifies the guy as enoch)

enoch: "pls hold on"

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

enoch: "uh can i ask what department is jeana from?"

me: "uh... she s from the counter. shes the new eoa-_-"

(laughs hysterically while enoch is embaressed)

i noe im mean. (: but it was really funny lol.

phone rings
me: "good evening just education chuachukang"
the other end: "hi im calling from gombak~
(realises its rena)
rena: "can i ask who am i speaking to?"
me: "MAJUNN(:"
haha im seriously high(:

add the flying kiss and the adrenaline rush
from nearly losing the cheque
yep. i had a fine day.

trng 2ml!!!(:
ppls dont be late(:

there s training on tuesday
i mean for just ed.
haha since we all pangsehed adeline today
shall we go K next tues?(: (: (:
i hvnt gone in a long time toO(:
and im sick of singing to my showerhead hurhur.

haha sotong ng(:
i miss her toO!
and she doesnt like to pick up my calls tsk.

Thursday, February 21, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

怎么办

currently playing-
lovin' life by funky monkey babies
its HIGH(:
haha its blasting thru my earphones
feels like getting new earphones(:
that day went into cdrama
and totally fell in love with the huge earphones
i mean i cant even feel my ears with those on
but they are CUTE(:
and the sound quality is GURREAT!
ahwell if i dont get one of those
i ll get the fluffy ear muffs from the coldwear stores(:
THE WHITE FLUFFY ONES(:

wah haha i bot sport shoes for my bro
wonder if he likes them
i mean its purple
okay strictly speaking its white with some parts
that are abit purplish tinged blue
haha im not making him gay!!!
i promise!!! haha.

wei chi jiayou for CA1!!(: keyide(:

aaaaaaaaah looks forward to seeing xiuyi
next thurs havnt seen her in ages
and its at ECPECPECP(:

im becoming a recluse
dont mind getting stuck at home with books
"For one more day"
what wont i give for one more day...
anw what happened to the movies i wanted to watch?
sybil and miracle?
its like they dont exist in poh kim haha
like kind of expected._.

ahh kia s going hongkong D:
i ll miss her luh~
luckily yueqiu s back haha.
can call and fan her instead(:
sigh haha i want another "tea&talk" session with mingxi & yueqiu(:
talk more talk more haha.
like there s more to talk about.
maybe i shld learn from fish leong
and shout it into a hole!!!(:
smartness haha.
go watch chong bai mv if u dunno what im talking about hur.

working alone at cck~
but maybe uncle thomas ll be there.
haha uncle thomas is so cute!
and v nice to talk to(:
i saw him that day with his wife hurhur.
so sweet luh~
lao fu lao qi~(:

i want to take photos~

Wednesday, February 20, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

lets go play on the swing

i wanna go play on the swing(:(:(:
someone take me pls(:

life is like playing on the swing
there ll be highs
and there ll be lows
but a swing s more predictable
when u play its high then low
but it always goes back to the high
but in life,
when do you know when is the next high?
how do you know if this is the only low?

oh ya.
if rena/sotong ng is by your side,
it ll continually be high
haha.
好可爱哦！

©~jUn²珺☆

ouch therapy

haha went for facial this morn with kia
hahaha ouch ouch ouch
my face is like sorely abused
plus i have like aches in my back and shlders
from lying down there for um 3 hours
try 3 hours 1 position-_-
haha
poor kia too haha.
she spent a longer time being "poked"
we walked out with red gleaming faces hurhur.
luckily i didnt see anybody i know(:
other than kia haha.

I FOUND THE PENDANT!!! OMG
CHAO CUTE CHAO CUTE!
its a tiny skate~ ahhhhhh
anw next thurs LRG is going out(:
hitting ECP and laowang is buying skates(:
so am i(: hahaha then we ll get qing lv skates
lol kidding.
so jealous luh somebody is reading frankenstein during work
hMph.

okay outing confirmed on saturday
first training (dunno trng anot luh)
then go for lunch
then im going the ntu talk
sigh can we pls go suntec?
haha asking amanda(:
cuz xinyi going the talk with me
then she can only come ard 1+
and the talk i wanna hear is 1-3 ~~~
sigh. haha
MEETING THEM AGAIN(:

me: aww you miss me uh
amanda: hMm MAYBE~
haha where got maybe
is MUST BE(:
i bet they re all missing me(:
head floats off into the clouds~

quite proud of myself
the first real laugh i coaxed out of them in 3 days?

