Music,my rainbow

Wednesday, January 30, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

the rape of nanking

anyone wants to go with me to kino?
i have this almost perverse urge to finish reading the boOk.
read abit today cuz yueqiu dragged me there
right after lunch toO i must add.
felt queasy after reading one chapter,
and very uneasy.
but its like u wont want to stop until you know the whole story isnt it
if we had to study that for history,
i may have taken history again. haha maybe.
but that part of history is inhumane.
RAH i still wanna read it.
while reading it its like ur surroundings fade away,
and ur just absorbed in what the author wants you to feel
the despair and the pain that must have surrounded the victims then.
you feel like taking revenge for them,
but at the same time, weep for them.
after one chapter i was dragging them out of kino alr.

however, the boOk will only drag me back again.
im such a sadist.

©~jUn²珺☆

purple(:

this is bad
everytime we go out
we spend alot of moneyD:
and im addicted to nice loOking necklaces.
loOking for the initial j
its really funny
like yueqiu ask me why i loOk for J
ofcourse J luh my given name is jun right
not as if she ll buy G hMph.

so bot a layered top with yueqiu,
and a purple half dress
meaning the short type u wear with shorts or sth.
(: oh ya and the nice nice enamel necklace(:
yueqiu says she s going to buy for me the PRETTY princess necklace
when my birthday is here
(lol so far away)
but still :D :D :D
anw i dun understand why she buy so many polo teEs.
haha and mingxi also spent alot of moneyD:
sigh. sadness
shall go loOk for charms instead(:
yay. gift-a-name

haha i bet amanda loves me now(:
cuz i found her purple toga selling at $9
and in her size toO(:
originally it was at 39(:
luckily we dint let her buy it then(:
$9 leh! haha plus $30 handling cum transportation feEs lol.
joking.
lalala lets meEt up saturday(:
den u can treat me (: teehehe.

initially i was really irritated that they werent on time yet again
i hate to be the only one standing down there foOlishly waiting for people to "fetch me"
so i intentionally went late.
in the end, i thot that i was still earlier than them.
was literally fuming alr by then
dunno abt the reason for my black moOd.
then on the way to the mrt from the bus stop,
this twig fell from a tree,
with like many leaves still attached to it.
i found it ridiculously funny
and lost most of my temper.
funny how that works
but at that point,
it just made my heart feel so much lighter
and i was grinning foOlishly.
who cares if people stare.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

EOAs unite day.

EOAs unite day
cuz all the full timers / OIC s having meeting
leaving 7 EOAs to fend for ourselves D:

rah
1 box of staples,
1 spoilt stapler,
3 boxes of paper (1 box = 5 reams),
100 phone calls,
and 1 spoilt PRINTER later,
majun s flu is here to stay.
sigh.
amazing how much you can accomplish in a few hours.

tired
but going out 2ml(:
and that makes me(: (: (:
was having dinner with kia today
den she got called out for clinic
so yi chiew finished dinner with me(:
yay had the first real talk with her in like um 7 years?
lol i rmbr we were quite close in perhaps p4 or p5.
(: and it felt great(:

hello.
am i a friend?
or just a source of information.

i dont want to have weird dreams again.

AND CAN WE GO KALLANG RINK???(:

WHAT?

©~jUn²珺☆

tired

rahrah
sick and busy
but all i want to do is to just lie down
and sleep for the next few days.
but after the experience last night,
with the nonstopping dream,
i think thats a luxury i wont be able to have either.

last night or rather this morning s dream
was super long,
super narrative
and super emotional.
you noe that kind of feeling
where even though you know its a dream
while you are still within the dream,
you still feel the emotional upheavals and all.
make that super tiring dream.
cant negate the moOd swings
even tho you know its a dream
its a sad time when ur subconsciousness controls you.

rah rah.
you could knock me over with a feather.
where did the storyline for my dream come from?!

sigh
still worry worry worry D:
and im feeling more sick by the time.
and today going to fight more battles
with the mountains of worksheEts and the boxes of staples.
can you believe it i "ate" half a box of staples yesterday.
oh ya and called up about up to 50 students
not counting those who dint pick up the call.
sigh.
let me go out 2ml(:
i wanna see teammates.
sigh.

Sunday, January 27, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

charmed.

oh man.
i ended sat exams
then now i start to stress.
sigh about work
about life
about uni
about results
about everything.

falling sick
not enough rest
but cant slp at night.

at least i was charmed today.
OMG he s SO cute. i cant take it.
the little smiles he was trying to hide
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
okay. so what if he s p5.
hMph.
AH i wanna teach him again(:
i shld have mobBed him. ~
and his handwriting is super neat and cute!!(:

kahpoh dont be so sad!

Saturday, January 26, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

went for sat today
saw weiwen!!!(: hehehe.
got so much to talk about
hao jiu bu jian,
wei wen bian chio le(:
hurhur
and flunked bio D:
but chem shld be okay luh.
i hope. oh wells.
this is what i get for not studying.
sigh.

den afternoOn bot my new bag(:
yay finally(:
went for lunch
(at 3 oclock its officially linner)
with yueqiu mingxi
wanted to play photo hunt
in the end the machine ate up our (mingxi) 's $1
and we got so pissed we went to play poOl instead
haha. xiuyi s friend lisha joined us(:
yay and i learnt abit today(:
hur. yueqiu was so nice to keep giving us free ball / getting the black ball in.
so me and lisha li shang wang lai
give them some free ball toO
(as if its within our control)
but mingxi s qiu has the solid THWACK sound!!!
i like (: (: (:
hur u ll nv noe lo.
maybe i ll fall in love with the mingxi that plays poOl lol.
"wo men zai yi qi zhe me jiu le" ~

lalala. 2ml working alone at jurong west again D:
sigh. somebody sms me and entertain me!
provided i can find a position with singtel signal.

