Music,my rainbow

Sunday, April 30, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

i cant believe my mummy spent 30 over bucks on a TINY bottle of anti-pimple solution for me... its lyk ABIT ex onli... ==

haha
just now in the lift, there was lyk human puke on the floor. it STANK but me n mummy nv realise until the door closed... den we were lyk == haha den mummy was lyk: hold ur breath... den she started to do this farney expression to hold her breathe....

HAHAHA lyk pufferfish liddat... =D HAHAHA... C-U-T-E!!!!!!!

ok sry random.

©~jUn²珺☆

WHY cant ppl THINK of wad others may feel before doing sth? i mean?! wtfreak? EVERYONE is liddat. ur actions might bring hurt and pain to someone else, but u, without thinking c0mmit the crime. den in the end, if u find someone IS hurt, the only thing u can say is "IM SO SORRY, i WUN DO IT AGAIN! NXT TIME ~~~~~" i mean. wads the use man. if u can do it once, u can do it again.

promises are made to be broken right. i rmbr u saying tt.

uhhuh so u justify ur own actions in breaking ur promises to me. one by one.

fine. who am i to u man. not even a friend.

its always other ppl before me. so wad if i was there for u.

©~jUn²珺☆

rahh.

im sick of ppl telling me wad to do.

im sick of being put down.

im sick of all this.

im tired.

i dun wanna put on a face anymore.

even tho even if i dun, u oso dun see.

so wads the point.

its so tiring.

Saturday, April 29, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

RAHHH i hate my new hair=(
chao chou hao bu hao...
omgomgomg. i dunno wad e hairdresser was thinking when he cut my hair loh...
UGLY!!!
I HATE MY NEW HAIR=( =( =(
sad now.
sigh.

©~jUn²珺☆

class outing no.1=D ICEAGE!!!

PLAZA SING! w wini n ling=D

BEAMS=D nice nice jacket=D we got GOOD taste=D

COLGATE guang gao><

CHIO FOTO=D

yay=D i luv neoprints=D

©~jUn²珺☆

yesterday:
trng was~~~ sai-ish laRh. guess who injured herself again?! ohwells. so hard to throw RAHH. pain pain... sigh... den aft trng went PS to buy wini n pheywa s present=D i can only say i got GOOD taste=D yay...

this morn i woke up, den i croaked._. RAHH. cannot tok much. lost voice. still rmbr laffing at pheywa yesterday for being able to sing ah du s jian chi dao di, den this morning~~~ me even worse. sigh... felt so sick laRh. rahh. but still went out cuz today last chance to see wini before she leaves=(=(=( sigh... so long until she can come back...

rahh i stoned in sch for 2 hrs cuz i woke up too late to go for trng, den reached ny there at abt 1030, if i dun train n go in liddat, sir will gimme the bu shuang face, so might as well not go in... den stone at class bench... got jenny n jeana waiting for trng, melvin and jas doing phys proj... =D haha... was STONING lyk hell laRh... rahh... haha den the guys all finished trng... i got spotted. oops. nvm.

went PS again. cuz the jacket cannot fit wini... =D NEOPRINTS=D yay xueling came too=D haha ling ling finally got a new phone=D great=D u sure u noe how to use?! HAHAHA. i shld scan in the neos=D yay... haha den we slacked=D fen shou shi yi yi bu she... sigh when will you be back?

haha while we were in long john, we were toking. den tok abt wini not being able to come back for grad nite... cuz grad nite normally on the weekend after national day. den i check the date for her... guess what? ITS MY BURFDAY!!!!!!!!!!! *HINT* MY BURFDAY!!! YAY tt saturday is MY BURFDAY!!! yay=D hohoho

ok too high. oh btw... ppl sry i cant reply anymore smses... i busted again=( and got another 1.5 weeks until i can sms again=( sob.

am i thinking too much into tt little sentence? tt only sentence u said to me? oh nvm.