Tuesday, February 19, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

ahhh had a phonecall with pings just now
haha illegal but(: cherished
seems like we re going out on saturday(:
hope it gets changed to lunch
if not i cant go~~~
and i hvnt seen rose chelsea aminah jaclyn and katrina
in such a long time(:
lol if i use these "english" names
they sound quite foreign haha(:
oh ya but rose leaving 2ml D:
going overseas woo(:

anw saturday seems like pings asked the guys as well
but in the end i think also only will have tommy come or sth
but i hvnt seen tommy in ages(: haha
little boyboy with no hair(:

明明很关心，
却装作一副漠不关心的样子
摆出那幅模样到底给谁看？

anw i bet ppl have received the email regarding collection of results
haha my heart nearly popped out when i saw the subject
woo.
in the end only tell us to prepare
cheyyyyyyyyy
if thats the case,
means next friday alr lo.
RIGHT???
no more sudden surprises pls

dont bite off more than you can chew.
and
chew slowly,
if not u ll get indigestion

Monday, February 18, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

how do you know
that when you marry someone,
you will love that person forever?
20 years later,
when her beauty is faded and gone
when his features are older and lined
would you still love him/her?

do you know how much it hurts
to see people you love cry
i thot i just said yesterday
that when you cry with somebody for the first time
you realise just how much you love them
so why.

if both sides are so strong
why am i so vulnerable and a crybaby?

how would you know what is love?
how would you know if she/he still loves you?
how would you reassure me?
and how do i stop crying.

Sunday, February 17, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

when 2 people cry together for the first time,
they understand how much they love each other.

©~jUn²珺☆

i like smiles
the most beautiful smiles
are not those with perfectly even and white teeth
nope.
i like those with uneven teeth.
why look for perfection
when sometimes beauty is not found there?

Saturday, February 16, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

so
who s going to be there
when i fall?
when i cry?

the feeling of being helpless
but noone to tell

©~jUn²珺☆

SAD!!!
cuz i realise i wont see meiling until
maybe after j&j start work D:
SADDD

I WANT TO GO OUT
AND TALK TALK TALK
WITH ALL THE PEOPLE I MISS
sigh.
not as if anyone s free.
nobody s online anymore.
sigh.

im in a bad moOd cuz
my fav little boy dint come for clinic today
haha. but he s going 2ml(:
so maybe 2ml i ll be (: (: (:

Friday, February 15, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

how much i miss some people

went to gombak today
cuz the cck printer huai diao again
saw rena qianzhi peiling yihan enoch
(: (: (: (: (: dint realise how much i miss seeing them around
until u get stuck at cck for so many days in a row
but jeana jenny starting work soOn,
thus shld be able to come back(: (: (: (: (:
haha rena s complaining that i nv blog about them
so i shall elaborate on how much i miss rena
and her my melody stuff
lol her scissors are really -_- one of a kind
bie de di fang zhao bu dao de=_= hurhur.
and i miss highing with her!
all those bu zhi dao wei shen me hui xiao de shi hou~
sigh-_- haha why i sound as if we re going to be
sheng li si bie?
i also miss the "HIDE THE WORKSHEETS"
sessions with qianzhi haha(:
and yihan was barney!!! lol in purple.
and i miss seeing eugenia s smile toO(: haha
cuz she s really nice(:

the question is
"when are you getting your A level results?"
the response is
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"

Thursday, February 14, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

dreams nightmares and daydreams

hurhur developed pictures(:
from long long ago(:
and spent like 35 bucks developing D: *ouch*
but totally worth it.
shall find something to do with it
maybe get a HUGE wood board
and decorate it
or make a scrap boOk
or get another adhensive photo album
hMm dunno have to see
i like the woOdboard idea tho
anyone noes where to get a HUGE one?(:

watch CJ7 today
OMGGGGGGGG lovesss the lil green dog
its KAWAII with its biggg eyes
*blink blink* totally faints- haha
trust me, i wasnt the only one in the theatre squealing(:
haha the movie was like short
only 90+ mins?
but quite amusing
worth the money too since its only 7 today
hurhur luckily that day dint watch w xinyi
cuz it would have been 10.50
the lil girl/boy was very goOd toO(:
cant imagine her/him being a girl
haha. gender: neutral. oOps.

