Music,my rainbow

Wednesday, May 31, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

haha today went to sch to hand in travel declaration form and SKATE w pings=D mUaha. den i saw berber mugging there. omg. mugGeR! haha. anyway skating. hMm. throw face loh. i fell b4 we even left the sch. haha. go down slope, den realised got ledge in front, den fell. haha. oops. anyway i scraped my elbow v lightly, den knees got skinned== again. my daddy s toking abt buying knee guards for me. sobs. anyway, we skated along duchess ave.=D v nice to skate. yay. haha. shuang loh. i luv skating=D

haha den we went westmall to eat! food glorious food=D haha. nice nice soup~~~ *drools* haha and window shop ard=D i LIEK TT GREEN CROWN RING! omg. so nice=D haha. but ex too hMm. nvm=D

den went my house to mUg! haha mug bio mug bio mug bio. haha in the end she managed to mug carbo and i mug the intro to genetics stack of notes=D sense of accomplishment. yay. den we surfed friendster and blogs tog=D random random us=D and looked at random pics. of. haha. oops. we also had a stuff toys fight. yay=D haha. all my stuff toys were involved in it. hoho. and becuz of tt i was hyper. to everything tt pings said. hoho. even dessert. hoho. and i suanned back by toking abt desert n her. HOHO i bet xinyi understands wad i mean=D beams.

RAHH wads w dessert!? hMm. dessert is hen hao chi. haha. tts all i hv to say. tho i do luv sweet stuffs=D haha><>

haha had weird hairstyles thingy. hoho=D i tied pings hair in weird ways. haha. shall upload the pics another day=D hoho...

now tt pings has had a taste of my daddy s lameness. haha now she ll understand how cum im so lame=D yay...

hMm. i wonder how it is tt relationships btw ppl are so fragile. i dunno. by being friends with someone, means tt u hv to place ur trust in him/her. how can sumthing so insignificant crush ur trust in tt someone? i wld reali wonder at the sanity of the ppl involved if tts the case. haha. sry im being so random.

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HAHAHAHA. katrina fits the bill for both * and the desert. HAHAHA!!! laffs until cannot make it. hoho there s no denying it le. mUaha. yay and she s right nxt to me as i type this. =D i feel a great sense of accomplishment for successful matchmaking. mUaha. FITS! REALI ALL FITS. Muaha. im going mad. hahahaha. pings is giving me the -_- face. HAHAHA. laffs.

ohyay. i win. there is a basis. ohyay=D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Tuesday, May 30, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

oh yay. huge sense of accomplishment.=D

1) i filed up ALL my notes on ALL my subjs so tt i can START mugging for blocks (which means tt i hvnt started yet.) but hey at least i arranged them such tt its easier for me to study=D
2) i cleaned my skates and i managed to stuff dem into the teambag! so 2ml bring dun hv to carry plastic bag== I WAN THE BAG TO HOLD SKATES DE! rahh. i shall shop for one soOn. when i hv money== which is not very soon anyway.

yay.

somehow i hv the feeling tt. tt. aiya. i dunno. haha. sensitivity working up again. haha. sorry.

hMm. wun see u=( sadsadsad. haha.

WHO is the jingo guy who noes me budden i dunno de. hMm?!

loLlipOps! mUaha.

and weird ppl hv been asking me stuff on friendster== sianded.

i wan to play. not study. tho im not studying anyway. rahh.

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yaytrngagaintoday.iamsotired.haha.

haha we did the newaza-loser-stay-thingamabob. omg. fight until can die. everytime fight this oso got ppl cry one. i rmbr playing until cry w xiaohui. SIAN laRh. this time is emma and andrea. sigh.

aft trng, we went CORO== ke ai ji again. i honestly dun see wad is so KE AI abt the ji loh. lOl. hMm. haha but we had a fun time laming. MIXED MAKI HAO CHI! and we suaned each other=D yay. PINGS! DESERT LEH! and XINYI! haha. the person cannot say here. cuz no code name. haha and wads w me and dessert. hMm. i dun even noe him laRh. and oso hor. why did i start the stoopid dessert thing. hMph. end up wo shou zui you mei you. hMm. but still must say. reali sounds liek dessert!.. mUaha.

xinyi and her fann wong hor. tsktsk. tsktsktsk aRh. haha i think even the *** i was toking abt oso cannot tk over her loh. hahaha.

ohyay. NOW i finally understand tt day on the mrt, wad xinyi and pings were toking abt le== zomg. wad the leaning tower of pisa and the eiffel tower of paris== sian diao. u all so random and lame laRH. tsktsk. haha tho i heard my daddy say wanna go up the eiffel tower v ex de... hMm.

on the way home, on the bus, i saw one person SKATING past! ZOMG! SKATING. haha. ok ok im reali obsessed these few days, esp since aft ice skating. hoho. but 2ML IS A VEH FINE DAY! haha cuz ME & PINGS GG SKATING~!!!!! haha we hv to go sch and hand in travel declaration form, so might as well SKATE! hahahaha. yay. sho hairpee=D hMm hope tt the bball court is open. if not we ll hv to skate along bukittimahroad. hMm. haha. maybe we shld skate towards venezia or island creamery=D BIG GRIN!

drinking one whole litre of fruit tree fresh peach and apple now. SHIOK! i luv PEACH, LYCHEE, MANGO, PEAR! esp the pink peach. omg. melts. hahaha. oops.

yayyayyayyayyayyayyayyayyay. SKATING!!!

Monday, May 29, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

haha. did the test huiming sent to me this morning.

apparently i place emphasis on stuff in this order:
1.family (horse)
2.pride (tiger)
3.love (sheep)
4.career (cow)
5.money (pig)

haha. den im loyal apparently, den my partners gonna be wilful and my enemy is dirty(== im sry. i was supposed to describe rats==) er skip the nxt qn and i said my life is peaceful=D haha.

the think of a person impt to u and link the colours one. haha. haha. yay *blush* ur name ended up in the correct place=D and even u ended up in the "my twin soul" position. YAY. hahaha. and apparently u ll be the one i consider my TRUE FRIEND. *ku xiao* if liddat. i wun hv a true friend anymore in the future. HAHA.

ok enuff of tt. i went for trng=D haha

pt was NOT tiring=D yay. haha we ran 2.5 rds ard ny den went to ny carpark cuz sheltered. hMm. den we did shuttle run, carry on back, carry on front, sprinting, running steps, star jumps, situps, twistings, fingers n wrists. i realise tt my shlder/arm alredi quite badly injured. hMm. cuz do wrists tt time, do until abt 50 onli, den my shlders start to ache n pain in warning le. OUCH.=( sad. ohwells. haha but pt seriously wasnt tiring for me and xiao hui leh. aft pt we were still bouncing ard and ran abit back to the dojo leh. hMm.

haha den dojo trng. hMm. rahh. maam said huiming v good. zam my head. thx nia. now i hv a head splitting headache. REALI. and my gastric prob. RAHH when is it going AWAY?! RAHH. painpainpain. im SO weak. sick of being weak. im so disgusted w myself for crying in the dojo. ok i din just flood the dojo, but tears just started flowing. man im weak. grr. disgusted.

walking towards busstop den i think i saw qian n weiyi n yushi. den i stare. den they nv see me. tsktsk. yan jing all so small. haha. i dun blame u all=D yay. i got bigger eyes=D BLINK! WINK!

aft trng we went to kap! haha cuz my daddy not home, den i hv to get my own dinner anyway. hMm. luckily we went kap. cuz we saw SEVEN NINE THERE! i MISSED MY DARLING CLASSMATES! haha

amanda weiwen jeana jenny edward melvin hongern xiuwei were there=D haha. den they were doing weird things. liek melvin the first thing he said to me was "we were here for TWO hours" den he showed me 3 fingers. den everyone laffed== den hongern was liek "majun raise ur left hand!" den he raised right hand== ??? haha. but i missed my class alot=( haha. but weiwen hongern they all all say they nv miss me=( 79 din miss me=( i shall go sad now. haha. apparently got a lot of stuff. liek amanda kena qi fu ed by everyone. den edwards specs kena squashed w the tent. the ~~guys~~ gays nv do a lot of stuff den made the girls do a lot of extra work and made the girls v pissed off. liek hongern is noob cuz he cant tell left from right. liek the instructor. haha. and everyone is sunburnt. except jeana n jenny. hoho cuz they xi guan le. everyone else, esp melvin had liek 2 splashes of red across their cheeks. haha i missed amanda too! yay. now ur back! and pings back too! yay.

hMm. haha xiuwei showing me a stoopid hard gay video== zomg. HIP SAY! euw. HOOO

haha i sent lots of chain emails. cuz v nice! haha gaoyueqiu is liek spamming me w chain mails laRH. i got lek 4 from her? just within 15 mins. haha. coOl. read and smile ok=D

haha. the disgusting video is disgusting me out. euw.

oh and milubing is not bad! haha. sings better den the other bands. haha. hongern not bad loh. lol.

gay and net fusion== zomg. i cant stand this anymore. LAFFS!

haha wanna go skating w me?! i WAN!

oops. and sir mentioned u today. hMm. jiayou ba. =D im sure u can do it!

haha. amanda shldnt be scared of the 1m long fish. haha. cuz we were saying. if she stuck her head under water, and shouted "BA" at the fishes, the fishes will SWIM for their lives. hahaha. oops. hahaha. laffs.