Thursday, April 27, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

rahh. i got 7/35 for phys. tts lyk the worst i had ever done in any test. ok cancel tt. i got worse for hist. RAHH. nvm. just sad now.

and sad tt after all this time, i still cant accept the fact tt u r liddat. i mean. i see thru you. ur fake. so act. i hate ppl who r fake. oh wadeva. dont act like wad u dun feel lyk. its SO visible. haha dun think i dunno wad ur trying to do. chao jian laRh. haha. maybe its subconscious, but its VEH visible. ok? stop acting.

ooh today during phys i was stoning. den TWO judo bags on ONE person walked past. den i awoke. hahaha... lyk ?_? wth? hoho. so cute. tho i dun recognise who...

before econs tt 1.5 hr was fun=D haha. i stopped being sad for lyk 1 hr while laming w classmates=D so fun=D lets do tt again!=D

went for trng. den made my shlder worse. oh wells. er. i can only say im an idiot.

shall we go 2ml?! gogogogogo...

yay on the way home, i saw this bballer holding a green jersey. den suddenly, he just lifted the shirt n covered his whole face/ head. den i heard this "CHOO". O_O hahaha... so cute=D he got the cool look, den sneeze cutely...=D haha... guys who sneeze cutely r CUTE! hohoho... whoops. but he had weird hair. >< haha="D

30 april: wini leaving for usa
04 may: chokwan
07 may: pheywa
10 may: penny
12 may: weiteng & grace
19 may: cynthia
22 may: suyi
27 may: yihui

ohwells. so going broke. but i dun mind=D

rahh...

everyone only lives for a short while, then dies for a very long time.
therefore, must live life to its fullest and dun do/ not do things tt u ll regret later. er. but i dun think i hv the guts. so~~~ haha=D

Wednesday, April 26, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

yay... ILPing... sigh... appear offline... hoho anyway nobudi online oso, so nvm=D

rahh... the design cannot find new yong... RAHH if u all wan another YONG u ll hv to look for it urself. im sticking to the old one tt i spent 5 hrs on.

hoho i luv this face=D

harlo.

daodaodaodaodao. even if u prefer toking to someone else, u shldnt dao. think of wad i feel sia.

sai.

hate being alone. oh wells.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

kopped from charlenes blog:

The iPod oracle memeInstructions: Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question. NO CHEATING.

How does the world see me?
欧若拉-张韶涵
does tt mean im special and rmbered?! yay=D

Will I have a happy life?
刺鸟-F.I.R
er not reali a v happy song... tho its full of life and vigour... so?! im going to live my life out as a bird? free? can fly?

What do my friends really think of me?
friends forever (graduation)- vitamin C
OMGOMGOMG... SO SWEET!!! serious?! ok. im SO happy now=D friends mean 101% to me! MUACKS

Do people secretly lust after me?
so sick- neyo ==
er. i noe its sick. but thx for telling me anyway==

How can I make myself happy?
catch your wave- click 5
so im supposed to tell u how i feel? know u even better? catch your wave? oh wells. relevant. but me no guts to confront ppl.

What should I do with my life?
when i'm gone- eminem
er. means? when im gone, just carry on, dun mourn, rejoice, everytime you hear the sound of my voice. does tt mean that i hv to learn life without you?

Will I ever have children?
triangle- SMAP
er... its a love song abt old lady and old man... so? the ans is no?

What is some good advice for me?
swear it again- westlife
== omg. im so NOT going to swear!!!

How will I be remembered?
save me- corrine may
er. dynamic? my fav song tho=D yay=D means i ll be remembered by sth i do tt people lyk abt me?! tts great!

What is my signature dancing song?
picante- vanessa mae
not exactly a song tho... its a violin piece... but nice nice=D yay i dun mind dancing to this=D

What do I think my current theme song is?
photograph- nickelback
uhhuh... seriously looking back at TOO many old photographs and thinking too much. definitely my theme song. sigh. i miss...

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
night flight- vanessa mae
er im a mugger? mug at night? er i do hw at night? play at night? i dunno== weirded out.

What song will play at my funeral?
lay my hands- simon webb
yay nice nice song=D simon webb has SUCH a nice voice. luv tt song, so touching. so if i leave now, would you lay your hands on me?

What type of men/women do I like?
Men:
进化论-林俊杰
wow=D cool musical guys... *tho a bit gay* with spikey hair><>
Women:
盖世英雄-王力宏
wow cool=D lyk reali special ppl who are prominent in what they do... * haha weiteng, cynthia shi ni men ma?*

What is my day going to be like?
都是你-光良
its always all abt you. ur always on my mind.

can only say. its seriously quite zun=D

©~jUn²珺☆

weiyi says judo trng VEH scary... haha... cuz looks tough and the ppl oso scary... im lyk. er ME NO SCARY=D ME CUTE N ADORABLE!!!

and chongguang said, tt its spelt VEH not vare. ok. ==

and i forgot to add. hongern is a noob. tell me i plot wrong graph after i finished the entire pract. thx sia. BISH ur nose arh.

maybe i ll get immune to being dao-ed... haha. i wait for tt day to arrive. so tt i wun be affected by u again.