then cuz mingxi says i dont loOk like the kind that will emo
or was it she nv see me emo before,
we retreated to the lib to talk
over milk tea,
we talked and talked and talked
and i laughed at myself for being so stupid and dumb
for not even knowing the reason
and not knowing when to stop
to bring things upon myself ohwells.
wanted to talk longer
cuz i hvnt talked like this in a long while.
sigh.
mingxi :" does your mum know?"
majun :" naw but she prob guessed abit"
suddenly i have this urge to grab my mum
and go some cafe
and tell her all about this.
to feel the sympathy haha
and inject some realism into my daydreams.

talking about dreams
the night before
i had this weird dream
i was in this taxi,
and i knew the indian uncle driving (from where?? i dunno)
then there was this guy skating in front of the taxi
with black & grey skates
plus electric blue wheels about 90mm tt kind
then he loOked back, saw the taxi
and skated hurriedly back to the side
where he joined his friends.
... the dream means i shld buy the blue skates? haha.

okay its all mingxi s fault
cuz im still thinking about what i said
and what i left unsaid

and i still hvnt seen teammates in 98248927093 days
they may have alr forgotten my face!
horror of horrors haha.
(NOT MY FACE!!)

what. WHAT. WHAT?!

Wednesday, February 13, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

as nutty as ~~

lalala another ecp outing day
i saw the same lady! haha in the 500+ skates
seba right.
is she alw there on wednesdays?
cuz i think 2nd or 3rd wed i saw her there alr(:
yep and she had many friends(:
so cute luh they(:
skated along and went into the shops to loOk loOk see see
radius is quite affordable in skatesports
skateline cheats money
hMm but may be going back to see again
cuz i left before hvper opened
i kept tripping over nuts
3 or 4 times luh
like doing aerobics liddat-_-
hMph stupid squirrels dropping nuts.
radius? adreno? seba?
$? haha D: sadded
the girl in skatesports so nice(:

wanted to go for trng
but they having cross country
luckily i nv go in yet
if not i ll just see all the boyboys
haha thanks for peijin s sms that came in the nick of time(:
jhunboon only say go training
tell him wed, he nv tell me there s Xcountry-_-
lalala so peijin and huiming s choc goes to majun(:
since they cant enjoy it~~(:

watching CJ7 2ml!(:
yay. finally haha.
and i wanna watch kungfu dunk also.
and who noes when will ferrell's SEMI-PRO comes out in singapore?
lets go watch that toO(:

how best to ruin your cny/goOd moOd II

continued from list below

i forgot to mention this 2 yesterday,
namely:
- break the strap of your heels on your way home
at 10 pm
- lose your ring when u break the strap of your heels.

and the best was today
*get information that you re getting back results
THIS FRIDAY
(dunno confirm anot)

so first i panicked with yichiew on the way home
then i panicked with weiwen on the phone
now im panicking with others online at home.
-_- great job.

forgot to talk about breakfast w chua
haha sorry it was v far away
had a great time eating like jolin tsai
or TRYING to. haha.
we had a "fat mountain"
after that we went into sasa(:
hehe bimbo time to try out all the powders
and laugh and giggle at the weird makeups
(okay we werent so bimbo luh)
and we smelled ALOT of perfumes~
omg my hand STANK for the whole day-_-
made me so dizzy-_-
and chua has absolutely cute hair now.
haha shall upload and let you all see soOn(:
dont cuz hoR chua!
cuz its a source of entertainment(:

how best to ruin your cny/goOd mood

1. have someone call in and complain first thing in the morning.
about something from another branch.
2. lose a kid
3. have your guilt gnawing at your insides
4. have to abandon your class
5. have your class think you ve had a sex change
cuz enoch went in to cont the class
6. try 39713987 times to call but noone picks up
7. worry nonstop.

but thanks goOdness for
Rena Qianzhi & everyone(:
for being there and helping me
haha managed to prevent me from sogging the carpet
and made me feel a bit better.