Thursday, January 24, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

wanted to say happy birthday cindy
but dunno where she is now
so this shall have to suffice.

and jia you to tommy and niger(:
enlisting tomorrow(:
we can all go bai nian tog(: when u all come out.

anw there s STJ on saturday
so 06S79 ppl wanna go and see?
if we can pian chi pian he
lol and at the same time
see our darling angels and mortals(:

i LOVE canon in D(:
class blog is revived(:
once again by xianwei haha.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

singaporean gangters

today i went out with
the yueqiu
the mingxi
and the tommy
haha.
studied abit of sat before the movie
i accomplished alot more than yueqiu luh! (:
feels proud.
"我很特别。我的特别在与我很特别"
oh wells. yep we can tell
cuz yueqiu is from SIU!!! hahaha.

watched american gangster
have to say that the movie was surprisingly goOd
plus the guy had a great smile
tho i think i only saw it twice throughout the movie.
i think the rating M18 is overrated
cuz its alot more harmless than warlords
but i think its the drugs sexual and violence content.
OR maybe it was the EVERY-5-SECOND-OCCURRENCE-OF-THE-F-WORD.
rah pissed.
really abit cant stand it alr luh.
but the movie was gut.
hehe im going to relearn my german.
spreche deutsch.
and i wanna go learn korean!!!
or jap also can!!!

my jun!!!(:
OMG lee joOnki s personal album
title is my jun my (something i cant rmbr)
but my jun~ (: (: (: (: (:
hur. okay abit high.

lalala played photo hunt today
super cheat luh
cuz we 4 ppl play single player
hahaha. but it was super exciting
everyone was like loOking at some diff place
so in the end we managed to pass quite a few~
lol. and thereafter,
every picture we came across,
we saw the potential in them for photo hunt lol.
esp in the jigsaw shop:
the forest of sakura i liked,
and the OCEAN of beautiful sunflowers(:
haha if it becomes photo hunt,
sure hunt until die.
i wanna buy those 2 jigsaws!
plus the ariel and flounder one!(:

因为喜欢,而变成了泡沫。
watched hun li,
then the girl inside talked about little mermaid.
in the original story,
little mermaid didnt get to live happily ever after with her prince.
instead she became bubbles because her prince married someone else.
i ve always disliked unhappy endings,
but i have to say that im really touched by this.
to be able to give her all
and fight for what she wanted
and what she believed in.
sigh to have that courage.

AIYA we didnt manage to drag tommy into the neoprint machine in the end
so sad.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

sunshine

lalalala
some goOd news(:
makes my day abit better(:
some great person(:
makes my day alot better :D

okay shall take back what i said about the r*****d guy
cuz im scared jitneng will tell him i talked back abt him
k kidding
but he replied and was quite nice today
hMm he s still a student,
so maybe yesterday wasnt such a goOd time.
(:
so maybe i can still :D

rah apparently there s another rink at kallang
and i nv knew D:
and its been open for what
months?
-_-

lalala haha today me and qianzhi highed so many times over math
that peiling abit cannot tahan alr. hurhur.
and i really like mrs yeong!(:
and her kawaii boOts(:
and the lil kids i recog from the classes i relieved
they all :D :D :D when they see me luh
haha or the embaressed smiles
(if they were the naughty ones)

i rmbr what yueqiu and mingxi said that day
after i asked them if i had the "tell me your troubles" face
and they said
ya. you loOk like the kind that will cry for others
if they re sad.
i am?
haha maybe i will

Monday, January 21, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

so.
what am i going to do now?
worry.
someone tell me what to do.

©~jUn²珺☆

i really dont mind being laughed at
in a fun kind of way,
as long as i make you happy(:
got laughed at all day long,
when i tried to sweettalk the shredder into unjamming
when i talked to the com to stop hanging,
when i highed in clinic,
when i taught in clinic.
but the laughter was fun,
teasing maybe,
and not evil.
(:
laugh away(:

had quite a fun day,
but had an experience of manning the phone.
3 hours 6 calls.
facing the com and the empty hallway,
was really bored.
couldnt wait for the time to go down and be at the counter(:
lalala.
loOks like i choOse the correct job after all :D
if not i ll be hoping for closing time everyday.

saw alot of kia today
and mingming and yi chiew and janice
cuz all on the 3rd floOr mah
haha now den i noe that time the girl who wanted to borrow phone
is janice(: and i thot she was a teacher(:

that richard guy from the inline skating place
has a horrible attitude.
i returned his call,
he dint pick up.
den i sent such a long sms of enquiries,
he only told me sunday 11.
hello i said i cant go,
cant u give me any alternatives?

okay had quite a fun day at work
grinning away on the way home
thinking of what qianzhi said
peiling: "dont drag the trash bag, later the bottom tear how?"
qianzhi: "orh liddat then lol lo."
-_- haha so cute.

then when i just reached home,
received the news.
haha & i was just telling meiling about it on the way home.
sigh so now think of what uni to apply to.
sigh. still abit sad.
as i said, there s always the little bit of hope
that s kept alive in ur heart.
nah.

so maybe i shall read that soapy novel tonight instead.

©~jUn²珺☆

i HATE people like you.

