Music,my rainbow

Thursday, May 31, 2007 ©~jUn²珺☆

hMm went to study in sch today
saw jeana jenny(:
anw wasnt v productive studying today
only managed to finish inequalities
plus a few qns of differentiation bleah
no moOd to study.
i hereby declare that only the macs can study.
hMph.
anw we were being real guai eating sweets and coOkies in the reading roOm and the lib(:
we re getting pro and smuggling foOds in(:
like that time the beehoOn(: hUr
i think i ate more than i studied today.
sadness.
saw chua xinyi toO(:
she was helping out at the get high concert.
goOd luck to ppl performing haha.
but i have to comment that some ppl singing are REALLY offtune/beat
and some ppl hit notes other ppl need to climb ladders to reach._. seriously...

Red and yellow and pink and green,
Purple and orange and blue,
I can sing a rainbow,
Sing a rainbow,
Sing a rainbow too!

Listen to your heart,
Listen to your heart,
And sing everything you feel,
I can sing a rainbow,
Sing a rainbow,
Sing a rainbow too

haha kiamian s a pig luh!
wake up at 2?!
hMph piggy bleah.
and so amusing(:

If you knew it was all about you
Every wish, every candle, every coin in the fountain
Trust me it'd scare you

i want to watch ocean thirteen!(:

cry. sigh. who would give me a hug when im going to cry? anyway this bunny is toO cute for words.

loOk at those eyes. loOking all the way into your soul.

you make it sound as if i dun want to go back.
make it sound as if its my fault or my choice.

just hearing your voice
thru the phone receiver
coming from thousands of km away
makes me want to cry.
i really do miss you.

©~jUn²珺☆

what?

what is it like to deliberately hurt someone you love alot?
what feeling drives you to do that?

what is it like to love someone to distraction?
to be able to willingly give up everything for someone?

what is it like to be completely heartbroken?
to just sit down there for hours on end, beyond tears?

what is it like to feel euphoria?

i have no definitive answers for all the qns
but i would take a brave stab at the last one.
ans: definitely not what im feeling now.

©~jUn²珺☆

莱书誓从华中手中夺回柔道冠军

　　对于在七月举行的全国校际柔道赛，莱佛士书院柔道队已把目标锁定在包办男乙和男丙两组冠军。
　　近年来，莱佛士书院柔道队已有好几次栽在劲敌华侨中学手上，所以队员这次下定决心要把从华中手中把冠军荣衔夺回来。除了要横扫两组冠军之外，莱佛士柔道队还想证明自己的能力不比华中逊色。有了这个目标，队员都有奋发向上的动力，不惜为这次比赛付出更大努力，以及做最大的冲刺。
　　为了完成任务，莱佛士柔道队除了每星期一、三、五各训练三小时之外，还在每周二和四抽出两个钟头的时间到健身房锻炼体力，目的是要在比赛时处于最佳状态。如此累积起来，队员每个星期花在备战的时间多达13个小时，足见他们有多么重视这次比赛。
　　然而，如果莱佛士柔道队想要夺得冠军，那他们首先得克服自己的心理障碍。队长陈光伟受访时说：“我们在去年的比赛中，在关键时刻因为无法承受压力而发挥不出最高水平，结果败给了华中。”
　　但是，莱佛士柔道队这次却深信历史不会重演。他们相信队员很有潜力，只要他们能把潜力都发挥出来，要成为双料冠其实没有想象中的难。即使这次比赛再次碰到华中，他们坚信比赛结果会不一样。
　　莱佛士柔道队渴望包办本届校际柔道赛男乙和男丙两组冠军。从队长陈光伟的谈话中可以看出端倪。
　　他说：“我在校队已有三年了。这三年里，我参加了两次男丙组赛事和一次男乙组比赛，但每一年都不敌华中，只能屈居亚军。因此，我今年立誓一定要夺得冠军！”
　　只要莱佛士柔道队员对自己的能力有信心，并能够在比赛中展现出应有的实力，那他们肯定能够在七月的校际柔道赛中攀上高峰，再次为校争光。

welllll u can guess how appalled i was this morning
in the middle of breakfast
( i nearly spewed blueberry morning over it)
to read this article.
hMm quite catchy title wont u think.
hMm well i hope this rings ur alarm bells (敲响你的警钟）
and wakes u all up to the reality that
NATIONALS IS REALLY NEARING

and that u better start training harder,
not slacking at the side while ur teammates slave their hearts out.
okay? okay.
and i think nobody read the news
or they alr read and decide to mass dao me.
thanks uh.

i dun mind training extra hard now
its all counts towards our final goal(:

anw went to mug today at the macs(:
i finished mugging 3 stacks of bio(:
evolution, cell signalling, and nervous system(:
i spent like loads of hours sorting out my notes
and realising that im missing like 3 stacks of bio notes?
WHERE ARE U??? ohnoes.
anw so happy i finished mugging!(:
and the macs started filling up w muggers (HAHA who calling who mugger) at ard 330
so i siamed home(:
and i went running(:
think i was toO frustrated so i ran alot faster den usual._.
like shaved 10 minutes off my usual time. finished the route in like 40 mins._.
hMm tired now...

rawr. green nails(:

你不知道我的难熬
爱情在我们中迟到
爱的暗号你没有收
到我要怎么办才好
你不知道我想依靠
只要能躲在你怀抱
我不知道有天
你能否只对我好

Wednesday, May 30, 2007 ©~jUn²珺☆

STRINGS(: + BUFFETS(:

went to usher at strings concert yesterday(:
so nice~~~
victoria concert hall.
would have preferred singapore conference hall cuz of the beautiful memories
(and the not so beautiful ones)
but vch was pretty toO(:
and yibing is zhai luh(: haha
she s also a dancer(:
dance w her double bass(:
the string instruments are so beautiful
all the graceful curvy lines(:
like uh voluptous figures (haha)
but really sensous feeling
especially the cello
with its soOthing music:D
especially the soloist who came to play(:
OMGOMG so nice(:
and he s so into the music
its like he loses himself into the trance of the music(:
guys who can play instruments are shuai luh(:
ahd his daughter is SOSOSO CUTE AND PRETTY(:
oOps absolut paedophile._.
anw the performance was zHai(:
especially the encore piece last round
even better than the first time round!(: haha.
great job yibing and kashun(:

and the girl who was helping me,
kelly (haha ya kelly) says loOks are deceiving(:
she says i dont loOk like im from judo
(dont we all say so)
and i loOk like im from tennis
plus she says im quiet. (: hehe
im so demure and nice(: lol
she has the familiar face!
xiaohui and mare also nodnodnod
oh while ushering i saw
meixuan kevin and liuqian david aloysius peter and quite a few hwachong ppl i noe but cant name._.

today s trng was like ...
started first w pt:'(
cry. before 1 hour was up,
everyone s shirt was totally drenched
and pieces of gravel and sand and dust stuck to us
w perspiration being the glue euw.
haha den trng wasnt so tough cuz everyone was dying yay.
okay maybe it was tough but we were toO tired to notice?
hMm
amanda plsplspls get well soOn k(:

after trng we were about to go coro to eat lunch
but were waylaid by a free buffet at high sch(:
YAYNESS(: freefoOd(:
i think its left over from lunch for sth
so we KOPE(:
the mango pudding was nice.
and being the nice ppl we were,
we called the guys up to eat toO(:
apparently SOME of them said v paiseh
hMm but i found nobody missing in the end
hMm i wonder why
maybe the presence of foOd eliminates all feelings of potential embaressment
haha cuz we were koping heaps of foOd
trying to get as much as possible before the auntie threw away the rest
so that the others would have sth to eat when they come up later
like HEAPS of FoOD~~~
but surprisingly we (or is it they) only managed to demolish half the amount of foOd

some definitions:
1. a person who eats then pukes the stuff right out is a BULIMIC
2. a person who doesnt eat at all is ANOREXIC
3. a person who eats non-stop is a THOMAS
4. a person who eats 2 moutains of meegoreng and continues to eat is a JITNENG
5. a girl who says "i feel like a guy cuz i take so much foOd" and continues eating is a XINYI(:
6. a person who steals mango pudding from other ppls bags while loOking like a flasher is a VELDEN
7. a person who eats his cousins is a CARL
8. a person who says he is full but continues to eat kueh until he pukes is a YONGKEONG

haha the above list is non-exhaustive
and only some examples are mentioned

oh ya and i forgot abt the plums or whatever-they-are-calleds
haha huiming bot them back to give us
and we ate all the chocs,
leaving the plums
and chua offered the guys that
jitneng ate one first and puked it out
and he helped us pian thomas and velden
(: so funny to see all their expressions change.
hMm is it really that bad? i didnt eat (:

i may still go back china...
like next wed to the 3rd week wed._.
uh... dunno luh.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007 ©~jUn²珺☆

slpover(:

wahhah
kiamian finished eating all her 6 pieces of kitkat
and she says that she s going to die
and feels a million times more depressed._.
apparently it doesnt really work._.
haha. oh and KIAMIAN ______ hMph.
like i didnt noe it was that bad.
HURHUR(:

spiderman3 we watched half of it and gave up
it s so sian luh.
luckily i didnt go that time
if not waste of money
and he s so ugly.
i ll rather watch mr bean
or BLADES OF GLORY RAWR
or miracles or return of the titans
haha oOps.

and i made ai xin zao can for kiamian(: mUaha
so cute can(:

wahhah(: so adorable

her determination is zai de loRh._. dumbdumb

ADD NoODLES(: like noOdle kugel._.

Monday, May 28, 2007 ©~jUn²珺☆

SLPOVER(:

ooh anw today s trng was funfun(:
cuz sir was teaching chokes. haha so we had fun(:
even tho xiaohui was trying to (no luh) tickle me
falls into hysterical laughter._.
and im going to get 10000 orhcehs on my chin from that bout w pings.
(kia says that its all going to add up to her orhceh on her calf haha)
and someppl are really horrible cuz he gave me the bright-&-cheery smile
when sir asked us to go play w the boyboys
and NO my nail is not poisoned!
(tho now its a perussian blue)

den went for the stupid PAE test which was a waste of time
like extended sat s:'(
oh haha and amanda must get well soOn!
if not someone will be :'(
haha i will not get zhammed!(:

haha den went to eat pizza hut w kia
u can be amazed at how much we ate._.
hehe(: yayness(:
we tried out alot of colours in the face shop
i still have no idea why the call it the face shop when they sell nail polish._.
cant find that shade of teal i wanted
so in the end bot this shiny perussian blue
kia bot a shiny orange that loOks artifical oOps haha.
and we spent 1 hour trying to make the nail polish loOk nice haha
absolutely bimbo hobby.
and in the end it was ME who succeeded in painting HER nails._.
i can only paint nails for other people._. sadness.

haha kia is so random
cuz i was online den
she went to talk to wanpeng
and got called "THE jiamian" lol.
haha huo gai bei niao(:
and she s eating 6 kitkats to cure her depression._.
seriously cuz of "THE jiamian" haha joking.
anw she finished her first 2 le._. ohnoes._.

anw 2ml s ushering at strings._.
its at VCH?!
and we need to wear blazer?:'(
cry.