thanks to yihan jerene shanyu chunghow
for listening to my story and
making all those lame science experiment jokes
that cracked us all up as we tried to BBQ

thanks to tommy & xinyi for listening as well (:

but still worry you noe
like ya.

fang ge zi~

sigh bei fang ge zi de gan jue zhen de shi bu hao
haha stupid chua nv wake up at all luh
make me wait at the mrt station for half an hour
and refuses to take my calls
(have to admit she was SOUNDLY aslp)
D: in the end our breakfast cum movie date was sadly cancelled
hMph with me loitering about with nowhere to goD:
so ke lian D:

anw i really love talking to my parents(:
whether its to share something about my life
or just talk about random stuffs
have been talking more
cuz of the uni admissions and all lately.
but have to say that the mere mention of
a level results of admissions send shudders down my back nowadays.
yep spent time talking about my aunt
and her TCM learning haha
apparently she kind of gave up alr
and is waiting for her peaceful retirement
but heard her shi fu is some zhai practitioner O_o
pass on his jue xue haha.
but sometimes (: i really thank my parents for being understanding
for supporting me even tho i obstinately decided on learning the costly
yet under appreciated (how many scholarships are offered for med?)
medicine. :D
to think my dad was willing to pay for me to go UK to study medicine
if i got in(: made me feel so loved (:

rah working 2ml.
and i hvnt seen ppl in 91309509573 days.
sigh.

went ecp this morning(:
while everyone was playing mahjong last night
(waiyee: MJ!!!(: )
i was slping haha
so was totally refreshed this morning and decided to go ecp(:
wanted to go exercise off all that extra pineapple tarts and goOdies i ate hurhur.

took the train
and was doing the materials for sunday class on the train
this little girl was super interested in my math
haha was like loOking over my shoulder(:
wanted to say byebye at bedok
but she didnt loOk at me D:
haha.

thot ecp would be like empty and all
but-_-
it was SoOOOOPER crowded
loads of tents around
ppl fishing skating cycling running
woo really crowded luh(:
had a great time alone
skating from one end to the other
smiling at widdle kids and adults and all
experimenting to see who would smile back(:
conclusion: non-chinese folk are more likely to smile back
esp the caucasians haha.
sat at the jetty for quite long as well
loOking at the waves lapping along the
almost hypnotised by the gentle waves
felt so at peace, apart from the relentless sun-_-

okay wants to buy new skates(: hehe.
now that i ve gotten my paycheck(:
the first thing i wanna buy is a new pair of skates(:
the phone can come later
maybe in may when my plan expires.
wants to develop ALL my photographs(:
yays.

2ml going to watch CJ7? haha
tho its extravagantly ex,
but i dont get to go out with teammates often so...
but alr amanda and xiaohui cant go D:
sigh.

peel pomelo peel peel pomelo

it takes an idiot to want to PEEL a pomelo

and it takes an even bigger idiot to break a nail
while peeling a pomelo.

so that means im an idiot
twice over?
hah.

cny = sounds of children screaming
sounds of mahjong from the adults
and sounds of tom&jerry from the TV

©~jUn²珺☆

just now went to play with sparklers downstairs.
the loud ones and the ones with only sparkly sparks (hur)
just feel oh-so-dreary.
life is like the sparklers.
duan duan ji shi nian
one loud spark
then slowly dies down
and goes out.
so what do i have that sets me apart from the other sparklers?
am i the one with the bang or am i the silent one?
do i have anything of me
that will leave a mark on this world i inhabit?
no matter how short this period of time maybe.
we re merely a grain of sand
on the beach of humanity.
and this beach is only one of the numerous spots
since the big bang.
how insignificant we are
yet how significant we think ourselves to be
just because we live our own lives.
selfish? or do we have a right to be

stuck dumb

nothings really going well
when i was talking to her,
just felt so lost
when i voiced out all my uncertainties and all.
at least i managed to tell someone.
at least she managed to listen.
its better getting it off my chest.
but it still doesnt help.
tho it makes me feel marginally better
that someone noes my worries.

and there s no training on saturday.
my one chance at seeing teammates.
and i alr bot something for them.
hope we can still meet up.

why am i feeling so lost,
when everyone else is brimming with confidence?
why am i feeling so lost,
when everyone else is so indignant?
why am i feeling so lost,
if it is the start of a GREAT new year?
why indeed.