Sunday, January 20, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

the 35 hours of highness

ooh okay shall tell u about my 35 hours of highness.
haha. since yesterday morning about 8
till today evening 7 pm
continuously high leh.

first had to go jw just ed and open doOr
disarm security
den must chiong down the stairs
cuz the alarm sys v alarming de haha.
kk den the whole day 9 to about 4 right
i had 5 X 1-hour clinic sessions
teach and teach and teach nonstop
plus i was alone at the counter
means parents need me, i must chiong out
luckily adeline came to help out for awhile.
julia get well soOn(:
and the lil kids are so cute(:
esp jiahui(: she gave me a thankyou card:D
and i feel so inspired to teach
and i wanna give her a hug~~~

k ending do closing by myself.
den abit kanchiong
(haha kanchiong spider)
but okay luh i finished closing,
armed the security sys then ran up the stairs to lock
before the countdown ended.
walked to busstop, thinking will be ontime for weiqi
in the end at the busstop,
i was like thinking.
off printer, check
off lights, check
off fan, check
off aircon, check
off com, che...
den i OMGOMGOMG i nv off com!!!
so i ran back,
unlocked the doOr, disarmed,
switched off the com,
armed den locked the doOr again D:
totally late for weiqi alr.
toOk a taxi there somemore.

thereafter was 2 more hours of teaching
science and math
with weiqi also highing away
haha some kids really need to get used to u,
before they start jabbering away (:
so endearing.

ended lesson at 730,
rushed home, had dinner, showered,
then directly headed out to meEt xiaohui
travel to amk alr.
chao chiong luh.
no time to rest at all.
walked ard amk hub for awhile den went jitneng s house.

some ppl tried to foOl us,
there was a 3 forked path,
the nice nice 3 ppl leading the way promptly split up
and 1 went each way.
instinct screamed for me to follow carl
but we ended up following jitneng
and (I KNEW IT) he walked into the bushes
and left us at the playground.
oh wells. at least its a playground(:
got SWING~~~ and merry go round
oh wells noone wanted to play with me D:

his house is really huge :O
like :O :O :O haha.
and i can say i dont like his sofa,
cuz i kept bumping into the woOden handle (orhcehs)
but the whole night all 7 of us dint do much.
or shld i say 5 of us
cuz jitneng fell aslp within the 1st hour
and xiaohui in the next
so left me kahpoh xinyi thomas carl to fend for ourselves.
oh ya i have pictures of all the ppl slping
except kahpoh cuz it was toO dark
and thomas cuz he dint even close eyes.
yep some not i take one somemore haha
i woke up to find that i have abotu like 5 more photos of ppl slping in my phone.
hMm i must have slpwalked hoR.
photos shall not be uploaded into any websites
to protect the goOd image (um._.) of people involved,
but pictures can be made available upon demand.

im sad cuz i dint see his mum
heard she s v pretty but i DINT SEE LUH D:
oh ya and MY BROTHER DOESNT LoOK LIKE CH** H*NG!

and i had the WEIRDEST DREAM omg.
W E I R D E S T D R E A M
i think cuz i missed my bed and my feimao or sth
cuz i CANNOT EXPLAIN how come i can come up with a face
(even tho i cant rmbr) and dialogue
for someone i have never seen before.
this is weird.
and i totally woke up with a smile.
I HOPE I DONT SLP TALK.

oh ya and for some weird reason,
everytime there a slpover,
i ll end up draped over the single seater sofa D:

watched music and lyrics(: (: (:
stayed awake long enough to hear way back into love
watched stephen chow s sun wu kong :D haha
poOr xinyi s zhu ying came out for the last about 10 seconds.
den they watched the thai movie i think
which was supposedly funny at the start
but lost some of its humor towards the end.
(thats why we lost interest as well)

all in all
dint do much leh.
nv play cards
nv play (or try to play) truth or dare
nv gossip (xinyi and kahpoh did talk about some shows i heard)
nv really high
weird.
haha left early cuz was late alr.
heard they saw sir at the macs. lol.
luckily i left earlier(: *beams*

so sorry to kiamian for today!
first was cuz i was late in going amk
so she had to go first
den i asked her to buy breakfast for me
in the end office got tu fa zhuang kuang
cuz 2 teachers sick cannot come,
so i had to go relief, den no time to tell her
in the end my first meal was at 2 pm with kia D: sorry!
and i kept forgetting to bring the mug for her
so that she can drink her milo haha.

tired today luh
2 teachers nv come today
plus tog 5 classes,
i toOk 3 rawr.
p4 chinese
sec2 science
and sec3 IP math
ip math was supposedly yihan s job
but he convinced me that i rmbr partial fractions better.
in the end we both got stuck at the 1st example
GG a levels graduate, dunno how to do sec3 math.
had to enlist teacher s help,
kope her teacher s copy.
but in the end i still held on well i guess
i managed to do the other 5 qns in the exercise,
and exp to them in the end(:
today alot of things happened!
the blackout, the poO on the toilet floOr thing and all.
madness rush day.

so tired now,
i can barely type
i think i made less sense as the post went on.
but thats kind of expected after 35 hours of highness.

Friday, January 18, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

im not paedo D:

hahaha confirm that girl is not waiyee s sister
D: sadded she must think im mad to stare at her.
twice alr leh D: throw face.

omg the interlinkage of social circles.
i so dont believe it.
okay so uh first i saw mingming that day
den is kia s friend
she joined just ed
and she added me on faceboOk
den i realised our common friend has victor
den i went victor s page
and i found qianzhi.
omg. im still stunned.
later i go someone else s page and find shanyu or sth
den i ll be even more stunned.

©~jUn²珺☆

today s a sad but high day~
sad cuz shanyu s leaving D:
but high cuz today alot ppl
at the counter we had like um
peiling meiling rena yihan roseline shanyu me
wah max out in the morn
no space luh.
haha and super high cuz shanyu gave out foOd
like chocs and all that
then we were high taking photos
and laughing at ppl taking photos
oh well u get the gist
we were high.
now u noe what happens at the counter before the shutters are raised.
quite a busy day
but towards the end only left me meiling yihan and roseline
roseline s real nice(:
first time we spent the whole session tog
yep she s so nice(:
unlike some ppl who dont help me at all D:
haha i hope he doesnt see this.
eh but lao ren bu ying gai bully us leh.
haha i realise i ve said like all the ppl working at just are nice(:
i like :D

i ll miss shan yu~

dinner time
you ren shuo hua zhen hao(:
cuz i had kiamian!
she was *****ing! but shhhhh
teehehe. and she s uber tall
oh wells. haha.
its their rule to wear heEls so...