Sunday, May 28, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

OMG. wenling says she s gonna postpone her holiday so tt she can come and watch our finals! OMG! I <3>

haha 好爱你 oRh!

and. on a side note. i noe. 一定是甜的.

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today had the comp. went there EARLY in the morn to see the xiao meimeis. sigh. not just the xiaomeimeis. even the da meimeis oso got prob loh. tsktsk...

firstly got ppl come late. den dun wanna hurry when everyone alredi finished warming up, and ur still at the busstop. i honestly dun understand. i ran all the way down to fetch u, and u dun hurry?! wth.

den got ppl who dun bother to come, and dun bother to tell others. having church is NOT a valid reason? i mean the comp has been planned since how long ago? u could hv TOLD US?! and faith oso has to go church. not as if ur the onli christian here. wth. and thx for the attitude when i called sia. _*)(#)(@#%)&

rahh. den sir was giving the chou lian cuz got ppl nv come, got ppl late. GRR. hmph. den he ask me to play summore. in xiaohuis place. i m liek. o_o NO! im still down w gastric prob=( omg. xia si wo le. phew.

hmm today s performance. hmm.
madeline not bad. can tweak ur osoto a bit more and it ll work fine=D keep up the good work.
jiemin oso quite good. haha. just tt u all too xiao zhi. haha and improve on ur pulling. =D jiayou! haha zhongning must be so proud of his meimei.
cheryl. wah. nv expected u to be so loud. haha. but she has the qi shi. as in the aura. good=D yay. haha and good job on winning the snr. must jiayou.
nicolea. dun try the same thing over and over again. can try others. and careful abt ur balance.
lukwern. yao xiao xin aRh. lost to jr. yao jiayou neh!
yanghan. dun chiong all the way, v easy to fly. be more wen3.
to all the others: jiayou and buck up ok. shu le ye bu yao hui xin. jiayou and come back nxt time=D and u ll do us all proud.

haha saw a bit of the guys bout while waiting for huiming. hmm. wanpeng quite poor thing. the guy he played w kept smashing his face against the ground laRh. me and melissa were liek o_o his forehead is entirely red cuz of abrasion from the mats... den i think the dojo 2 white position feng shui bu hao loh. there was a girl before tt who had a nosebleed and den she bled all over her gi. den wanpeng oso exactly the same thing. nose bleed. feng shui bu hao. tsktsk. haha and den the referees had to double as cleaners to clean up the floor. everyone was scrambling ard for tissue. tsktsk. tk care. first comp jiu zhe yang. aiyoyo.

haha i oso saw other ppl playing liek yongkeong n jitneng. but huiming was hurrying me off. den we ventured into the rain. haha. clever me tot tt the hwachong drive thru gate would be open. so we trekked all the way there. den. guess wad. ohwowitwasclosed. den we had to walk back to the main gate to go out. (the slope there) and i managed to keep my darling bag dry by carrying it the backpack way and wearing my jacket over it. =D yay. and huiming, i so do NOT look liek a tortoise. hMph.

my slippers were liek squeaking the whole way. hMm quacking tortoise. =P

went westmall in the end to eat lunch. hmm. tang hao he! yay. nice nice food.

now home. slacking. haha not going to look for team shirt cuz all my teammates not gg. dun wanna extra liek again.

i dun get it. why am i ALWAYS extra. sigh.

OOH pings! i bot sth VVVVVV nice for u! im sure u ll liek it=D yay. come back sooN! miss ya!

i wanna going roller skating. but its raining. pout. WHINES.

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haha does it sound familiar? MIAOW.

Saturday, May 27, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

oh yay. me and peijin decides to go skating nxt fri at east coast park or sth. haha. PINGS~ GO! hahaha=D yay. coOl loh.

i so guai loh. went for trng. den in the end got scolded by my mummy and auntie== hMm.

my mummy nv buy belt and bag for me yet. she told me she bot me a blanket== er. i wan a BAG and BELT and SHIRT! not blankie==

haha me and peijin went MNG! mUaha. i LUV mango! haha and lychee too=D mUaha. yay bot a white mango shirt=D happy!

er. 2ml i think im gg for the ~~stupid~~ comp. oops. u dint see tt. but. aRh. i think i shld go and tk care of the xiao mei meis who r hving their first comp. ohwells. i can bring notes and mug there i think. hMm. at least huiming is there den. hMm. *totful look* rah. xiaohui and xinyi all not gg. den snrs oso not gg. i cry. crycrycry. ohwells.

shld i go skating later. mUaha. GRIN!

Friday, May 26, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

tts all there is to say. isnt it. haha. wad did i expect man.

ooh. 5 wheeler=D coOl! nice nice. but design liek weird. haha but still coOl=D

er. a two wheeler. a bit chou. haha. and a bit bu wen. haha but still coOl=D

SKATE COOKIES! I WAN TO LEARN HOW TO MAKE! omG.

WAH. dream skates man. ORANGE!

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yay i WUV pings testimonial to me=D yay. coOl loh. haha.

sad cuz. u noe.

haha.

and my big bruise is. PAIN! sob. chip. in. ice. pain. in. the. ass.

skate. more. so. i. can. be. more. pro. den. idiots. liek. hongern. n. *. aRh.

thx hongern. i tot y u were being so nice. turns out come and suan me onli. thx nia. bish.

skate. more. haha i liek velden s personal nick. speed blading. OMG. i LUV tt.

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oh YaY! skate.

swish swash zoom~

i SO want to cont skating. but my ankle hurts after 4 hours=( sad. i could hv played more. budden onli until 530=( saD! sob.

i wanna go for lessons there. but its liek 180 for 5 X .5 hour lessons=( onli 2.5 hours leh. sigh. =( hMm. but i reali wanna learn how to turn 180, stop and backward skate.

now i can wobbly skate backwards a bit. den turn 180 a bit risky, might fall down if i din grab all the fences in time, and stop is not reali complete stop== rahh. stoopid hongern was showing off tt he can. and he kept scraping ice=P

hMm. i hv a phobia! of the metal bar! omgomgomg. the little kiddies. den i kept tripping over dem laRH. i did one breakfall over tt. den nearli tripped a second time. den aft tt, i landed face first and banged my hip bone, cuz i flew over a chip in the ice== zomg. i was liek FLY den fall._. ouch. OUCH! zomg. i was liek wet THRU! rahh..

todays ice HEN HAO HUA! OMGOMGOMG. it was liek zOoM! hahaha... cuz watery, den v hua=D *drools* haha i can go fast! yay. coOl!

i wan to buy the coOl skates. omg. haha. excessive use of omg s here. oops. miaow=D im sure u ll get wad i mean.=D

haha not gg fac camp=D yay. i bet my class will miss me ALOT~! haha. yay. ok. i hope so den. wadeva.

i dun wanna stay where im extra. not good for my ego. haha. lOl.

haha ppl ask me y i gastric prob still go skate.
my ans: unless i cannot get out of bed, i will go skating loh. lOl.