Sunday, May 27, 2007 ©~jUn²珺☆

(:(:

ooh(:
went library today
den saw alot of ppl ard
like uh liuqian and kevin-_-
thrice at the lib
den i saw chenying and whom i presume to ber dad
._. haha weird combi
anw i want to go shopping:'( sadness

oh and i was at fuji again(:
seeing this uncle learning to do edge stop
he looked abt 50+ but was still learning luh(:
so coOl:D
so i stoOd there and watched how the instructor taught.
hehe shld go try soOn(: hur

uh watching GO FIGURE(:
so graceful~~~ and so envious bleah
haha and so funny esp the little brother bradley hehe.
so pretty!!! rawr
just now while watching her skate for the championships,
during the entire 2 minutes,
i had goOseflesh omg.
and now watching michelle kwan skating to disney classics.
she skated to little mermaid first!!!
little mermaid has always been my fav classic
her bravery, her trust, her love
awww(:

jack! lets go iceskating instead!!!
like class outing(:
haha and xiuwei toO! lol
i rmbr that time iceskating den haha he fell down like haha alot of times.
AHH(: GO(:
nicenicenice(:

STALKER!(:
haha so funny.

2ml got trng(:
and the test
and slpover(:
mUAHA
i think im overhigh.

so cute(: SOSOSOCUTE:D

Saturday, May 26, 2007 ©~jUn²珺☆

MOVIES ON DEMAND

I WANTWANTWANT TO WATCH

MIRACLES (on ice)

REMEMBER THE TITANS

MIGHTY DUCKS

movies WAY HIGH on demand
can we plsplspls have a movie marathon for like these movies(:
high on inspirational value...
i dunno why i suddenly just rmbred these movies

rmbr watching miracles at cynthia s house
w jayce kia michelle
while fighting for space on cynthia s bed
and trying not to freEze cuz of the aircon blasting
and still managing to floOd cynthia s roOm at the end.

rmbr watching rmbr the titans at amanda s house
with teammates
before nationals as inspiration
and i rmbr sitting in amanda s not so comfy sofa chair and watching haha
so nice that movie(: totally loved(:

ahh and the mighty ducks(:
great to see movie for kids(:

WATCH!!!
kia lets go rent on monday or sth!
uh or maybe some other day(:
since im most prob going to be at home alone in the hols:'(

©~jUn²珺☆

kind of liberated(:

well if u have guessed from the title,
YA I WENT TO CUT HAIR(:
and NOPE IM NOTNOTNOT BALD:D
haha. cut hair today(: so happy
cuz now head so light
even tho i think she nv layer alot
today my hairdresser was busy so i let his asisstant cut
abit wierd but still okay i guess hMm
yay liberated from that messy-mop-tangle(:

well trng is going to change yet again,
and i cant say i like that change i mean
if u cut down on that, it kind of loses the meaning
right? and 3 guys trng is TOO MUCH
hello liddat we ll train more than the guys!?
hMph.

i guess its probably final that im going to stay in singapore alone
again
sigh trng schedule plus block tests plus extra lessons
equate to majun being stranded in singapore alone:'(
majun is like how sad.

AHHHHHH
DISNEY CHANNEL IS SHOWING
GO FIGURE!!!

OMGOMGOMG(:
GO WATCH:D:D:D
so nice~~~
i think i cant smile any bigger
throw away my troubles until 2ml night(:

things to add to things to do during june hols:
-go ecp/fuji to rollerskate/iceskate w class(:
-class outing to watch pirates!
-class outing movie marathon at melvins house (lol)
-JTS!!! (e 2nd one)
-go SHOPPING(: w teammates(:
-go SHOPPING! the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE is ON(: mUaha
-finally bake the cake for uncle,jonathan,wanpeng

on a scale of 1 to 10 how much do you love me?
haha xiaohui rates me 8(:
tho she rates her darling 1000 lol.

Friday, May 25, 2007 ©~jUn²珺☆

maybe

h3 flunked
who will set a 2 hour 105 marks paper?
who will set a 40 marks qn as the 2nd last qn?
hMph and they say its do-able._.
i finished doing it and felt faint headed
totally stars shining
sigh... but nvm its over(:

went bugis w pings(:
to shop for her brother s bag(:
haha and we are on the same frequency luh
we like almost all the same things
tho i hv a fetish for purple(:
and my souvenier for the night is my green thumbnail(:
so nice(: i think maybe i shld go buy the nail polish(:
we agree that SNAG s are few and far btw(:

haha edward makes my day(:
ed: "majun, on a scale of one to ten, how much do you love me?"
me: "um abt 0?"
ed: "aww im so sad"
me: "den how much do you think it ll be?"
ed: "uh something along the lines of 10? elevenish?"
me: "haha okay 11 den"
ed: "see weiwei (what he calls xiuwei) majun loves me more that u do! arent you ashamed?"
haha so funny.
hey liddat why do u still owe me my icecream?
hMph later i cut off ur hair uh!

sigh...
its like the same loRh.
i go thru the same feelings everyday.
unforgettable and cannot push out of my mind.
他可能只是你生命中一个过客，
一年、两年、十年后，你可能就把他给忘了。
ya true. but it takes years.
so now still stuck? maybe.
nodnodnod
as haru says: MAYBE
PRIDE(:

so...
on a scale of one to ten,
how much do YOU love ME?
i really wonder.