oh ya.
to continue that convo with yq and mx
i really think sensitivity isnt a goOd thing
i mean it helps u observe more
and understand ppl more
but sometimes i cant stand it. RAH.
yep and i hate finding 101 reasons why someone did that
cuz im that kind of person
who xiang tai duo~
haha imagines yueqiu s house glass crack(:

©~jUn²珺☆

funfun packed day

went school yesterday
and was overwhelmed
when i walked into schoOl with scores of ppl miling around
but not a familiar face D:
overwhelmed that i went to hide in the zen garden until pei came to find me.
haha last time go schoOl
even if my class wasnt ard,
i could at least see familiar faces,
now all the i-nv-see-before faces
plus i think i went at the wront time
cuz all the j1s were streaming out from lecture
plus most j2 s finish lesson alr~

supposed to talk with pj
in the end do hw-_-
saw a bit of jr class
uh my 2 angels plus charis yuanguang jiaying munyee
haha and yuanguang nearly tipped the class bench. tsk.
missed j s birthday celebrations
AIYA i nv see D: haha but nvm.

den went jp lib to meet mingxi and yueqiu(:
hehe i managed to "persuade" them not to study
and to talk with me :D
hehehehehe. lalala
talked about serious stuff and light hearted stuff
but most of it is like um
usually not said.
now i really understand why all the online tests call me an extroverted introvert.
haha. okay.
lalalalala
明希说：“我觉得马珺如果喜欢一个人，会很明显”
hMm? im that kind of person?
hMm.
rah and i cant dig info out of mingxi
HAHA and i DIDNT SEE THE SHUAI GUY D:
the pictures were blur
and the guy loOks like he got black eye (cuz of the pics)
and he has cyborg hair toO
goOdness -_-
he left before i could reach luh!
how could he.
hahaha like daniel says "HOW DARE YOU"
hehehe. sorry. talking to pri schoOl mates tends to bring that out in me.

anw interlinked social circle right.
guess what,
mingxi and yueqiu also noe qianzhi~~~
cant wait to tell her today(:
not that they noe her luh
(duh she noes)
but that i noe them toO(: (: (:

met kahpoh last night
haha its amusing how some ppl nv change
hehehe she loOked so auntie in her cardigan
ate subway
I ATE FASTER(: (: (:
not toO much to be happy for but~
den we went shopping
in g2000(: haha she um.
k shall keEp the juicy bit of info for more private conversation.
hehehehe she s going to kill me :D
we saw fengjun cheryl and their friends there toO(:
den shopped a bit at fox and zara all those
wanted to buy a bag
but the only one i liked
was toO small to put A4 stuffs D:
i want to go shopping~
haha and kahpoh is so retarded she bot 2 of the same pants(:
in diff colour.
anw weili is so funny
she wanted kahpoh to help buy pants
den she recorded down the number on the tag
omg it was like 095785972909 long or sth
as in it had like about 14 numbers.
hahaha so we had to ask the sales person
and i think she was super amused by us as well~
ohwells. funny tho

ooooooooooh movie marathon(:
hehehe. i scared tommy off
cuz i said i wanted to watch
chipmunks + madagascar + little mermaid.
HAHAHAHA. really possible.
but madagascar!!!
wachel!!! and martie ~ hehe.
okay misses her.

working today(:
v high
cuz loOking forward to not eating dinner alone (:
haha hope kia s heEls not TOO tall

Wednesday, January 16, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

lovesick swain~

haha yep im lovesick~
im missing kahpoh~
but luckily its going to last for only 24 more hours(:
meEting kahpoh to eat our fav
SUBWAY tomorrow(:
hehehe.
yep with kahpoh its subway/carlsjr/lamian
either of which a meal would easily take 1 hour(:
marina! hvnt gone in a long time anw.

going schoOl 2ml toO(:
see peijin :D :D :D
and get my sat boOks D:

HAHAHA mingxi and yueqiu said they saw a shuai guy at jp lib today
AIYA i shld hv gone with them!!!
and they say loOk like *****!
really shld hv gone ~ tsk.

went IMM this morning den went lib
(WHY DINT I GO JP LIB?!?!)
spent the afternoOn reading~
slack and slack
hvnt prepared materials for the tuition yet but
lazyyyyyyyy

TUAN BAI K!
haha me and kahpoh decided that we shld all go bai nian
at each other s house!!!(:
and not just 2 of us but
ALL TEAMMATES(:
ohmy(: hehe get more angbaos is the main motive luh
but toO see teammates during cny is GUR-REAT toO(:
woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
MUACKS.

i want to buy new year clothes(:
that purple top, grey jeans, peEp-toe-heEls(:
im practical k
jeans can wear anytime,
heEls can wear to work :D

KIA S STARTING WORK 2ML(:
can see her on fri :D :D :D

Tuesday, January 15, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

rahrahrasputin

CAN ANYBODY TELL ME IF WAIYEE HAS A SISTER STUDYING IN JUST ED?
ZOMG the resemblance is like -_-
haha plus the cai guy toO~

anw i forgot to mention that YI CHIEW is also employed at just ed(:
SHE S MY PRI SCH CLASSMATE(:
lets have a 6H outing~
ahhhhhhhhhhh i rmbr we used to be quite goOd friends in um p3 (:
AHHHHHHHH(: hehe.