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oh yay. i just wasted 2 hours at the poly clinic. ok i din reali waste. but ya u noe. wait until sian liao. but i got 2 days mc. hMm.

shld i go for fac camp?

hMm most prob i wun go. haha den i can go sir s judo comp and laff at xiaohui. oops. jk. haha. yay...

maybe can go shopping 2ml? haha i shall yue yuxing or sth=D yay=D

hMm the doc s hands v cold. den she press press my tummy, den even more pain now cuz leng leng de== sian. haha. but she quite cute=D haha.

i wan to go mango. i wan to go shopping. i wan a new bag. i wan shirt. i wan~~~

Thursday, May 25, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

omg. i just spammed testimonials on friendster. cuz i got nth to do. i spamMed 14 testimonials within 1 sitting. omg. omg. omg. im amazed at my ability to crap. omg.

haha plus the 2 the last night, its 16 within 2 days.

omg. im ZHAI!

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haha was on friendster just now cuz CHAO bored. den i searched for ppl w interest in skating=D SKATING!OMG ok. sry. haha den i realised tt all the ppl w skating in their interest, got liek okok. i shall give an example:

interests: skating, pool, skating, swimming, skating, slping, skating.

or

interests: skating, inline skating, speed skating, ice skating

omg. hard core skaters. mUaha. dots.

fUn!

i oso wan! haha

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oh yay me and my daddy roCk! mUaha. we re able to coOk=D edible food at least. but quite nice loh. seriously =D yay... we rock=D

haha.

yay bring me to the doctor's.

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back from ice skating! mUaha. i LUV the place. omgomgomg. haha...

jas was complaining tt it s boring. but i beg to differ. i mean. just the feeling of swish swash and u zoom over the ice is THRILLING! i mean u dun hv to hv liek scenery to look at or sth. just feeling urself glide over the ice is enuff to keep me entertained and HAPPY=D yay... skated for ard 2.5 hours onli?! =( sad. aiya. 2ml i shall not leave early=D yay skate dao shuang cai shuo=D haha...

xiuwei is completely noob at skating tho... jack and jas okok and hongern quite pro.=P bish.

i wan to learn how to BRAKE! omg. i wan wan wan. sigh. was trying to make hongern teach me. den in then end both of us dunno how to. i noe shld be sth liek skid and turn. budden shuo de rong yi, zuo de nan. den i kept banging into the sides.=( sad. I WAN TO LEARN OMG. SUMONE TEACH ME!=(

stomach ache. sigh. looks liek i seriously dunneed to go for fac camp le. ohwells. i can go cheer xiaohui on in sir s judo comp den=D mUaha. ohyay. or maybe be time keeper=D coOl! haha.

i realise im super amazed w the capitalisation of some alphabets in some words. liek zoOm and coOl and mUaha=D yay. mUaha.

YaY. my daddy not going overseas on the 30th le. yay. smile=D

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oh yay=D skated for half an hour... haha surviving 4 hrs at least of ice skating later=D sHo haPpY~! mUaha.

RAHH im so pissed at the road. liek SO MANY branches. i kept tripping=( sob. nearly fell thousands of times, and had once butt-touch-ground. ahwells. =D still fun haha. oops im obsessed=D

oh no... stomach ache. TONG!!!! rahh. *grits teeth* but its liek gastric cramps liddat, but i tried eating, drinking hot milo, and even hugged a hot water bottle for 1 hour. but nth reali works. to think abt it, just now skating tt time dun hv. haha finish skating, den nothing to interest me le, jiu you kai shi tong le. sob.

haha ohyay. if liddat cont to pain, den i dun hv to go for fac camp! oops did i say yay. er. nope. i meant. er. OHNO! im going to be SO devastated tt i cant go. do u believe me? mUaha. oops.

pain. pain. pain.

oh and i wonder how it went. hMm. shld i poke?

ICESKATING! mUaha.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

i lUv LYCHEE!!!

mUaha

好吃!好吃!好吃!好吃!好吃!好吃!好吃!好吃!好吃!好吃!好吃!好吃!好吃!

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happy. sad. happy. sad. RAHH.

v v happy cuz i bot the black sketch book! mUaha. a sketch book w black drawing block pgs... NICE NICE! im gg to write diary there=D in white=D hei zhi bai zi=D yay... but it cost me 6.65=( and plus the white pen== er. ya a bit broke now...

den aft tt come home, sad. i tot i put my contacts in the case le. den in the end i think it got stuck out. den. lost the left one. SAD omgomgomg. sad.sad.sad. sigh. ohwells. wad can i do. me and my daddy were liek peering at the bathroom floor=( sad..

ICE SKATING 2ML!!! OMGOMGOMG. happy=D yay...

happy cuz. sth else.

sad cuz. sth else.

ah wells life s a mess. =P

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oh yay i reached home at 1230=D mUaha.

today the talk was interesting! the adrian guy s a CHARISMATIC SPEAKER! charming guy laRH. i mean he has all the qualities of the charismatic speaker: humourous, but when he tells jokes, he can keep a straight face (adorable! i laffed until ~~=D), can grab the attention of the audience (frederick was complaining tt he cant write his essay cuz keep laffing). haha cool loh. imagine if phys we had him as a lecturer. edward n xiuwei wun drop le loh. haha=D

den aft tt went for the sc tok. == onli got me jack jas ed xiuwei hongern go for the sc one laRh. everyone else went for philo. den before the talk even started, jac jas and ed ran off to ed s house== din even tell us, JUUSSST chiong out of the lt. den leave us 3 there to stone. well he was quite interesting on his tok on the mudskippers and stuffs but i was falling aslp. haha cuz i was bored and noone entertain me...=( sad.... haha...

den went for ice skating briefing=D haha the mr lau damn lame laRh. the lt cold enuff, den he lame abit more.. den i was liek shivering le... tsktsk... dunno how to take care of students.

haha i think i daoed kelvin. i saw him waving from the corner of my eye, but when i realised, den i turned the corner le... oops. sry=(

haha happy trng sia=D i m at home le=D

tk care.

我很心碎。U shld noe why.

Tuesday, May 23, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

yesterday dint hv time to blog. haha reached home at 1030. so must say a LOT now=D

haha. yay peer counselling! useFUL! mUaha. now can use! yay. me and xinyu and yihui will shou fei for our counsellings! mUaha. jk laRh.=D

thing s i learnt from this sabBs:
-dun trust yongkeong to bid.
-xinyu can snore during lesson.
-yihui and xinyu can slp sitting down within 1 min.
-the trainers got weird games to play.
-the trainers give nice nice sweets=D mUaha.
ok jk... not these but:
=correct body language
=ur role as a peer helper
=ways to ask qns to understand better
=ways to show tt u care

=D i feel liek i reali learnt sth useful during this module=D haha. and i went for U. be touched. be molested=D haha. jkjk laRh went for the experience and i feel tt this is quite important in the future loh. its liek a life long skill=D

last night go and eat dinner w daddy s friend. sigh. 2 hours of them toking. STONE. they were toking ship tok. den i stone. haha den sms xiaohui hor. she give me WEIRD smses loh. so e xin. tok abt her darling mare liek dunno wad. *shudder* some other ppl say reply my msg le, but i received nothing loh. dao me. kns. hMph. wah my daddy order the food hor. abit ex. ended up the bill 400 bucks for 8 ppl. eat the food liek not v nice, but is all seafood anyway. dunno. hMm. bu zhi de. maybe i can convince him to buy my phone. haha add 200 bucks to the 400 and u can buy my dream phone le!=D yay

today trng. first PT in 3 weeks. omg. dieded. sigh. we did quite little things. but seemed much tougher. sigh. i dun dare to tell my daddy i injured my arm again. sigh. luckily my mummy not in singapore. if not she noe i injured my arm the 3rd time in 1 mth, she ll make me quit. ohwells. the 4th time for my left shlder. which makes it equal to the times in my right shlder. ohwowhowfun. == rAh.

haha. ate a BLUE lollipop! i LUV blue lollipops.=D i luv ALL grafitti lollipops=D haha and jiangyue says she bot a pack of grafitti lollipops! BRIBE! mUaha. cuz i noe sth! mUaha. ok i shldnt say=D yay confidentiality=D see? i learnt sth from peer counselling! mUaha. yay i luv jiangyue=D maybe she giving me cuz i gave her sth better tt time: the BIG kiss... mUaha. im SHEER.