Thursday, May 24, 2007 ©~jUn²珺☆

MONK SIGHTINGS!!!

subject: MONK SIGHTINGS!!!
location: hwachong institution left and right wings
time: from today onwards
number: 8 unhaired monks!
haha welcome to unhairness(:
lol this morning i saw tommy first and burst out laughing
den after that saw auntie and laughed even worse
assembly saw uncle carl and nigel ERPS
during break saw uncle and wanpeng the whole break
cuz they kept huang-ing ard
btw jitneng, huang means to hang ard HAHA(:
den i was eating porridge,
when uncle walked down,
and i choked on my mouthful of porridge.
luckily its watery._.
haha i was telling kahpoh im so sick of seeing wanpeng ard
if i see him again i ll faint!
and we saw him 3 times more._.
haha and no i didnt faint...
den the last one i saw was jitneng
haha they all loOk funny(:(:(:
but it takes alot of courage to cut and walk ard liddat(:
especially if they all walk tog!
omg cuteness redefined!!! (: 9 lil monks!(:
uh to support them,
im going to TRIM my hair on saturday or sth(:
haha its growing like a mop-_-

bleahhhh
h3 test 2ml sure flunk!!!:'(
rawr.
auntie will treat dinner if he gets distinction
and we choOsing the location heh.

and i ponned bio lecture today to study h3 haha
oOps. and was slping half the time somemore...

econs lecture was LOL
79 alot of ppl pon
apparently other classes too
cuz eileen tan counted 20+ ppl missing hur
so took attendence.
lee gan soOn bee better,
"where are ppl like melvin and kashun"
LOL sure die.
poOr melvin haha toO prominent liao
like our class the noisiest trio gone,
who wont notice luh.

didnt go trng in the end
cuz we all realised we ll hv no time to study
so we all went to the right wing to study(:
mug(: and get entertained toO haha.

AHH(:
i ve got CUTE postcards!
so small luh! shall write(:

AHHH those eyes(:
make me drown(:
tao zui qi zhong(:

rawr i think im going present shopping w pings 2ml(:
hehe yay(:
and i want to play vball
and i want to play floOrball
and i want to have slpover
and i want to skate
and i want to watch BLADES OF GLORY
and i want to cycle
and i want to rest
wow. im mad.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007 ©~jUn²珺☆

just watched the arts fest performance
and finally reached home.
so tired
but me and xiaohui were highing on the bus back home(:

sigh why did netball and tennis lose to RJ?
sadness. but u all dun feel toO bad k(:

um im officially dead for h3 chem
left 6 chapters and 2ml no break to study plus there s trng
sigh. just flunk it luh.
anw wun die and wun get forced to drop de
RIGHT?

rawr trng was quite horrible
as in the pt part
was under the hot sun and was dying quite horribly
and the worst was the crouch and jump over one
the guys butt all super high we had a hard time trying to jump over
so we thot we were clever and we tried to stick our butts high in the air toO
so that they also will have difficulty jumping
but in the end we hai ku le wo men zi ji cuz
if the boyboys butt high we ll try to jump
but if we butt high, they wun even try to jump
and just trip/ kick/ step on us
as exemplified by the shoeprint on xiaohui s shirt,
pings elbow and mine toO._. horrible.

anw the performance was nice(:
loOked at funny stuff while listening to the performance
like mare fast fast move from one guzheng to another
the cymbals person (yinghui) for CO
den for band, watched the tuba/sth person put a big metal jar into the instrument
and watched the saxophone(: OMG the sound is so sexayyeeeee(:
harmoc was cute luh
cuz the bass harmoc v long and big
the ppl who were playing it were like MUACKing the instrument(:
and the person playing double bass was dancing w his double bass(: so cute
guitar ppl have nice nice nice fingers(: like janie(:
haha and gay fingers toO in the case of auntie lol. pls exp urself haha.
hMm chi dance... not v used to this kind of chi dance
i think we re toO pampered by the chen lili nanyang chi dance le haha.

oh anw the guys cut hair le!
haha coOl~~~
now trnging w them will be -_- cuz of all the added sweat on the floOr
i told xiaohui we need to borrow mare s kayak to kayak thru the dojo le(: haha
and kia says that tommy s hair nv change hMm dunno.
HAHA wanpeng split his pants AGAIN. lollollol.

hMm xiaohui was horrible
she left me alone there cuz she wants to sit w mare:'(
den weiwen and liane were out buying chocs
so i sit alone there like emoing liddat
and sure enough i started emoing from the 2nd song of strings
just sit there and emo thru the angsty song... sighhhh
dunemomajundunemodunemok.

haha my 一封简单的小情书 to kiamian(:
and this mousie is so cutsie(:

听是谁在唱歌

好像呼吸一样那么自然
不需要换算
所以我们相遇在这季节
绝不是偶然
彷佛候鸟一样飞过大地
穿越海洋
原来所有情节仔细回想
都是种呼唤
感动过的故事看过的书
经过的地方
预见的朋友想念的远方
流过的泪光
听!是谁在唱歌
还是你心里的盼望听!
是谁在唱歌
是我~
对谁呼唤
听!是谁在唱歌
还是你心里的盼望
听!是谁在唱歌
是我~
对谁呼唤
彷佛候鸟一样飞过大地
穿越海洋

Tuesday, May 22, 2007 ©~jUn²珺☆

happy thing that happened today(:
played netball w the class(:
haha same team as qiwen amanda and auntie
and trust me,
there was excessive screaming and shouting(:
haha so fun can(:
and qiwen called me MELVIN
OMG haha SAD:'(
even tho it was an accident den im like ._. sad... haha

sigh...
if ur still going to be liddat no matter how hard i try,
what can i do?
i really cant take off more that 1 week from the holidays to go back to china
i ll let my team and myself down
cant you accept that?
if i can stand not seeing them for the past 5 years,
u shld be able to accept that
not as if im giving up going back cuz i want to stay here and play or sth.
sigh...

h3 paper is 2 days away and all i ve studied is chromatography and electrophoresis
great job!
seriously flunk.

sigh...
firstly kia tried to teach me to make the rose,
den in the end failed horribly
cuz i cant get the last step correct.
hMph i wanted to give it to U if i succeeded.
so mei you yuan (no round)
den me and kia guanged ard the sch today
cuz trying to find pings
sadness i got daoed again
pings is also a DAO-IST hMph
there s is no use no matter you hard you try to call and sms and find her
sadness. haha but she s a nice taoist(:
unlike some other taoists.