OFF DAY TOMORROWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
and nobody wants to go out with me D:
sadness of all D:

I LOVE THE WAY THE KOREAN LANGUAGE SOUNDS(:
i can just stare at you and listen to you speak~
and get lulled by the sounds~ awwww
i shld have learnt korean
not just for just ed
but for leejoOnki and kiwoO(:
hahahaha. k enough joking.

shanyu s ending work on friday~~~ D:
so sad~~~ D:

"随便拿一件衣服近来试啦!"
"可是这里是卖女装的!"
hahahaha. so cute.

gong zhu xiao mei
front still not bad lo
but suddenly wu zhun s char
from being zi bi,
to suddenly so gentle and weird
so abrupt and awkward.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

©~jUn²珺☆

rahrah

DONT BULLY MEEEEEEEEEEEEE
12 X 17 = 204 years old!!!
and the monster bullied me!!!
haha one class of p6ers really can make u go ding dong
rahrah. 18 vs 204 hMph
oh ya and there was one boy boy who realli loOked like cai from romantic princess
(hears kia mian faint)

anw KIA IS STARTING WORK ON THURS(: (: (:
and yesterday amy introed 2 new EOAs and one is mingmin(:
woO(:
and just yesterday i found out how much i loved my collegues(:
peiling who s alw there for us to fall on
(quote rena "anything anyone dunno, ask pl")
rena with all her melody stuffs and her funny self
meiling being quite serious but oh so nice and suddenly cracking funny jokes
qianzhi for being so mothering and shoOing me off to eat and all
shanyu whom i seldom see but alw entertain me
(or is it we gush tog)
jerene who is noisy but is soft at the centre as well~
ahhh~ and all those nice nice teachers(:
and those cute cute kids
(minus those from the p6 class haha
actually to think of it, some of them also quite cute.
like the cai-loOkalike)
makes my job oh-so-perfect
just the timing abit off D:
I LOVE MY JOB(:
now there s kia toO(:

wed im going to buy clothes with mingxi first
den go schoOl to borrow sat boOks.
anyone wants to come with?

thurs im meeting KAHPOH(:(:(:(:(:
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
hehe.

Sunday, January 13, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

sending ppl off for ns D:
sorry i was abit late that day
in sending out the sms for guys going to NS
turns out alot went in alr. (:
jiayou k(:
and see everyone at results day or sth(:

hates sending ppl off~
especially when u send them off to extended trng camp
bad enough when its 3 days
horrible if its 3 months D:

firstly this is dedicated to pings.
6 years of friendship
6 years of teammates
i think our fates were entwined
as soOn as we stepped into ny
same class in sec1,
partners
then plus our birthdays are so near~
but only more recently have we grown closer
our love of gushing and doing stupid stuff brot us closer(:
rmbr blades of glory? :D
haha that was like a great memory(:
haha esp the part where we toOk stupid photos in the toilet.
anw as we send u off to ns,
hope u dont worry much about ur future k?
just take the training as survival and learning of life skills.
of course we hope that u get the scholarship(:
go overseas and broaden ur vision and learn more
but dont worry so much about the bond and all that first k?
haha grab that scholarship first
before u worry so much(:
can decide later mah. :X
dont be a worrywart!
later grow warts how?
haha.
yep sending u off is really hard
we ve seen each other through 6 years
numerous trainings
we seE each other almost everyday~
cuz trng is at least 3 times a weEk.
even during trng breaks,
we seE each other in schoOl.
times where we go talk at the terraces during breaks.
now after we graduate its like less time tog
and less opportunity tog.
will sorely miss u~
esp this 2 (3?) weEks.
love you(:
GO OUT WHEN UR BACK K.

and then to mare.
haha yong qi ke jia(:
gu zheng de go army(:
haha im sure noone will dare to bully you
u can BAA them toO(:
cuz ur mare(:
ahhaha k not v funny.
anw u can beat them up with ur guzheng
or the deathly glare u perfect on ur sibs:D
(i noe this haha)
4 years of classmateship (HAHA FAIL ENG)
but this 2 years we ve become closer right?
haha cuz xiaohui not in the class
i ve got a chance to chen xu er ru LOL joking.
haha if not i die 2ml~
but we ve spent alot more time tog
being the only 2 niners in 79:D
will miss u loads toO~
the times where u nag at me
haha to take care of myself~
will miss ur mothering(:
and all ur sudden spurts of laughter(:
and shall miss our giggling sessions tog:D
must jia you and xiao xin k(:
cya when u get out of confinement(:
hMm not toO hard. haha i stalk xiaohui can alr.
hurhur.

LOVE YOU BOTH
take care in army
要小心，要保重。
不要太想我...

uh anyone bot chipmunks vcd? (:
*hopeful loOk*

©~jUn²珺☆

Lollipop

LOLLIPOP

Hey, what's the big idea?
Yo Mika.

I said,
Sucking too hard on your lollipop,
Or love's gonna get you down,
I said,
Sucking too hard on your lollipop,
Or love's gonna get you down.
Sucking too hard on your lollipop,
Or love's gonna get you down,
Sucking too hard on your lollipop,
Or love's gonna get you down.
Say love, say love,
Or love's gonna get you down.
Say love, say love,
Or love's gonna get you down.

I went walking in with my mama one day,
When she warn me what people say,
Live your life until love is found,
'cause love's gonna get you down.
Take a look at the girl next door,
She's a player and a down right whore,
Jesus slows up, she wants more,
Oh bad girls get you down.

Singing,
Sucking too hard on your lollipop,
Or love's gonna get you down,
Sucking too hard on your lollipop,
Or love's gonna get you down.
Say love, say love,
Or love's gonna get you down.
Say love, say love,
Or love's gonna get you down.
Mama told me what I should know,
Too much candy gonna rot your soul,
If she loves you, let her go,'cause love only gets you down.
Take a look at the boy like me,
Never stood on my own two feet,
Now I'm blue, as I can be,
Oh love couldn't get me down.

Singing,
Sucking too hard on your lollipop,
Or love's gonna get you down,
Sucking too hard on your lollipop,
Or love's gonna get you down.
Say love, say love,
Or love's gonna get you down.
Say love, say love,
Or love's gonna get you down.