haha i see u! i saw u! din expect to see U! omg. sry. haha. oops. a bit hyper now=D

get well soon! mUaha. xiaohui shld stop getting eaten up by mosquitoes.=P haha shoo shoo the mosquitoes=D

ICESKATING! mUaha. i shld go pract skating 2ml so tt i can dun throw face on thurs and fri!=P

i wanna go out and buy BAG! but xiaohui cannot. den pings got lesson=( sad. ohnvm. =P i shall go aft sat maybe=D

sob. my daddy going overseas for business on 30th for a few days. i ll be ALL ALONE AT HOME!=( so scared. anyone wans to come and live w me?!?!?!?! plsplspls. scared of the dark (ok not a lot, but aBEET) mUaha. zhangma? pings? haha

Sunday, May 21, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

me and daddy went shopping... haha... he asked me wad fruit i wan to eat. den i said "appo" (translation: apple... sry laRh. i was in the act cute mood ok) den in the end, we ended up buying 15 apples. omg. lives off apples for the rest of the week.

haha me and daddy cook ing u noe. i cook the rice. den daddy fry veg. he was liek. i noe how loh. just dunk the veg in add oil, den u stir fry laRh. *dubious look from me*

mUaha. bot hair ties and EAR STUDS! muaha. saw sth tt SCREAMED qiwen laRh. a shirt w a BIG crown on it... SO qiwen right. *79 nods*

yay. food. soon i hope><

haha my hair is tied in the way when i was young. 2 on top and the rest of the hair down. i feel liek im 5 again=D tong xin wei min. ohhoo~~

©~jUn²珺☆

i think gg out soon. shopping for groceries ( i dun liek. but mummy not at home. so me and daddy HV to go. unless we wan to eat bian dang everyday==) and den for stationary again. i used THREE stacks of foolscap within one and a half months. omg. im scary.

GPP! sigh. mug gpp mug gpp mug gpp.

yay my daddy say he go pei wo watch da vince code=D muaha. i fan him until he gave in=D

yay i shld go practise my big-eyed-innocent-look-from-under-eye-lashes- look. so tt i can convince my parents to buy stuff for me=D muaha.

©~jUn²珺☆

holidays are liek HOW packed?!

22nd- 23rd may: peer counselling w xinyu and yihui!
24th may: crappy toks. hMm. maybe can find ppl go watch da vinci code. PINGS AMANDA XINYI XIAOHUIIIII
25th- 26th may: ice skating! w jack jas hongern xiuwei yuting!=D
27th-29th may: apollo fac camp! i luv 79!
30th may: CIP help w p4 camp.
1st june: phys extra lesson (starts at 10)
5th june: yuxing birthday! must find a way to celebrate w her... hmM weiteng berber~~~ ideas?
7th- 9th june: class chalet! i TOLD U I LUV 79!
10th june: mingxi birthday! haha i still rmbr after so many yrs ok!
11th june: mummy and bro coming back! PRESENTS! MEMEMEMEME!
12th june: cheresa birthday! yay my darling lets go out! still nv take neoprints b4=(
14th june: econs lecture and gp lesson (starts at 800)
16th june: liane birthday
20th june: jas birthday! enthuCLASSmovementVPRES! i luv my vpres! and bio tute. (1000)
21st june: DADDY BIRTHDAY!!! DADDY!!! HEARTS><
25th june: amanda n nic birthday! yay darling teammate n snr=D sheng ri kuai le neh!
26th june: start of sch and block tests== omgomgomg. econs gp phys math chem bio. sigh.

muaha. i just learnt how to fold a shirt nice nice within 3 steps! omg. my daddy is liek how PRO!

yay im happy being enthuCLASSmovementPRES! and tog w VPRES jas and FOUNDER hongern we can make class chalets and outings more fun w OUR PRESENCE! ohmy. my skin is liek how thick. muaha.

©~jUn²珺☆

HOME SWEET HOME><

sent my mummy and bro and grandpa off le. den i flooded changi airport. ahwells. i noe daddy was sad too. and he was putting up a brave front for me. but. haiz. they are going home...

last night watched like mike. fav movie! haha. esp the last part. flooded my own house. cuz of the "we re going home"...

everyone shld hv a home to go to. somewhere we can fall back on.

家是我们的避风港。

so where exactly is my home? the singapore one now? the paternal grandpa house? the maternal grandparents house? in china? i dunno. but i do know tt. there is somewhere i do belong. home. even if i dun belong anywhere else. and tts a comfort.

bye bye mummy and bro until u come back on the 11th. and bye bye grandpa. until the nxt time i go back=D tk care. and im missing u all alreadi. =(

HOME

Saturday, May 20, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

地球不会因为我而转动，时间不会因为我而停留，世界不会因为我而改变。

sigh. my mummy bro and grandpa leaving 2mlo for china. den leave me and daddy at home. im sry daddy tt u hv to stay and pei wo. tho u reali dun need to. RAHH i wanna go back. cries. its been so long since i ve seen my cousins. i mean. everyone else has liek loads of friends to be ard, church mates, cousins. i. dun even see my cousins once in 4 years?! i mean. the last time i saw them they were how much shorter. now i hear both my little cousins my height le. she s 169 and he s 170+ le. sigh. i dun even recognise his voice anymore. and she has grown so much in my absence. i feel liek a stranger to them. and my aunts and uncles. sigh. i reali wanna see dem. my daddy still has chances liek during his working trips. but all i hv are outdated fotos. im sad. sigh.

2ml morning send them off at ard 7+ den my daddy say bring me to the beach to skate=D muaha. quality daddy-daughter time=D muaha.

i ll miss my mummy and bro. and grandpa too. i wonder when i ll see him again. hmM.

and i ll hv a great time w my daddy! oh yay. i noe how to use the rice cooker and the washing machine now. ><

I WAN SONY ERICSSON W900i!!!

and i gave my mummy a shopping list of things to buy for me. muaha=D

©~jUn²珺☆

Did you know that when you envy someone, it's because you really like that person?

Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weaklings and most susceptible?

v v true. tried tested and true.

Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need some one to protect them?

Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are : I love you,Sorry and help me? The people who say these are that actually need them or really feel them, and are the ones you really need to treasure, because they have said them.

Did you know that people who occupy themselves by keeping others company or helping others are the ones that actually need your company and help?

Did you know that those who dress in red are more confidence in themselves?

Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?

Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?

Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?

Did you know that those who need more of you are those that not mention it to you?

Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it in the face?

Did you know that what is most difficult for you to say or do is much more valuable than anything that is valuable that you can buy with money?

Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?

Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.

But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself , if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned of, and you know that you can help, you'll see that it will be returned in two folds.

DID YOU KNOW THAT YOU COULD ALWAYS COUNT ON ME???... AT THE MOMENT, TIME AND PLACE THAT YOU NEED ME, CALL ME, I WILL BE THERE WITH YOU !!!!!

©~jUn²珺☆

If I could catch a rainbow

I would do it just for you

And share with you its beauty

On the days you're feeling blue

If I could build a mountain

You could call your very own

A place to find serenity

A place to be alone

If I could take your troubles

I would toss them in the sea

But all these things

I'm finding are impossible for me

I cannot build a mountain

Or catch a rainbow fair

But let me be what I know best

A friend that's always there

This is a Hug Certificate!!