eh im not mugger:'(

thomas the train!!!(: haha so cute

sighsighsighsighsighsighsigh...
so vulnerable

HAHA the guys are cutting hair(:
hMm a better phrase wld be "SHAVING HEADS"!
losing their crown of glory
for team spirit k(:
but MUSTMUSTMUST TAKE BEFORE&AFTER SHOTS!
i want to see(:

oh watching SYF concert 2ml(:
who s going?(:

watched jiayou jin shun
den the old couple v sweet(:
he wrote hundreds of love letters to her
w mushy stuffs like
"without you life will be like
instant noOdles w/o seasoning"
haha so cute and sweet luh
I WANT QING SHU!!!
and i also want to write qing shu(:(:(:

Monday, May 21, 2007 ©~jUn²珺☆

everything s going wrong.

sigh how can everything go wrong within one day?

firstly its the sighing me and kia have been doing all day long
if giving up was easy,
there would be no problems at all

den theres the cancellation of the taiwan trip in june
meaning that theres v slim chances of me returning to china during the hols
and i really really really want to be back to celebrate her 70th birthday
since i havent seen them in eons...
since sec1 to be exact
and that s eons away
i miss my darling cousins, my pretty aunts, my shuai uncles and my grandparents
i miss the cute little boyboy who must have grown up alot now
sigh. and ur making it sound as if its my fault that i cant go
i mean i noe its my fault cuz i joined judo
but its not entirely what i want
sigh. like dun feel like trying to argue with you now.
you were the one who said it was illogical to go overseas during the hols cuz of upcoming exams
den now ur scolding me cuz i cant find the time to go overseas during the hols
dun confuse me anymore.

daddy went for eye surgery today
apparently there was a small metal bit stuck in it
thats why it was so swollen
now its still uber swollen and he looks so tired
im so scared.
i ve never seen daddy so vulnerable before
and i dunt like this.

Mrs lee is so nice(:
i noe my presentation sucked
but she said she likes my pronounciation(:
hehe and she s so cute(:
fav tr of the yr(:
makes me work hard for GP luh(:
haha total randomness.

im bringing WILSON 2ml(:
play w kia(:
yAYNESS(:

and congrats kia and tommy NO CS(:
finally hur.
haha and sadness to hongern xiuwei wanpeng and jitneng

haha nigel s a terrorist-cum-biohazard!
stay away from us!!!

Sunday, May 20, 2007 ©~jUn²珺☆

HONGERN ROCKS!

DONE!!!

mUaha!!!

im currently seeing stars
pls dun do gp presentation when ur alr giddy
wah major star seeing...
(do u want to watch the meteor rain w me? haha)

spent the entire day on this.
since this morning 8
and yesterday a few hours
dying.
and i think its hopeless
dunno what im writing le
and dunno how im going to present.

but anw A HUGE THANKS TO HONGERN!

for digging out his sec4 ss textboOk to help me find stats!!!(:
cuz i gave mine away
and i seriously needed some stats on the welfare state.
den weiwen and amanda both threw theirs away
weiteng didnt even take ss
AHH HONGERN ROCKS(:
(i bet it toOk super long to dig out right from underneath his mountain of papers)
YAY(:

im so giddy now im going to faint...

©~jUn²珺☆

the MODERATE EMBARRASSMENT

ice kachang makes u better(:
yi du gong du(:

yesterday mummy asked me out on the pretext of watching my brothers weiqi comp
cuz apparently he was winning
(not bad luh he won 2 out of 5 or sth liddat)
but actually is take me to orchard to buy my new bag(:
totally alleviated my bad moOd(:
tho the giddiness was still there...
kao on mummy s shlder on the mrt(:
so nice(:
bot the MODERATE EMBARRESSMENT!
ORANGE ONE(:
i wanted the purple one but my mummy say purple den my bro cant carry
~~um i was going to let him carry?~~ heh
um he cant carry purple meh? got guys WEARING purple can?!
hMm anw its ex but nice(:
its a laptop bag but i think its cute(:
the smallest laptop bag they have(:

ORANGE(: goes w my shoe(:

PURPLE is nicer right:'(

The Moderate Embarrassment
Oh dear, oh deary me, oh yes, oh no, okay – you need to put that thing away, yes, hmmm, it’s soooo ugly – You carried that for nine months, baby? Ooohh…

oh and bot new stationary yesterday(:
so v happy(:
so had a moOd to mug but was still having headache so
heh still nv mug(:

settled!
kia is coming my house nxt monday for slpover(:
:)TALK*GAT*EAT*WATCHMOVIES(:

whennnn are we watching blades of glory?

haha im so high now that im better(:

but im still doing the stupid gp presentation
on qualities of great political leaders
KILL ME i dunlikedunlike to do presentations...
stage fright:'(

anw daddy s eye is swolleN!
super big and scary:'(
plsplspls rmbr to go see doctor before u go work k!:'(

Saturday, May 19, 2007 ©~jUn²珺☆

人心的脆弱

我不明白为什么人那么有能力，
征服了全世界，
内心却仍然那么的脆弱
一点小事，就能让她泪流心碎，悲痛欲绝。
即使铁石了心肠，
仍然会感到心中隐隐作痛，
眼角泛着滚烫的泪水。

我怎么这么不争气？
一点点小事就痛哭一场
一点点小事就自闭一整天

已经够了
我不想在为别人而哭泣，
而要为自己而活
说是容易，做时难啊。

命里有时终须有,命里无时莫强求

人情相见不如初多少贤艮在困途
锦上添花天下有雪中送炭世间无
时来易得金千两运去难赊酒半壶
堪叹眼前亲戚友谁人肯济急时无

(this is to kia(: LOVES cuz ur the 雪中送炭 one i can depend on(: )