I went walking with my mama one day,
When she warn me what people say,
Live your life until love is found,
Or love's gonna get you down.

Singing,
Sucking too hard on your lollipop,
Or love's gonna get you down,
Sucking too hard on your lollipop,
Or love's gonna get you down.
Say love (say love), say love (say love),
Or love's gonna get you down.
Say love (say love), say love (say love),
Or love's gonna get you down.

Mama told me what I should know,
Too much candy gonna rot your soul,
If she loves you, let her go,
'cause love only gets you down.
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh, whoa-oh, lollipop.
Whoa-oh, whoa-oh, whoa-oh, lollipop.
Sucking too hard on your lollipop,
Or love's gonna get you down,
Say,
Sucking too hard on your lollipop,
Or love's gonna get you down

Saturday, January 12, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

ling yi shi jian

one person finds a job at just ed (majun)
one friend wants to work there toO (kia)
two more of her friends want to join (mingxi yueqiu)
so this makes u wonder...
what holds the attraction:
the job?
my description of the job?
or mainly just
ME(:
*grins*

MY FIRST $40~
dont u really just LOVE the feEl of money u earned?
even tho im working on my job now at just ed,
i hvnt gotten paid yet.
so not so real yet.
this is the FIRST $40 leh~
gan dong~ haha.
planning to take family out for dinner after i get my pay for jan~(:
yay. lovelove.

oh ya speaking of the ling yi shi jian
this morning reached super early cuz my parents sent me there
i repeat,
its cuz my bro had a lesson at 9
so reached super early, there was someone struggling to open the doOr
we said goOd morning to each other.
after opening the doOr she left.
den aft ppl came, they realise that she dint disarm the security sys
so they tried to find out who opened the doOr
but i din recog the person,
and not many other ppl were ard.
so... ling yi shi jian~
and the whole morning jerene rena shanyu were scaring me D: D: D:
haha and pls pls pls bully the newbie uh D:
and rena they all spent the day telling me stories like this.
make me so scared D: D: D:

okay um really tired now~
and my knee hurts like mad.
pls try the iodine~ woO.
hops around.
now i feEl like the bunNy i drew for weiqi.
well at least someone appreciates me(:

jurong west 2ml~ haha.
bomb shelter! makes me feEl safe~
and um sad at the same time.
cuz got all the roaches D:
help me round them up and EXTERMINATE!
RAWR.

STOP SCAWING ME~

Thursday, January 10, 2008 ©~jUn²珺☆

jobs i want to do

- patient oriented one in hospitals
- that assistant thing where they teach u how to skate first den u go help out
- the kind that wears the mascot uniform and shake hands with cute kiddies de~ like that time the precious moments thingy me and pei saw~ uber cute! haha i dont mind the heat lo!
-the kind that has to do with kiddies haha sounds like my job now
maybe i really shld think of being a paediatrician~
cuz i was talking about what fun holiday jobs we shld get.

carl has a job that pays so high, he shld treat!!!
no fair. some ppl have all the luck

©~jUn²珺☆

都是MOTH的错

woooooooooooooo east coast
haha and yep
i fell down again D:
retribution for laughing at xiaohui that time D:
now got scraped knees again D:

i really hate waiting for ppl who are late
really really really
the aloneness when u sit at the mrt
and ppl stare at u D:
but i saw zhiting and yuxing going for work!
TOG! D:
kia go just ed!!!

anw was supposed to meet at 8 at jp
for mingxi and yueqiu
yueqiu woke up at 750
haah poOr tommy reached bedok at 830
and stoned while me and mingxi reached at 920,
yueqiu 930 sth
went there with the sun at full blaze
hMph
plus yueqiu said something like
"u all skate, dont make us wait for u"
or something to that effect,
in the end who wait for who uh
hahaha ahpeh
lol.

we were laughing at her go jetty and back 2 hours
in the end we only lasted to the jetty and back
cuz i fell down before we even reached macs D:
it was the MOTH's fault!
i was like peacefully skating along,
loOking at the moth,
den suddenly it started zoOming down horizontally past me
den i got totally freaked out
so i zonked out and fell.
omg it was like slow motion again haha.
pls bully the injured uh
while i was like trying to wash the wound,
the horrible yueqiu toOk unglam photos of me
while tommy egged her on.
hMph.
cant u feel any pity for the poOr injured person?
haah anw felt quite gan dong cuz we didnt skate/cycle anymore
and they went to wash up with me
return the bikes and eat lunch(:
tommy was so nice to try and help me get antiseptic
yueqiu was offering her shlder for me to cry on/
her hand for me to grab~

sat on the um beach dunno what place
and played tai-ti and 99~
haha no forfeit cuz tommy lost. HAHA.
and we kept saboing yueqiu~
both me and mingxi tried (:
and we did suceEd~!

heh den ate lunch at the cafe~
the saliva chicken noOdles not bad
tho the name really not that appetising-_-
heh. wanted to watch movie
me and mingxi wanted chipmunks!
CHIPMUNKS!
den D: tommy and yueqiu were vehemently against it
WHAT DO THEY HAVE AGAINST THE CUTE CHIPMUNKS?!
and yueqiu wanted the horror movie
which nobody else wanted hah.

ended up at toapayoh
stoned~ den went home.
on the way home
talked alot with yueqiu and mingxi
haha alot of crap
but we had a lot of time to fill up~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
haha dug out alot of stuff~~~
evil laughs.
i LOVE to talk and share~
haha truth or truth neh.

had like quite alot of fun today
apart from the falling down
hMm nxt time shld just go play cards by the beach~
with the nice nice wind plus the nice nice ambience~
woO!

i want to watch CHIPMUNKS!
oh and i have chipanddale bag leh~ hahaha
i think if i carry that bag out~
many ppl will siam me
cuz its huge and yellow and filled with chip and dales~
chao cute.