©~jUn²珺☆

oh yay=D haha my mummy s friend say i becum chioer=D muaha. muaha. *lian hong*

LeaP today. haha. first we read seventeen=D muaha. w jas. den at 930, we decided to go for a "toilet trip" and we ended up going to coronation. we being me and jas at first, den add hongern and melvin. den aft 2 trips to coronation, we went back. and realised tt there was a break! omg. at 1030. den everyone ponned aft tt cuz they were showing a disney movie. pity. i wanted to watch. but they wanted to go for class lunch. so off we trooped. 9 of us. me jas amanda liane qiwen hongern melvin xiuwei frederick to ke ai ji. (coro AGAIN) and den edward met us there. yup. drank tasteless and bitter milk tea. yuck. i think uncle forgot to add sugar or sth. euw. bad bad. den bad bad us were gossiping cuz the guys were toking abt CS (no not cynthia sunarko and not corrective service, but counter strike). den we were interupted by the guys who obviously oso wanted to noe abt the gossips. and we had a LOUD convo abt... er sum ppl. ya. den aft tt, when we were leaving, we realised tt there were 2 ppl sitting near us, who OBVIOUSLY KNEW THE PPL WE WERE TOKING ABT! omg. freaked out. RAHH...

haha we were leaving. den. we realised. omg. edward biked here from home O_O. zai. i din even noe he knew how to cycle. muaha. haha oops.

on the way back to sch, saw eh the entire judo team going for lunch. ME AND AMANDA HAD LEAP. WE DID NOT PON TRNG. GRR. =(

ah fine. fight. ur leaving 2ml. and u hv to choose today to scream at all of us? fine. give u a chance to. i shldnt cry over these things anymore. its just dehydration for me and irritation to u. not as if u know how many times i ve cried.

haha pings. i told u so. I TOLD U. it was not poss tt it was on purpose. and no reason for her to find me. guess who s correct. me. haha the first sms made my heart skip a few beats in happiness. and the last one made me WANT to stop my heart from beating at all. aww. too bad. but i guess u dun even noe. haha. u at least hv SOMEONE.

peercounselling. i can now try out on more ppl. maybe they ll cover a little abt self counselling. muaha.

i wish im sick. i wish im dying. i wish im dead.

Friday, May 19, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

OH YES! BBALL WINS! HWACHONG IS GOING TO DOMINATE ANY SPORTS HELD IN TOAPAYOH SPORTS HALL. and we re going to make sure tt it stays tt way...

haha we ponned math and econs lect legally loh. we told the trs we supporting bball. den got makeup for econs=D i dun mind=D i luv econs=D haha...

the toapayoh sports hall is liek how hot. i sweat until WET THRU. omg. SCREAMS! zaizaizai. i oso wanna be zai=D

称霸！

haha i saw shizhen and zhuo jing. i was liek. sit down. turn. stun. they were liek smiling back at me spastically. haha. den i smile back spastically. muaha. so cute=D den aft the match, we chiong fast fast out. but i saw cynthia=D haha they were liek giving away awards. den i was liek looking for her liek mad. den suddenly, everyone parted. and i saw. oops. guess someone dint grow much vertically=D muaha. CONGRATS~ TO ALL WINNERS=D

den me and pings went to cold storage. muaha. and OOHed and AHHed over all the stuffs there again. liek on wed. den i had a call from xinyi. we tot tt she was at toapayoh. den i tot we said we ll meet her. den we waited. and den i saw YUXING BEKWAY and TONG. muaha. yay. so cool=D i think their friend quite sad tho. we were liek ALL toking den he stone. haha i guess its becuz he dusen come from ny. muaha. imagine if he did o_o HAHA

haha MORE grafitti lollipops=D muaha.

den went mos. drink vanilla milkshake peach tea and crap w pings=D haha on the way we saw liek HOW MANY PPL?! swamped laRh. hmm.

den in the end. xinyi nv meant to come to toapayoh. serious communication failure.== ah wells.

haha me and pings shopped=D yay new laces for me! red and another one is white w pink stars=D and pings bot a choker=D red and black=D red is the new in colour=D ohhoo...

i guess. it was just a mistake u din mean to make. tho it did made my heart skip a beat. but i guess. haha. its quite obvious its a mistake right. why wld u do tt? u hvnt done sth liddat since 2039723409814?! haha. ohwells. i can onli hope. haha. im SO optimistic. in a pessimist way. haha. ironic.

haha. maybe im just sad. cuz. cuz. of u loh. haha. U. uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. U!

Thursday, May 18, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left.

Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat." Vanity answered
Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh....Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love too, but he was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her!

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come Love, I will take you." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that he even forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went his own way.

Love realizing how much he owed the elder and asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who helped me?" "It was Time," Knowledge answered. "Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?" Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because, only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."

OMG SO SWEET!!!

©~jUn²珺☆

oh yay. 2ml watch bball! if i can get ppl to pon w me=( PON! muaha. cool. but the girls match before the guys match. sigh. ohwadeva.

haha titration. muaha. laffs.

I SAW U TODAY! ><

and WEIWEIAN! HUGHUGHUGHUGHUG!

edward just dropped phys. SO jealous. GRAH.

PINGS! lets go for er ren shi jie aft bball match=D yay

i must mug phys. i must mug phys. i must mug phys. NOW

xiaohui said: im not a mugger.
majun: yes u r. u r a full mugger. ur either mugging studies or mugging mare. mugging as in kidnapping mare.
xiaohui: i do NOT mug mare. is she zi yuan de!
O_O stunned majun.

muaha. i shall not diu their face further. but suffice to know tt they are quite sticky and sweet. muaha

ICE SKATING! HEARTS!

we re liek doing cancer for bio now.
tr: did you know anyone who had cancer?
me: yes
tr: did u see someone in the last stages of cancer?
me: yes
haha if she had asked did u hv someone dear die of cancer. did u watch her die. i would hv answered yes too. haha.
and believe me. its not a pretty sight. and not a good feeling.
i lost 2. two.
i wan to be a doc. so i can be at the front lines fighting w cancer. to save lives. to help ppl. to help ppl liek me keep their luved ones.
im sHure u miss her too. dun look so sad. and alone. u hv us.

u tk care too. dun think too much.=D thing s ll be fine. u said u kan kai le. but r u sHure. v sHure? haha. jiayou=D

Wednesday, May 17, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

ms quek is leaving=( and todays the last "lesson" she s having w our class=( sigh. we ll all miss her... and she s so SWEET! give us BIG BIG jigsaw and personalised msges=D

YAY saBbS! muaha. peer counselling and ICE SKATING!!! muaha. yay peer counselling is slack=D 830 to 330 onli=D yay den the wednesday is until 12 onli. but the ice skating is liek 130 to 730?! i mean who will choose this kind of weird timing aRh. disgusting. hmph. onli liek 6 hours of skating laRH. might as well 1000 to 630...=( den can skate longer. and play more. and end earlier. ah nvm. i live so near. muaha=D shuang liao=D yay... sigh if i had known shld hv gone for inline. they 9 to 5 loh. so much longer=( jealous!=(

rahh.

watched vball match! EXCITING! omg. great loh. they played 5 exciting sets! muaha. screamed until i nearly died. KAILIN!!! OMGOMGOMG she ROCKS! so zai! i luv her spikes! STRAIGHT sia=D and then five full sets leh! omg. scream until. high until. toapayoh sports hall so cold, and i was SWEATING liek mad laRh. hmph==

no voice now. CROAK!

if last time, i had chosen vball,
it would be me playing
and u all cheering for me
and me fighting for the championship title.
but if i had chosen vball,
i wouldnt hv met all my beluved teammates.
i wldnt have had so many NICE memories=D
so all in all. i dun regret. not choosing vball and choosing judo=D
i LUV all my teammates to bits! BITS!

this saturday... LeaP again. 8 to 12. ALL of us zhong laRh. den all cannot go for trng=( RAHH. sad case. rah. ohwells.

bot MORE GRAFITTI LOLLIPOPS! muaha. and stoopid pings. who were u toking abt. SCARED. FREAKED. TELL ME.

sigh.

tk care and get well soon=D
tk care and hope she ll get well soon=D and thx for ur ADVICE><
eat more lozenges ok=D if not cannot scream again=D
jiayou for bio spa 2ml! =D i must too=D
read. im sHure u noe which one is for u=D

Tuesday, May 16, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

boo today investiger... RAHH boring 3 hours... ohwells.

spent the time at the BACK BACK BACK BACK of the audi.. hMph... got ppl slping, listening to mp3/playstation, and even play bridge! LOL. but most ppl were studying econs by the light of their hps=D muaha stoopid they all off all the lights=( saddened. arh wells. i think my myopia just increased by at least 100=(=(=(

den phys== mock spa. er ok laRh. shld be passable?! hope so. ohwells.