万世由天莫强求何须苦苦用机谋
饱三餐饭常知足得一帆风便可收
生事事生何日了害人人害几时休
冤家宜解不宜结各自回身看后头
very true.
how i wish i can really put this into actions.
BLEAH

知足歌

人生尽是福，惟人不知足；
思量肩担苦，步行便是福；
思量走路苦，骑驴便是福；
思量饥寒苦，饱暖便是福；
思量疾病苦，健康便是福；
思量露宿苦，藏头便是福；
思量荒乱苦，平安便是福；
思量无业苦，佣工便是福；
人生能几时，不要不知足！

©~jUn²珺☆

你为什么要看医生？

how do you respond to that.
i didnt even try.
just let her scold.
i dun understand why i get scolded cuz i want to go see a doctor

©~jUn²珺☆

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY

CYNTHIA/ YUANYUAN!!!

stupid ppl dun slp and send stupid smses
to others who so nicely wish them happy birthday at 0000 hours
hMph WHO is pretty luh. lol.

i was telling yuting yesterday
my lives revolves ard
1.going to sch
2.going for training
3.studying for tests
but thats going to CHANGE
first im going to shop for my new bag(:
den there s slpover to loOk forward to(:
cuz kiamianmiann has spidey 3(:
den uh there s trng camp to loOk forward to??? -_-
def. sadness. plus its stayover
means that muscle aches will be compounded by the fact that u slpt on the cold hard floOr

kiamian...
sigh im sad...
THAT DOES IT IM GOING TO HAVE AMNESIA
and FORGETFORGETFORGET all those stupid things.

拿了我的给我送回来
吃了我的给我吐出来
闪闪红星里面的记载变成此时对白
欠了我的给我补回来
偷了我的给我交出来
你我好像划拳般恋爱每次都是猜……

ugh i also caught the flu virus.
wow surrounding u w sick ppl really works.

Friday, May 18, 2007 ©~jUn²珺☆

im sweet(:

um today had boring lessons
and im supposed to do "qualities of a great political leader"
for gp presentation on monday
someone pls kill me...
whatthe?! how to do?:'(
sadnessss.

wanted to go run at the cardio roOm in SALT ctr
w pings
but stupid the cardio roOm wasnt open
so we ran to kap instead
the whole way it was sweltering hot
and i was melting and dying:'(
sigh. my stamina is deproving...

anw the fact that h3 lecture test 2 is exactly one week away
just hit me.
well seriously hit me.
BAM and im dead.
one week to study that whole stack?
esp chromatography and gel electrophorosis
(cuz i ponned the lecture heh) sigh.
dies.

today during lunch
a bee kept flying at me and mare
we ll try to shoO it away
den after that cont coming back u noe!
thru out lunch!
i swear i hvnt eaten yong tau foO at such a speed in a v long time:'(
hMm we must be really sweet(:
haha im super traumatised
all nigel s fault
remind me of bees yesterday
den today they come and traumatise me
i was like zoOming towards jas in an attempt to run away from THE BEE:'(
get away from me!!!:'(
luckily no cockroach._.

i just read something
i think that im really quite depressed now...
um its like i realise its suddenly just nothingness
nothing at all.
sigh. all those daydreams.
i want to swinggg

i want to cut hair!!!
RAWR
满头三千烦恼丝
剪不断理还乱
烦死了！

Thursday, May 17, 2007 ©~jUn²珺☆

ShO SWEET(:

OOOOOOOOOOOH i forgot to blog abt sth!
um yesterday after trng
we were walking down the slope to go home
den we saw this guy picking saga seeds into a plastic bag
everyone was like AWWWWWW
whos the lucky girl luh!
so sweet right!!!
the girl must be (:(:(:
i noe i ll be :D he bu long zui de neh.

anw i dun sound bimbo do i?
hMm

anw the shirt sir gave?
is size 44
den i thot okay what
cuz sir says jingfang wears 40
den i happily went home to try.
uh...
the armhole reaches out like 5 cm from each side of me...
like supposed to be for someone 1.5 times as wide as me
really thanks uh
i realise that size 44 is XL?!
like?!?! i dun wear that size!
so big how to wear:'(

©~jUn²珺☆

NOW SHOWING!

BLADES OF GLORY!(:

yayyayyay go watch(:
so cute can(:

and THE RETURN OF THE KAHPOH(:
cuz jac came back to sch today(:
LOVELOVELOVE!
hehe and i had a lunch partner today
and a after sch partner today(:
misses her!!!

morning we just stood down there and let ppl
"oOgle" at her lol
she was kind of a spectacle(:
must get well soOn!(:
she was like a public exhibit luh
me pings xinyi chenhui tommy auntie zuojin weiwen all came to take a loOk at the return of the froggie(:
(why she nv come yesterday haha we were doing FROGJUMPS(: )

today was a tiring day!!!
reach sch and bong down to slp le
and last night i also didnt study for math
just slp.
plus i had weird dreams
dreamful slps are tiring:'(
(haha derived from "dreamless sleep is resting")

den during the 2nd break went to talk to kia for awhile.
hMm while i was in the canteen w pings
den i got a phone call and i instinctively thot it was kia
haah in the end it was jac calling me
but kia came to find me in the canteen HAHA
and i noe the reason.
so expected luH!
hehe funny kia(:

spent time being stupid w xinyi pings jac and mare
tho mare was happily falling aslp again
lol...
throw it out the window(:
i think judoka s are dumb
throwing ard makes us lose our brains
BLACKIE 1 AND BLACKIE 2!(: haha
peijin and pings oOps.