"beauty lies in the HEART of the beholder"

Jac Herbert said that "some of us are like wheelbarrows -- only useful when pushed, and very easily upset."
but
someone else said that "You've got to dance like nobody's watching and love like it's never going to hurt"

haha i was reading chicken soup for the soul~
lol. ya cuz i came across it in the lib.
great for late night reading
tho u ll have puffy eyes and swollen lids~

©~jUn²珺☆

eastcoasteastcoast(:

i showed some of my extraordinary abilities while i slpt
that time someone called me at 3
i had not much memory of waking up and taking the call
but he said i had an american accent.
then a few days ago,
i woke up to find that im calling someone (accidentally)
and that person is the 2nd on my list.
so in my slp, i deleted the first person on my list
and called the 2nd._.
luckily i could rmbr michelle s number.
den this morning i slpt past 2 alarms at 1 reminder
waking up at 9 plus,
so was unable to go east coast D:
plus i changed the timing for the alarms in my slp,
so my phone alarm rang at 5+ and 6+
luckily not during the interview.

met yueqiu and mingxi at jec(:
managed to convince them to go ecp with me 2ml(:
but was unable to change that decision later to fuji ice palace D:
yay. and tommy s going toO(:
haha his reaction was like -_-
lol. can we like go extra early? lik 9+? :D:D:D
so that we dont get sunburnt.
yay then the 2 smarties went T3
haha says today T3 opens
(what does that have to do with us? haha)
and tried to get me to go
but im not so freE that i ll take another 45 mins to go T3 :P

went for the dsta interview
the interviewer was surprisingly very nice
not the old and grouchy panel of scientists i expected
haha. joking.
there were only 2 people,
one lady who didnt say much just kept taking notes,
and one guy who talked with me.
hMm i think i shall say it again
I LOVE MY JOB(:
cuz its made me more confident with people,
made me more eloquent at expressing my ideas
and made my interview go so much better.
(:

eastcoasteastcoast(:
cant wait(:

kia got invited for an interview with just ed~!!!
if she gets recruited, i ll have someone to have dinner/lunch with!!!
I HATE TO EAT MEALS ALONE
as i am doing now when im working
yayyayyay pls pls pls get the job(:
I LOVE KIAMIAN(:
oh ya i have news for her
haha just now i bot a new shirt
its purple
and it has a picture of um. haha on it.
um something ****** as kia calls it.
(: i bet she ll laugh at me
oh but i couldnt resist.
first i bot a pink one with bunnies and horsies on it,
but i found fault with it almost immediately
and went back to change for the purple one.
heh. k kia lets go out.
so i can wear(:

gossip for nigel:
haha i saw ur friend toO!
i saw sin chian at the dsta scholarship interview.
same goes for yibing:D

perk-me-up

there are some days so horrible,
u need a REAL perk-me-up
like a talk-cum-gush session with the kiamian
or plan for a continuum of the gay movies session with LRG(:
yay. one of the top few affirmatives :D

pls bully the newbie D:

©~jUn²珺☆

oh-the-irony

i find it amusing to no end
that the person who initiated the night cycling
the most enthu person for night cycling
the one who talked day in day out about going for night cycling
so that when day breaks, we can watch the beeotiful sunrise.
hah.
now she cant go for the night cycling
cuz parents dont allow.

can i understand the reasoning behind
"if it is chalet you can go?"
um its like um just a place to put my bag.
anw u wont want to hear the whole msg log
and im sick and tired of asking
and im feeling sick
like really sick cuz of this morning.

okay so now i cant go night cycling,
but i ll be furious if im gonna miss the sunrise as well.
so even if i have to get up at 4 tomorrow morn
to get to east coast i ll do it.
hMm i can go there and like skate for awhile
since its my offday,
and noone seems to appreciate it
why dont i just enjoy the solitude.

this sucks.

okay sorry everyone for not going
sorry to pings and tommy for planning so long
setting all the times,
planning to wait for me until 11
so touched by u all.
but really sorry i cant go.
i ll like give anything to go luh,
but seems like this time nobody wants anything from me.
anw and um for all those going ns
jiayou k(: i noe auntie s going today and all
den um tommy nigel wanpeng jonathan also soon
(not v sure._. haha)
so um take care(: and cya when results come out or sth k (:
sorry to disappoint.
oh ya.
mostly disappointing myself only.
majun, you are oh-so-pathetic.

i got poOled D:

not the get dumped into the swimming poOl
(oh i did go swimming yesterday but not tt)
but the cambridge application.
i guess its a more graceful way of saying ur not selected
and ur application was unsuccessful
oh wells. at least they dint reject me outright.
hMm i knew that there was like no hope to get an conditional offer
but a tinsie whinie tiny part of me was still hoping
u noe the kind of insane hope? haha.
like the kind that u wish upon a shoOting star
and fervently hope for it to come true even tho u noe it doesnt work?
ya that kind.
so still a lil disappointed with the results.
oh well.
nvm. there s alw NUS(:
tho have to go thru 2 sets of interview?!?! sigh.

haha heard about the DSTA interview
-_- hope they dont like ask me about the essay i wrote
i mean... i dun understand what i wrote.
haha most of it is moOt and crap anyway.