MUG for econs again. muaha. we all mug=D MUGGY 79!

test started at 510 laRh. and ended at 535. sigh. den came out to find darling pings n xinyi!

going for famine camp! yay. detox experience! muaha. gogogogogo! batch 12 darlings are going! yay cool loh.

broke. must pay 20 bucks class fund for chalets=( ohwells. chalet is fun!

i saw u coming. and i siam. im sry. but its kinda reflex. haha. i WONDER why._.

saw sir._. omg. i saw den i ran the other way to warn amanda. den we were liek o_o. den we okok dun wan to meet him. den turn. O_O. saw him. oMg. ohwells. destined... muaha...

i was eating blue grafitti lollipop. den when leaving, i take things den said bye to anthony. den he o_o u got blue mouth. den i was liek er. i noe. muaha=D yay cool right!

I LUV GRAFITTI LOLLIPOP!

Monday, May 15, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

ohwells.todayisadepressingday.sigh.

flunked bio and chem and math and phys. onli can rely on econs now. which is not tt reliable. ohwells. dies.

haha during trng, i gave jiangyue a BIG FAT SMACKING KISS! not as if i meant to but... u noe... i was liek doing newaza randori w her, den she move too near. den MUACK loh. muaha. oops. im sry who whoever tt jifan person is=D muaha.

heard hc bball girls lost... hmm nvm weiteng! we still luv you and must jiayou for 3rd ok!

休息是为了走更远的路.

so 输了，是为了以后的赢赛. yi ding yao jia you orH!

and cynthia. heard raffles got into finals for bball. must jiayou! haha later we form another cynthia fan club for 24 hours. finals on ur birthday leH! must jia you and WIN ok! yay.

who isnt depressed. muaha. ah wells. if i went, u probably would hv been indifferent liek u ve always been. haha. haha. haha.

fine. wadeva. selfish.

u. werent?

Sunday, May 14, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

hmm today quite boring. slacked at home and studied. din reali study much anyway. hmm

oops-a-daisy. haha just now was skating. den my grandpa was outside exercising den he saw me. haha den he was trying to teach me a new way of turning... den i turn turn turn... den do v nice ones. den my neighbours walked past, den oops-a-daisy. i did a perfect breakfall. RAHH. fell on my left butt, plus hand got breakfall leh (luckily got wear wrist guard) muaha. dieded of humiliation...

©~jUn²珺☆

HAPPY MOTHER S DAY!

i lurve my MUMMY! <3 muacks="D

and happy ma de s day to zhang ma! haha i luv u too!

Saturday, May 13, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

omg. now u sound liek him. FREAK OUT. faint.

©~jUn²珺☆

MUAHA.

p.s guess wad im feeling now.

haha and ppl TAG!

©~jUn²珺☆

muaha. today fun! muaha.

went skating! den went too fast down a slope. and i banged into the pillar== sigh. a BIT pain. onli. ohwells. the repercussions of skating wun keep me away! MUACKS!

den went for spans trng=D yay. so hyper today! haha kept jumping ard and poking xiaohui! muaha. and we saw yina! muaha she nv change in features at all! but became more mature and serious le=D haha. so long nv see! muaha. den randori. slacked=D yay played w peijin den she kept chou-jin-ing everytime i did harai/taiotosh... hmph. muaha. den sir made me play w this guy... yellow belter. OMG he is liek SO SKINNY! he s liek edward laRh. den i dun dare to do much loh. =(=(=( den i throw him so many times i felt v bad. sry laRh. den i tried to let him throw. but. er. sry laRH. u a bit too tall. den v hard to throw me too... oops. and SRY i kneeled on ur hand=( SRY...

aft trng we went MOS! muaha. i LUV the strawberry milkshake! SHAKE! muaha. oops. and guess wad. mare came to look for... ME! (anybudi who believed tt shld just DIE. tts so IMPOSS.) haha she came for her xiaohui laRh. muaha.

yay den went home, bathed SOOPER fast den go out again. for dinner=D at the seafood restaurant. muaha.

heels. no matter WAD height are still heels. sigh. i wore a 1 CM heel out laRH. and nearli vaulted off the steps== dotdotdot. muaha. nowonder my mummy din wan to buy the 3 inch GORGEOUS heels i saw tt day. muaha. luckily or else i wld hv broken a few bones=

muaha. and another tip. DUN wear hipster skirt to dinner. i felt liek i was bao-ing guang when i sat down laRH. kept consciously pulling up my skirt. sigh.

and i was JINGLING liek a bell or sth. cuz my shoes clop-clop. den my earrings jingle-jingle. den my skirt the chain clank-clank. i felt liek the garang guni laRH. sigh. rahh.

PRAWN! muaha. i ate SEVEN prawns tonight. SHIOK!!! yay... how cool loh... and the last one i was experimenting with the using fork and knife and peeling prawn skills. er. i spent 5 mins on one prawn. my mummy was liek. i wun ever order prawns. muaha.

mine and my daddy s convo went liddat:
me: got ppl 姓"好"leh.
daddy: huh then they v 幸福, 因为做经理,是"好"经理, 做总统是"好"总统.
me:<哈哈>
daddy:姓"副"的就惨了,做经理也是"副"经理, 不是正经理,做总统也是"副"总统...
me:<继续笑>

muaha. now u see where my lameness comes from. muaha. my daddy is so cute! <3

ooh and i felt weird eating sparerib w fork and knife.. haha. cuz apparently u were supposed to eat it tt way... hmm

yay happy mother s day mummy=D luv and thx for all tt u hv done for me.
washed my clothes.
cooked LOADS of yummy things for me.
keeping my room livable when it starts to resemble a pigsty.
luving me=D
mummy, wo ai ni!

and mummy oso v cute. tu-bu-la-sch. and niao-bu-sheng-dan. muaha. i bet onli ppl liek xiuwei/liyou/xiaomeng can understand wad im toking abt. muaha.

mummy leaving w bro soon. im gg to miss them before they even leave. tho i live in a 5 room flat, but if all the ppl leave, then the house so empty=( den i sad sad. sob. mummy must come back soon ok= i ll miss u *lower lip quivers*

sigh. my grandpa leaving singapore soon too. this one year trip. sigh. he s getting on years. almost 79 le. tho he s still v healthy. =D yay. good. but. i wonder. ohwells. i shld not worry so much...

i still rmbr tt year. on the car. lying in the backseat. looking at the moon and listening to cheng li de yue guang and thinking about my maternal grandma and grandpa going back to china. and wondering if i ll get to see them again. i guess its all the same. u dunno how long some one ll be there for u.

i guess. all we can do, is treasure wad we hv.

i treasure U.

GPP! rahh.

©~jUn²珺☆

Jun, your crush is the Class Clown

Seriously forks. Only a guy with a great sense of humor stands a chance of making it as your fun-loving sweetie. Going back-to-school doesn't have to be a bland and boring time. With a funny and cute guy to crush on, things will definitely put a smile on your face.Even when attending mandatory student assemblies and classes that last for days, you're a girl with an active mind and funny bone. Thankfully, your new crush should liven up even the dullest of moments. Maybe he's cracking jokes in History class, writing witty pieces for the newspaper, or hamming it up in the lunchroom. Wherever you find him, you'll be in for an entertaining school year!

=_=
ohwells. wadcanisay. ibeturlaffing.

Friday, May 12, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

its funny how i always get well again, soon after things. but as i said before there is a ball bouncing theory, which goes as follows:

as a ball falls, and hits the ground, it will bounce up due to the conversion of energy giving it KE. it falls from a certain ht. but when it bounces back up, it wun go to its original ht anymore. this time, it onli reaches a ht below the original one and this repeats, until the ball is stationary on the grd.

this means tt. everytime i pick myself up, im rebounding. and there s bound to be a day, where i wun find anymore energy to *bounce* back and i ll just sink into depression; staying stationary where i am. muaha. i bet everyone s waiting to see tt day. all i can do is try my best to bounce back after every strike u aim at me.

cry.