ponned econs remedial again
haha like
"uh if she asks, we re both sick k"
"hurryhurryhurry she s loOking away lets siam from the side doOr" *fumbles*
"say last weEk we went for competition training den this week sick k"
haha and we went for trng(:
we re so guai(:
guai-o peop-o(:

sir gave us the standard chartered marathon shirt!!!(:
tho i think its super big,
w armholes down to dunno where
and the shirt is so short that i think its going to end somewhere near my belly button
but THX(: and its such a nice blue(:
(why dont these shirts come in purple? hMph)

sadddd
yuchao tried to throw me
den overhead
and i zhammed my head and my left shlder
i hate 2 lines!:'(

boOhoO!
*SMILE(:*

muscle ache grows into a muscle chicken!(:
-BEAMS- ^^

Wednesday, May 16, 2007 ©~jUn²珺☆

its a VBALL DAY(:

today s a VBALL day(:
the whole day i was whining
"iwanttogovballiwanttogovball"
to everyone who asked me going for vball or trng
haha cuz uncle decreed that we shld go for trng:'(
haha in the end we still went
(: i scream for VBALL(:

they re so zhai luh(:
OOOOOOOOOOOH~~~ SHA!!!!!!

LOVES kailing s spike!
its like SUPER STRAIGHT
and SUPER FAST!(:
and number 2 toO!
but number 7 oRh.
aiyo me and pings were talking abt her
cuz she made mistakes in the comp
from last yr to this yr
and nearly cost them to lose last yr luh!:'(
hMm nvm
anw CONGRATS TO VBALL GIRLS(:
and i saw jerry toO(:
so cute. careful ur knees luh(:

xianwei and jack are lame ppl
but pro at math!
lend me some brains for math!:'(

i realise i always hv this uncontrollable urge to grin
happens to alot of other ppl toO
when they talk about some ppl or sth
like everytime i see kia den she ll give me that smile
and i noe what she s thinking of
i think i give her that grin toO._.
SMILESMILESMILE to myself(:

trng was okay luh
but got trashed:'(
sadness im deproving
howhowhowhowhow
oh and pt was uh...
great
i foresee that 2ml we ll all hv muscle ache
cuz we did starjumps today!
i HEART starjumps! (likereal)
bleah. and it hurts to breathe:'(
sadness

aft trng we played spastic games(:
like blow the tissue over the net (belt)
haha all we did was to end up in giggles-_-

ppl dun fall sick!
get well soOn!
haha and dun puke!

this song is full of 豪气

江湖笑

江湖笑恩怨了
人过招笑藏刀
红尘笑笑寂寥
心太高到不了
明月照路迢迢
人会老心不老
爱不到放不掉
忘不了你的好
看似花非花雾非雾
滔滔江水留不住
一身嚎情壮志铁傲骨
原来英雄是孤独
江湖笑爱逍遥
琴豁萧酒来倒
仰天笑全忘了
潇酒如风轻飘飘
爱或恨都不要

KAWAII WABBIT(:

haha and this baby is uber cute(:

Tuesday, May 15, 2007 ©~jUn²珺☆

BLADES OF GLORY

CAN WE GO WATCH!?

pwetty-pls-w-a-cherry-on-top? :D

©~jUn²珺☆

AWESOME

its been an AWESOME week
not a day passing without me wondering
why the hell am i emo-ing so much.
UGHRAWRGRRW/E sigh

pe was fun(:
played captains ball
i hv no idea why i cant jump hMph and i kept missing the ball
but its zhai to watch liane/fred/hongern/melvin (grudgingly) play
especially frederick luh he jump like super high to catch the ball!
and melvin haha played a foOl and entertained all of us.

hmm essentially slpt thru all the lessons again
dun understand electrochem:'(
how to do tutorial???
and math test is on thursday:'(
sadness dunno how to do integration:'(

aft sch shizhen came(:
haha so long nv see her and she changed abit haha.
majoring in bio and studying psychology leh zhai(:
den was talking to gou shi & xiaoming & hanyan jiejie & jane
so miss the feeling of talking and crapping with them(:
haha not in the same class den
v hard to see each other ard sch toO:'(
haha shizhen is well missed by everyone(:

me pings and kia also spent alot of time crapping
and laughing at muggers
like liMUG kiamUG
thoMUGMUG
MUGrilyn siMUG MUG rong (lol ultimate mugger)
haha so funny
we were just laughing out heads off(:

h3 had brilliant news for us
if we dunt pass e nxt lecture test
or dun get at least D for bt2,
we most likely hv to drop h3.
nice one.
when we hv alr forked out 150 for the paper.
hMph veh smart luh.

im an abused kid!
i hv an orhceh family!
some visible places
and some not-so-visible places:'(
STOP KICKING ME:'(

AHHHHHHH
im spending toO much time drawing
and toO little time studying!:'(
sighhhhhhhh.
and im SO JEALOUS
and SO PISSED
grr. i know.

seriously need something to cheer me up.
bestfriend!
i want my icecream!:'(

Monday, May 14, 2007 ©~jUn²珺☆

sadness

RAWR

horrigible.

sigh today s a sadsadsad day
haiz...
i also dunno what to say.
if im doing something thats making myself miserable
i shld stop right?
but how to stop?
if its so easy i wont be so miserable now.
like. sadness.

mare is sick!
fever still come sch uh.
twopid!
hMm rest well k!
tonight must slp early...
like uh...
NOW(:

chem test was okay luh
just think that i hv loads of careless mistakes i shldnt have made
(i think)
but its okay(:
considering i wasnt studying the night before
and was drawing something until 11+ 12 oclock.
and i noe kiamian is laughing at what im drawing.
its CUTE okay.