©~jUn²珺☆

its time to let go? and move on?
bye tattertwig

too many disappointments
drags down your happy chinese new year

同病相怜

haha poor jerene
smsing ppl to go for the bbq
in the end alot nv reply her.
haha sounds like me.
pity her hoR.
(: but its freE foOd
shld have quite alot of ppl go
just that yihan not v well liked
so noone wants to go his house luh. lol.

chinese new year is like uber near now
but still dont feel alot of the holiday festivity right
dunno why this yr so bland.
anw i got my pay(:
so maybe can go shop for skates(:
:D can grin big big alr.
or shld i save to go learn ice skating-_-
rah.

i wanna go print all the photos in my thumbdrive.
i think about 100 liddat. woO(:
but go print = kou dai da liu xue-_-
so....... see first bah.(:

999th POST!

yay

MET PINGS XINYI AMANDA JINGY TODAY(:
havnt seen jingy since um sec2? haha
and she s still about the same:D
hehe time well spent in coffee bean(:
dont try black forest if u have a low threshold for bitterness
D: still think tea is nicer(:
went shopping(:
hehe(: yay.
everytime i buy something new
im totally fascinated(:
anw if u can believe it,
pings is darker.
HAHAHA amused.
yep AND even more muscular omg.
yep she did(: haha
and she loOks SO CUTE in uniform(:

WEI CHI S MATH IS IMPROVING(:
and i feel so proud(:
this must be what a teacher feels(:
and i got my pay today(:
grins(:
treated family to sakae(:
wanted to eat swensens
but but but no space D:
haha. yay feels great(:

decided that we re going to bai nian
so we re going trng next saturday(:
hehe. yay can slack slack and see jrs(:
yay. i hvnt been training/exercising at all D:
rmbr uh(: next saturday, chu san(:

yueqiu says that
we 2 shld go sign up for ice skating lessons after she comes back
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
grins.

missed mingxi s dedication to me on 933 that day
so she sent me a recorded version to me(:
im so sorry for missing it D:
but thanks uh.
make my choice btw yan chengxun and zhu fangang
hMph its u shld make a choice right.
since ur the one who has funny dreams involving me and other random ppl._.
haha sounds wrong. maybe u think of me toO much.
tsk *blush* lol.
but thanks(: its really sweet and all.
we will always be
"狗...猫...狗...猫..."
"斑马!" *hysterical laughter*
and we always be special.
我很特别。
我的特别在与我很特别。

jingy said something about how pings was right
we teammates are fun.
*beams*
maybe its cuz we re closer
6 years together would definitely form some concrete bonds.
but sometimes at night
i think about us now.
and each of us are drifting away
our social circles barely overlap
we barely see each other.
a rare sms, even rarer meetups
will the feelings fade?
next time, will we meet and have awkwardness fill in the silence
because we no longer have things in common to talk about?
i fear that day.
now pings will have her platoOnmates
amanda has her fellow teachers
xinyi has her office people
kahpoh and xiaohui as well.
its like we ve totally split up.
from seeing each other every day or every other day,
to seeing each other every other month or so.
i hope we ll stand up to the test.

saw pheywa s nick
randomly it says
忘了是怎么开始
the starting sentence from david tao's 爱很简单
yea... but i wont really forget how it all started.
it started with blur blur girl
who just thought nicholas tse was really shuai
and really sweet with the girl in the taiwanese judo show
so this really blur girl wanted to try out.
after getting into green club and going for one session,
she decided that she would brave the danger of going to see ch*ng ts*i
whom everyone noes is SCAWEY.
when she went to see the infamous ch*ng ts*i
ch*ng ts*i told her in her face:
"you dont come back to me with all the blueblack okay
i wont transfer you out. ARE YOU SURE?"
intimidated but unwilling to let ch*ngts*i have the last laugh,
this blur girl gritted her teEth and dived headlong into the cca known as judo.
i still rmbr vividly the first pt--the first training i went.
i rmbr who taught me breakfalls who helped me learn
i rmbr some horrible incidents
like training with morote-loving pings after a bad sunburn
but all in all i remember the loving people i ve seen
the batches who have gone,
the batches who are here now,
the batches who will come.
the past present future of nanyang and hwachong judo club.
who knows? maybe my brother will join.
HAH then i will laugh at him then.
but thats off the topic.
all i wanted to say in this super long,
super crappy,
no 中心思想 paragraph is that
i will NEVER "忘记(了)是怎么开始"
cuz its an integral part of me.
who knows if i didnt join judo,
i maybe a midget,
maybe 140 tall.
who knows indeed.
all that happens in life is due to choices you make.
okay im off the point again right. haha sorry.
i do have that bad habit.