©~jUn²珺☆

im so sick of pretending. i shld just hv an extreme case of pretendence: pretend tt i dun exist. tt ll be liek quite easy, seeing liek how im so easily ignored. fine. wadeva.
i shldnt care. i dunno why do i care so much abt anything anymore. i mean. does it reali matter to me if ppl dun care? i ve gone thru these things again and again. i ve cried over it again and again. i mean. if im there for myself jiu hao le. i shld nt need other ppl to care.
but i do. and tt s my killer weakness. haha. shoot me.
i ve cried so many tears abt this i think i made a great effort in providing water for NEWwater and promoted the rise in sealevels. muaha. wadeva.
i shld hv known tt deep inside, its each for themselves. and nobudi reali cares tt much abt anyone else. maybe its just me being too emotional and sensitive.
but i feel tt the world shldnt be liek this. we r all interdependent. dependent on each other for warmth and care and concern. it shldnt be a cold world where we retreat into our own shells for comfort. there shld be ppl who care. maybe im just the unlucky fella who wasnt there and thus din get my share when they were giving out friends. haha. aww. sho shad.
oh. classchalet. does it reali matter so much to me? i wonder.

©~jUn²珺☆

rahh. i win!=D muaha. i ate half a bowl of laksa + mutton curry. den i drank sarsi to wash it down. and 1 red grafitti lollipop=D muaha. w my croaky throat no less=D yay...

haha
im so irritated by disgusting ppl who dun noe their place and dun noe when ppl irritate of dem. liek tt family i saw. EUW. rahh. tt woman is a definite ***** and i dun scold ppl *****es. she just plonked her daughter s baby carriage into the chair at kopitiam. and stood there and STARED at the family finishing their food, trying to make dem disappear faster laRh. i was liek damn pissed off. den she ask her daughter to go sit nxt to the woman on the bench. den she herself PLONKED herself into the free seat and CONTINUED to stare. im liek RAHH... KAN BU XIA QU LE! rahh. but they got the seat in the end. den after tt, when they were finishing (cuz my bro eat v slow, we were still there) a couple was standing nearby waiting for dem to finish cuz no more seats le... den she just sat there TALKING away to her daughter. CRAP laRh. she stare at ppl to get the seat, den when others need the seat, she just act liek she needs it. ohwadeva. i shall not get so worked up becuz of disgusting ppl. RAHH.

oh and how cum i dinnoe jurong point library moved away? hmm... im getting slow... haha. oops.

RAHH so many tests! faint. majun dying. and i nv reali study yet. except for bio. reading thru now. OHNO. faints.

bleagh.

dont leave without me.

sigh. while my classmates hv lessons, im croaking at home.

RAHH. stoopid. scream too much for apollo liao~~~ but APOLLO DOUBLE CHAMP!!! YAYYAYYAYYAY. so my croak is worth it=D muaha. =D ZAI!!!

haha. happy lessons guys. miss u all~~~

croaks.

rahh. sicksicksick.

muaha today v fun! saw LOADS of ppl! yay=D sho happy!

yay today spent 1 hr eating grafitti lollipops and crapping w pings at the brokeback corner=D sho farn! yay and math i think i did ok laRh. at least not a 0.

becuz of darling weiteng s birthday celebrations, i waited in school from 0200 to 0730 for her to end trng== OMG. SO tiring to wait laRh...

aft sch i walked chuaxinyi, cheeyang and xiaohui out to take bus cuz there was NOONE at class bench... den aft tt, stoopid xiuwei REFUSED to pei wo wait for yuxing to come... ONLI 45 MINS LARH. bleagh.

den stone at class bench until yuxing came... sigh...

OH if anyone has heart problem, pls do NOT walk w qiwen to the toilet. she SCREAMED and COWERED on the floor for 1 FULL minute cuz 1 drop of dirty water dripped on her head== i was lik O_O wow.

we bot ORANGE BBALL SLIPPERS! stuffy toyey slippers=D muaha... so CUTE!!! spent a lot of money tho~~~ broke... sob...

den while we waited, yuxing mugged and i stoned. sigh. she became a mugger and i became a stoner... SIGH...

haha if they got wang fu shi, me and yuxing would hv become wang teng shi=D look at weiteng stone=D muaha.

den shizhen and tong oso wanted to come. stone until liek 745 den they come== RAHH... haha and shizhen looks liek dong li huo che w her rebonded hair! muahamuaha!

den go home w shizhen and yuxing. and guess who i saw on the bus? victor! haha... cute loh got 1 pimple on each cheek i saw him and den ._. cuz of his pimples... haha. LAFF...

yay reached home at 840. den got scolded by my daddy=( and mummy. sigh.

rahh. this is SO brief. aiya. i shall blog another one 2ml. my daddy GLARING at me le. sigh. blogging improves my thinking. he shld understand. ohwells.

I SO SHLD NOT HV DONE TT TODAY! rah. but its over. sigh. i survived it. but I DUN WISH IT TO HAPPEN AGAIN!

RAHH!
majun got bugged too much to do this tagging thingy AGAIN for the SECOND time. ohfine. i shall do. RAHH.

INSTRUCTIONS.
1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave a comment at their blogs.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there is no need to do this AGAIN. (ERHM r u reading this?! hmph)
5. The most impt rule: have fun doing it.

nuummmber OnEE: must be taller den me
im SICK of ppl telling me becuz im tall, den i cannot find a boyfriend/husband. RAHH. im 170cm. NOT 1700cm. RAHH... there are LOADS of guys outside who are taller den 170... liek truckloadfuls! =D so haha definitely poss=D

nuummmber tWoO: someone who UNDERSTANDS and someone who will be there when i need him
must be able to understand wad im gg thru and be there w a shlder ready for me to lean on/ cry on=D

nuummmber ThreE: LAME and CRAPPY!
haha i lame, u must lame w me! i crap, den u crap w me! yay

nuummmber fOurr: someone who will be there when i need him.
no matter how busy, will still take some time out to pei pei wo=D aww sho sweet><

nuummmber FiVeE: be optimistic=D

nuummmber SiXX: show tt he cares w little things
IM A ROMANTIC!!! yay... liek how michelle used to bump me w her ss tb to make me smile (weird right... haha) and cynthia pei wo tok crap at 12 mn and kiamian pei wo crap non stop. ya. somethings liddat tt make me feel cared for and loved.

nuummmber SevEnn: dedicated to and has a passion for the things he does
MUST follow thru wad he decides on=D zhe yang de nan ren cai you mei li!

nuummmber EiIgHt: FUN!
sporty and CHEERFUL!!! yay.

<3>

saw this from wad i wrote a long time ago.
from strangers to acquaintances.
den onto friends.
den you progress onto good friends
and finally best friends.
den u think dat its the end point.
where u all will stay at from now on.
但事实往往不如我们所料:
变成好朋友后,还是可能回到原点的。
back to the starting when we were strangers,
or just mere acquaintances.

©~jUn²珺☆

RAHH IM SAD!!! i broke my DARLING skates shoelace!!! or skatelace wadever u call it... sobsobsob... RAHH

den just now skating tt time, the entire route was COVERED in branches... nearly fell down a dozen times... sob... and u noe wad i found on the route tt i always skate? the half of my skatelace=_= the last time i skated was last wed? now u noe how long the floor stays unswept. yuch.

skating and judo abt the same. must RMBR TO BALANCE FORWARD!!! omg... seriously i nearly fell becuz i balanced backwards... HMM!!! must jiayou for skating! den can apply same skills to my morote... RAHH... and skating & judo similar for me loh... both liek even tho im practising, im deproving. =(=(=(=(=( howhowhow... RAH. cannot.

i guess u guessed. and u more or less hit the correct spot. but all i can say is. ohwells.

mathmathmathmath... OMG 2ml is MATH. cries. howhowhow...

shall endeavor to make my blog a cheerier place=D

things tt made me happy today:
1) went SKATING TODAY!
2) bad hair day but NOBUDI SAW! muaha
3) listened to my mp3=D
4) ok cannot think of anymore... SAI

SMILE!
a smile is a facial expression characterized by an upward curving of the corners of the mouth and indicating pleasure, amusement, or derision. (from dic.com)
ya. and a smile on ANYONE is BEAUTIFUL~~~ haha. smiles are precious and i shall dedicate my life to bringing about more smiles to ppl=D i shall devote myself to making ppl happy and smiling=D

GIVE ME A SMILE, U &#%^%&*#)!

now i noe wad i feel.

i feel liek DNA s structure.

redundant.

i dunno wad role i play in ur life.

in everyone s life.

be myself.

wad is myself?

am i happy?

am i ok?

am i PRETENDING?

all i noe, is tt.

ur the cause of all this.

and ur not toking to me anymore.

haha.

ohwells.

its been awhile.

i miss those days.