ECONS WAS CANCELLED!
cant tell u how happy we ALL were at that piece of news
we may have to make up
but having one day without her is SUCH goOd news that it totally made up for it(:
LOVES.

went for weights and den trng.
before trng i was totally into a zen moment
singing songs (i think i was emo-ing)
while amanda kept laughing when she saw me
hMph what s wrong with you
its NOT FUNNY
and so to you pings xiaohui xinyi WEIWEN huiming peijin!
RAWR. dun like!

trng was okay luh.
didnt play shi-ai today(:
hehe(:
oh and during shi-ai must think first before saying stuff
me and xiaohui and xinyi all
lag.
den call out
"jiayou velden" instead of uncle
and "jiayou thomas" instead of tommy
lol. xiaohui was commenting
so bu xi guan call him thomas.
nodnodnod agreE.

bleah my coOkies got devoured by the evil hungry duo
namely peijin and huiming.
hMph. eat luh eat luh.
hMph. leave like one piece for my teammates uh. win liao loRh.

OH WE RE WATCHING VOLLEYBALL ON WEDNESDAY!!!
HEARTS(: loves volleyball!
JIAYOU ZHANGMA KAILING!

kiamian and tommy are funny haha.
so cute luh. u shld hear abt what they talk abt lol.

kia says:
why is the world so weird?
make everyone jealous of someone else.
me: NODNODNOD
why cant u make EVERYONE happy?
sadsadsad.

FLYAWAY
这一次是我自己为自己下的决定
很小心你说慢慢来别怕来不及
如果我还有一点点不安或者迟疑
我不会对你的反应那么好奇
多远啊其实也很不愿意
其实也不想回忆
谁没等到错过了流星
我们啊交集在这意外的假期
一定那里见过你一定曾经梦见你
fly away 无穷无尽是你深邃的眼睛
看着你就可以让我茫茫人海里感到安定
fly away 当我不顾一切无止尽追寻
有一个人有一颗心才仅默默之中在那里
这一次连我自己都说我毫不怀疑
爱上你终于我发现我还有勇气
唯一我觉得遗憾的是我不够自信
不了解你说了一些话的用意
几乎是所有时间在想你
快乐之后是压抑
有没有过这样的呼吸
幸福啊只要一个眼神的交集
我们拥抱着自己我们渴望着相遇
fly away 无穷无尽是你深邃的眼睛
看着你就可以让我茫茫人海里感到安定
fly away 当我不顾一切无止尽追寻
有一个人有一颗心早已经默默之中在那里
fly away 当我不顾一切无止尽追寻
是你的人是你的心日日夜夜陪我在这里

MUMMY S DAY(:

HAPPY MUMMY s DAY!

(: thank you mummy

for all these years(:

MUACKS

super-smoOchy-smacking-kiss(:

and we had great foOd for dinner(:

mummy-made cuz daddy s working.

bleah. my dad had to choOse today to get busy

and my bro had to choOse today to have a fever-_-

horrible.

but the foOd is NICE(: i ate like 8(: omg

oh and mummy says during june hols

cuz daddy might be going back to dalian

we might go back to visit for a week?

Oo really really really cuz my grandma 70th birthday(:

oOh and mummy says most likely it ll be when they go taiwan

hMm but i ll miss out on trng? dunno nv even confirm yet.

anw... PAIN

and its where EVERYONE has an injury:'(

WHY did i wait for my dad to bring me to the doc luh.

just suddenly become busy and got no time to bring me

plus the clinic is closed!:'( on sundays

anyway today s theme is PURPLE!(:

oOh purple snake skin loOkalike(: im a lil snake(:

PURPLE BEAR OMG i never knew there were PURPLE bears much less purple bears in this hue omg. SO PURPLE! HEARTS

pwetty pwetty coral~~~

OOOOOOOOOH the PURPLE tree of life(:

squirrel(: heh. guchi guchi coO(:

k i think im mad.

woO(:

HEYHEY ITS

3 MONTHS TO

A VERY SPECIAL DAY(:

guess which(:

©~jUn²珺☆

MUMMYs DAYs CoOKIE! (: RAWR

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to weiteng(:
and granny(:
and meixuan(:
sry weiteng didnt go out w u all cuz i wanted to go see doc
in the end my daddy not at home._.
still must wait until later he come back._.

oh
today s trng was horrible.
dun even bother asking
and xiaohui got injured again:'(
sigh patpat* k
and dun sad abt other things
im sure it ll be fine(:

so went jurong east
tried to find something to make for mother s day(:
wanted to make a gigantic coOkie/cake(:
but in the end all the receipes were v chim:'(
haha so bot betty crockers oatmeal choc chip coOkie
and white choc chips(:
plus i considered my daddy s high cholesterol levels
so i used magarine w no cholesterol instead of butter(:
im a filial daughter(:

stayed at the rink
and watched ppl ice skate
chao shuang to skate
i want to learn!

den i wanted to make a gigantic heart shaped coOkie
but in the end once it went into the microwave
it started EXPANDING rapidly
den it became round:'(
sadness. but its okay(:
its still nice!!!
den i made a 2nd one
it WAS 5 small coOkies
den after baking it GREW into the shape of one BIG one
den aft that i added white choc chips to deco the coOkie(:
yayness(:
who wants!(:

oh i still hv one big pack of white choc chips
and one big coOkie
so what shld i bring for aft trng on monday(:
heh.

so nice right! i used left hand to stir all the magarine and the egg tog!(: uber pretty luh
ahh(: happy MUMMY DAY(: MUMMYs DAYs CoOKIE!(: im a coOkie monster! RAWR YUMYUMYUM
proud production from JUN(:
:D smile bigbig
XD hehe. so cute
HEARTS HEARTS HEARTS you(:
STARRY STARRY night(:
^^ oOh so cute luh. small eyes(: hehe
:) BIG SMILE for MAJUN OKAY(:
yup this is the 2nd coOkie(: so nice right. i bu she de cut up le:'( how._.

why do you have to put me down liddat?
not as if i do that to you
i always try to humour you and what do i get in return?
just because ur better in somethings dusent mean u understand how everything works.
think abt what someone else might feel when u slight her.

i cut up the big coOkie:'(
sadness its ruined!
but must cut cuz need to keep:'(