©~jUn²珺☆

我一个人不孤单

yay yesterday was oh so fun(:
haha there was a bit of a mad rush
dunno why. maybe cuz yesterday there were toO many ppl at the counter
such that some ppl had to stand and do work.
haha and there was this super funny convo.
shaun: "uh we re sending you all for training *blah blah*
teaching you about education, customer service,
and makeup. we even have makeup lessons by ppl from adonis!"
*loOks at yihan* "for girls only"
yihan: "i can learn and help them do makeup. classroOm 1 every morning k."
=_= liddat also can.
went home with qianzhi
and we talked crap on the train home(: yay.
i like talking crap lol.

im in charge of printing the phonics class materials
OMG the pictures are SO CUTE(:
chao ko ai!!(: hehe.
can ask meiling i gushed for so long.

taught a 2 in 1 class
p3! omg the students are like angels when compared to the others.
(: so cute! and sweet.
by my standards luh.
just that there was a girl who burst out laughing every few seconds,
and couldnt stop-_-
2 hours of ticklish girls._.
but in the end i still managed to finish quite alot
accomplished by co-ercing plus threats. heh.

PINGS IS OUT(:
and we re going out today(:

i hope kahpoh and family feels better soon(:
and hope xiaohui has fun today with her daddy(:

i busted my sms bill last month.
i think it was cuz i dint want to eat dinner alone alone.

(: happy

so sweet luh!(:
i received a cny ecard from mr yew
for the help
and i dint even do much.
some ppl are so sweEt(:
ahhh chao gan dong(:
haha and i hvnt even seen him before.
funny right.
i dont rmbr getting cny ecard from friends even.

yueqiu left yesterday
i wonder if she did make the call
or did she just send the sms.

sometimes,
you do things you will regret
sometimes
you think you will regret if you do things
it just boils down to the decision you make.
wanna regret that u didnt do?
or act blur: hMm i did that? sry i dun rmbr.
sometimes acting blur is the best way.

unsuccessful.
one single word.

i wanna go to the zoO!
or does anyone have a cuddly animal i can borrow?
haha. the urge to cuddle(:
maybe i shld just grab one of the kindergarten kids: D

had more weird dreams last night.
there was xich mitz and for some unknown reason
edward. haha.
sooooo weird.
but it left a warm nice toasty feeling inside.

whyyy dao meeeeeee
SO ARE WE GOING OUT 2ML???
i wanna see amanda! and get back my $9 haha.
lol. pings coming out 2ml right!(:
and stupid chuaxinyi as well hMph.

会呼吸的痛-fish

在东京铁塔　第一次眺望
看灯火模仿　坠落的星光
我终於到达　但却更悲伤
一个人完成　我们的梦想

你总说　时间还很多　你可以等我
以前我不懂得　未必明天　就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛　
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛　
看你的信会痛　连沈默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛　
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛　
恨不懂你会痛　想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上　张扬过哀伤
那是种多么　寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙　让我去流浪
在原地等我　把自己捆绑

你没说　你也会软弱　需要依赖我
我就装不晓得　自由移动　自我地过

我发誓不再说谎了　
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了　
灵魂像飘浮著　你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候　
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳　
怕心被人触碰　你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

愛你不是兩三天-fish

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好想聽到一句溫暖的問候
雖然我們說好了還是朋友
但為什麼卻沒有再聯絡

愛你不是兩三天
每天卻想你很多遍
還不習慣孤獨街道擁擠人潮
沒你擁抱
愛你不是兩三天
一眨眼心就能沉淀
你是否想念我
喔
還是像我只和寂寞作朋友

擔心你沒有好好的過
又怕你已經忘記了我
剛剛分手像告別很久
還想為你做些什麼

愛你不是兩三天