anw the job is still oh-so-interesting
my day is constantly brightened by nice nice nice nice teachers like mrs cheong and mrs yeong.
reminds me of teachers like mrs foo and all
the kind that is ci xiang and smiles alot
made a few mistakes but thankfully not fatal.
and everyday when the kids i recognise give me the :D
i ll be like :D :D :D back(:
haha most ppl prob think im mad
( i think i am tho D:) but who cares
i L O V E my job(:
such a sense of fulfilment(:
going to start teaching clinic soOn(:
yay. that day taught clinic for sec1 sc and even abit of eng!
so proud of myself hahaha. tho the eng was shakey-_-
haha.
and now im so accustomed to answering calls at the ctr
that when my house phone rings
i feel like saying "afternoOn this is just education bukit gombak"
haha amused myself.
and my phonecall etiquette has improved alot!
tho its still absent when i call friends haha

anw that day on saturday
went taka
and met amanda xinyi pings and wini(:
ate dinner tog at breeks/zingdo
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOO(: icecream love(:
haha tho it was toO sweEt for more than a few bites D:
anw had a great time
talking sharing eating and taking weird photos
eg. "got milk" eg. "jiao spoOn icecream" etc etc etc.
so missed them(:
(now u can see how come my eng is shakey)

want to go night cycling 2ml night.
uh hvnt asked parents yet cuz they re aslp
*crosSes fingers and hopes(: *
cuz i miss exercising haha. lol.
hope that i can go(: and spend more time with teammates/batchmates
haha before they all go to army
OMG i realise that ppl going 2ml
are ALL headed to army!
feEls so left out! haha tho im not exactly wanting to go
but~ u noe haha. common "anticipation" lol.
at least pings is paid better than the rest.
makes it more worthwhile
and the guys more sour
(:
2ml have to lug my blazer + heels + work clothes
around singapore
ohwells.
ask for more baskets(:
den everyone can help me carry abit k(:
so sry that xiaohui is sick!
must kuai dian hao qi lai(:
den we can yi qi kan ri chu(:
(i can sing the cai chun jia song!!!)

and we can sing the SINGAPORE TOWN song(:
"you could take a little trip around singapore town
in the singapore city ~~bus~~ bike!"
wheeeeeeeee
YAY(: high.

i <3 my job :D

first day of work
got bombarded with scores of names
tens of faces
dozens of phonecalls
hundreds of people
loads of reminders
and it was GREAT FUN(:
omg so fun(: to be a receptionist(:
den u see all the people around
and u get to see great grins from the kids:D
and smiling greEtings from the parents:D
and the teachers are like super friendly toO(:
AHHHHH i like her!(:
and my colleges are like :D:D:D
uber cute. awwwwwwwwwwww

JUST EDUCATION(:
if thursday was like this
imagine the weEkends.
omg hectic.
haha liddat surely can jian fei alr
the whole day from start work
dun need to eat dun need to drink
just ans call and fill in forms and print stuff
and on and on and on(:

am i glad i got this job(:
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh:D

and im free on mons and weds D:
when everyone else is working.
sigh.

k lets go out.
night cycling.
who s organising? (:

fascination with GAY movies

rmbr me lamenting about not having schoOl to go to today?
well fret not!
apparently brother going to schoOl = whole family early wakening
at the crack of dawn,
or even BEFORE there was the crack
at 545, E V E R Y O N E in the family was up and about.
oh ya except-ing the one going to schoOl.
abovementioned personnel had an extra 15 mins of sleEp
while those unaffected by schoOl
wandered around bleary eyed
making breakfast for him, ironing his schoOl uniform,
or in my case, sulking about.

oh did i forget to mention that last night
while my brother went to bed at around 830 (?!?!),
my mum set the alarm clock at least 7 times?
so that it WILL ring this morning
even if the sky fell on our heads.
try watching TV while the same ring tone goes again and again and again
every 2 minutes.
makes u want to smash ur head into the tv or sth.
THEN she made my dad set another alarm clock
so that they WILL wake up on time.
seriously.
makes you wonder,
WHO is the one actually going to schoOl O_O

yay starting work 2ml(:
and i bot the blazer alr(:
and i went on a shopping spreE:D
blazer + tank + spag + shorts(:
i spent exactly $100
=_= shld hurry up and start work
so that it limits my spending.
but i dont regret buying the clothes(:
im so excited like lets go out(:
den i can wear my new clothes(:
hahaha.
and originally the blazer itself was like 119 alr lo(:
so really zuan dao.
HAHA auntie thought :
original bill = $194
:D:D:D:D:D

anw 409ers
the preliminary plan is:
[EDIT] 5th jan 2008
12 noOn
orchard
lunch
haha concise enough to understand?
hurry up and reply me alr!
(*wails*: my phone bill~)

anyway the fascination with GAY movies seEms to be on(:
even tho we cringe everytime there s intimacy
(12 DEMERIT POINTS! lol)
and we shout at them not to be so niang
haha tt time when we went for slp over,
we watched the taiwanese gay movie
with the shuai guy and the not so shuai buy
this time on new year s day
after a frail attempt at playing 3 man girl bBall,
we went to my house
and watched the king and the clown,
korean gay movie. haha
but lee joOn ki is impossibly beeotiful~
and the king/friend is ugly.
anyways the next outing will include
brokeback moutain(: lol xiuyi has the vcd
HOLLYWoOD GAY(: erps.
so yueqiu s job is to loOk for japanese gay movie(:
goOdluck(:

HAPPY 2008(:

hello happy 2008 everyone(: hehe
LOVESSSSSS(:

its so surreal
2ml my bro ll be primary 4
AHHHHHHHHHHHH
i can rmbr when I was primary 4~
im old.
sigh and its so different
on 2nd jan 2008
all the lil kiddies ll be up
nice and early
and grumble as they hop on the bus to schoOl
while i stone around at home.
NO SCHoOL TO GO TO!!!!!
omg. for the first time in 12 years,
no schoOl to go to!
before i graduated
i thought that i would really loOk forward to this day.
but now that its here
): ): ): ): ):
怎么办?!
sigh.

lets go night cycling!
its like $8! per night!
yueqiu went like twice alr within 2 weEks?
I WANT TO GO
WHY SHE NV ASK ME ):
haha. k leng jing
shall boss pings ard more
so that she ll organise(:

anw we can night cycle
cycle cycle cycle
den go somewhere and watch sunrise
den eat breakfast(:

organising takes alot of smses ):

strut along in lingerie. lol.