©~jUn²珺☆

everytime im sad and cannot REALI cry out, i ll head over to the library and find a tragic story... yesterday i went. den i saw liek xinling w her boyfriend, peixuan, velden== i saw liek SO MANY PPL LARH. den i borrowed my book and went home within the hr... cuz mei xin qing to see ppl i noe...

er. on the whole. i cried abt 6 hours... 2 before dinner and 4 after dinner... er until 12mn when my mummy made me go slp. sigh... quite shuang... but a bit choked and dehydrated after the crying bout. haha but i think chose wrong book. cuz read the book even more sad. cuz even tho the boy boy v poor thing, he found the one true friend in his life. RAHH. me leH? ZILCH. ohwells.

this morning woke up with BROWN eyebags laRh: swollen red eyes+ panda eyes = BROWN eyebags o_o sigh... den contacts the whole day liek falling out liddat cuz eyes v dry. den v listless in sch oso cuz tired from the crying and reading... fell aslp during EVERY lesson, even BIO LECT! omg my first time falling aslp in BIO lect. RAHH. normally its onli tut and lab. LOL...

quite sad now. cuz today kena daoed again... was walking somewhere and caught a glimpse of u=D haha. ohwadeva. fine=P

i miss hving u ard. tt was SO long ago.

©~jUn²珺☆

haha PE! i LURV vball! to biTS! haha and
mr lee ask me IF IM FROM VBALL!!!
he say he look at me and noe i play before!!!
den he ask WHY I NV JOIN V BALL!!!
O.M.G!!! I LUV MR LEE!!! HAHAHA

den during PE i oso saw hindarto... hmm injured still go play... tsktsktsk... aiyoyo... get well soon=D i saw pheywa too!=D yay mass PE session!

haha hongern has surpassed xiuwei and became the SUPERSUPERSUPER STAR! omg. soo cool! muahaha... me LOL...

and amanda... aiyo... stellarised... "what channel?" den EVERYONE laffed at her! yay... she did another AMINAH! hoho...

ROSE TAUPOK!!! ROSE ang xiaohui! muahaha... my darling partner!

u ve lost urself amidst all the stereotypes. now ur just one of them. i feel the sadness of losing u.

who can see beneath all these pretendence. into my soul and see me for who i am. haha. wistful sia.

sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.
i ask other ppl to not be sad. andden i go and be sad myself. am i weird or not sia. sigh... SELF COUNSELLING!
pretendence does work. when nobudi realises ur sad. tt s the highest level u can reach. yupyup.
now s when nobudi can see. ya. i win. but do i derive any pleasure? nope.
its just a means of escape. from the sadness within.
bad things happen to good ppl. its not fair. its not fair tt good ppl do not get the best of life.
SHE DID NOT DESERVE TO DIE! but it was so long ago. sigh.
tears fall. as usual. and nobudi sees=D
SMILE.

©~jUn²珺☆

me.wan.to.skate.NOW.GRAHH

PURPLE SKATES! O.M.G. I WAN!!!

sob! me wan to skate... but must pia hw... sob...

my math is seriously down the drain le... howhowhow... RAHH... sigh...

haha ji xiao lan hao kan!

and we all miss wini!!! =( hope ur having FUN!

rahh. my msn is faulty.

i guess i noe wad.
oh.my.freaking.gosh.
uhhuh.
iamSOtakingthiswell.
yaright.
ibelieve.
oh.my.freaking.gosh.

euw.

rahh.

©~jUn²珺☆

watching the parent trap... er liek the 50000th time le? but it still strikes me tt fate brings ppl tog. =D even tho i noe tt its a show laRh... duh. i not stoopid... but fate is reponsible for bringing all of us tog... and im thankful for that. tho im still suan at fate for not giving me someone special: a best friend. sigh.

feels a pang when i see ppl click. cuz i dun find someone liddat. rahh..

CLICK.

catch ur wave nice=D

haha im random><

©~jUn²珺☆

went JEC... tot tt lib open... den go there== er today poll hor... den lib closed. den i sian diao~~~ rahh. den go shop ard for ideas for presents...

haha wanted to find inspiration to make sth... dunno wad thing... but aiya... still cannot find inspiration at all=( rahh...

den in the end nearly got scared to death by this voice behind me "majun"... den i stun. den i turn, eh melvin== hahaha... xia si wo... i tot who loh... phew...

too paranoid. maybe just too weirded out by you=P

haha wan peng is blur><

i want to cry. sigh. so tired. so confused. so weird. sigh. bleagh.

when i renew my smses, i am SO NOT going to burst them again... the withdrawal symptoms are horrible. =P I AM NOT GOING TO SMS A LOT. I PROMISE. I WILL NOT SMS UNLESS NECCESSARY. *signs*

©~jUn²珺☆

found tritisch tratisch polka by chopin=D yay... i rmbr the trepidation before i stepped on stage in singapore conference hall. i remember not even knowing my quartet mates beyond their names... the elder twin sisters and that older guy. and i rmbr being onli 12... JIN ZHANG! haha. but it was kinda cool to play at so pro a place=D i shall always rmbr tt=D

listening to it over and over again. but the feeling has more or less gone. things are all liddat.

we are not anti social. just tt when we go, we ll get ostroed. bleagh. and sound as if we re liek weirdo monsters who dun go for dinner. FYI we go out on our own.

©~jUn²珺☆

SERIOUSLY WEIRD!

==

©~jUn²珺☆

rahh. just so confused now.

i just want to play my piece. dun disturb my peace. ok? sigh...

cuz of ur disturbance, i lost my xinqing to play organ le. sigh.

i wan to play a sad sad piece.

crying dusen help anything. but i cant help but cry.

250th post. haha my blog has come a long way from the place where i vent all my frustrations on THAT matter. to a place where i record my daily fun and sadnesses. i luv u blog!

today... sigh... drifted thru lessons as usual. ohwells. den went for trng. haha me n pings slacked and ate brownies while they moved mats... haha we went in the end laRh. btu we need quality slack time=D haha but now we ve become more efficient cuz we ve also reverted to the one-mat-per-person technique le=D2 times more efficient=D

rahh got scolded for being v slow. sigh. not my fault that jitneng v hard to throw right== SIGH. ohwells. arm pain. cant do anything well now. i sark. rahh. xinyi take care laRh! hmph... ur zhu jiao liddat still go throw. hmph.

haha trng v hyper today... sing lyk nobudi s business=D and play a lot... i think we were being stared at. oh nvm=D we happy jiu hao=D

yay den aft trng we go KAP!=D haha dinner w pings xiaohui and xinyi=D crap time! yay gab n crap=D yay and GRAFFITTI LOLLIPOPS! happy happy majun! 4 red, 8 green, 8 blue=D muahahaha=D

xiaohui. wad u said. o.m.g. tts SO not possible. pls do not go and repeat to anyone else. i will so throw face. and its a wu ru to me loh=P

ooh and amanda / xiaohui! tell me! rahh... teammates leh... tell me laRH. cannot yao shuo bu shuo de... i v curious! rahh...

WEIRD. W.E.I.R.D. weirded out by u. ohwells.

daoed too. daoed by U. sad. sigh. ohnvm. i shall not care. =P

xue wo! hmph copy me. but nvm still CUTE! haha cuz im cute! if learn from me, den u oso CUTE! yay...

YAY. happy. but sad. all at the same time. ohwells. confused right now abt wad i shld do. sigh.

TRUST IN MY TASTE! YAY AND MY ESTIMATION ROCKS!

random: saw this on a blog... haha. judo definitions:
HCJC - the home of smart, strong and crazy judokas. also known as hwa chong junior college, HCI(hwa chong institution), "those crazy bastards!!" and most popularly as "gold medallists". see also "huang hao"
and the huanghao part:
huang hao - a scary crazy bastard. eg. " he huang hao man, can bounce after getting thrown by him."
LOL.

no trng 2ml=D can go skate! yay. hoho

selfostro-ation going on. me unconsciously became the object. ohwells. nvm.