©~jUn²珺☆

yay trng=D haha er RAHH... did lyk onli half the exercises... missed wheelbarrow, the running w the person thingy, and did incredibly disgusting push ups. RAHHH... but not bad leh i did 160 pushups on the faulty arm== er a bit cannot lift now tho... dinner tt time, i was lyk. eh. cannot lift chopsticks== sigh... den chiong off aft trng to go home n rest... sigh...

saw weiyi n eva=D and yanghan, xueen n peijin=D hoho

train!

hmm not as zai as i tot. oh wells. nvm.

dao me laRh. dao laRh. fine.

xin yi s leg is a zhu jiao!

and i still nv see jiang yue's jifan=(

oh wells. HW!!! a lot a lot a lot. sigh.

Monday, April 24, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

just went to see the sinseh... oh wells.

the back: doc says shld be ok since its not the spine. gave me 2 POKEs w the acupuncture needles and MASSAGE tt nearly killed me... i was lyk OUCH

the toe: doc says the joint tt part a bit weird but will get well de. den he massage... omgosh... a BIT pain onli... nearly dieded...

the SHLDER: doc says i delayed too long in coming ( fourth time liao) den he say the ligament is swollen and is a bit out of place. den he gave me another 2 POKEs with the needles and massaged it... ouchouchouchouchouchouchouchouchouchouchouchouchouchouchouch. rahh and im supposed to go back aft a few days for him to hv a look again...

now i hurt all over~~~ sigh... oh wells. hope i feel better 2ml tho... cuz got trng... din train today... looking at jiang yue n amanda, den v v v VARE guilty. sigh.

another bout of JC girls illness/injuries:
pheywa sore throat
charlene flu
jiangyue ankle
nick chee chong fun fingers
xiaohui flu
xinyi cannot walk
me ligament (arm)
left onli lyk amanda n pings liao... sigh...

2nd time in 4 mths tt all the jc girls all end up either sick or injured. can see tt too many trngs dun bring abt any good. sigh. but i dun mind trngs=D

rahrah today 2.4. came in 6th with timing 12:36. which is lyk slow. but at least i maintained all 6 rds in same speed=D av 2. sth per round=D yay first time loh. normally faster den this, but ny track leh. a bit cheater you mei you... hmm rahh so YAY 30 points full marks for NAPFA=D yay...

sighsighsighsigh. guess what. i failed math lecture test 1. surprise surprise surprise. oh wells. tt shld act like an alarm to me to make me try harder... i kinda gave up on math since sec 4 cuz not interested in what the tr is saying anymore. oh wells. i ll try.

SUPERSTAR sia.

I NOE JIANG YUE S SCANDAL!!! haha... but apparently she s gonna siam me, cuz my nickname is JI FAN!!! hahahahaha.

sensational day sia. i can onli say i sympathise w you. but i dun agree w wat u did. i mean. ya. u noe. hope u get well soon even tho i dunno u. hope it dusen set off a chain reaction tho... omg. scary sia

take care. dun get affected by what other s did. if u wanna tok can come find me ok=D dun keep to yourself=D dun just dao. =P

oh wells. what can i expect from you. i mean. tt dusen mean anything. neither does tt sms. oh wells. i guess its just not poss. cuz u were the one who. oh u noe. anyway. so. ya.

daodaodaodao. tts FINE.

©~jUn²珺☆

i cant believe u sent it to me.
thx.
reali feel like crying now.
at least u still rmbr there s someone called majun.
thx for rmbring me.
cant tell u what i really feel.
u made my MILLENIUM!
LUV YA and MISS YA all

Sunday, April 23, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

i need

a shlder to cry on
a hug
a best friend
feimao
painkillers (for my shlder n back)
rest
slp
nicenice dreams

©~jUn²珺☆

------------AUGUST BABY ---------------

outgoing personality.

takes risks.

feeds on attention.

no self control.

kind hearted.

self confident.

loud and boisterous.

VERY revengeful.

easy to get along with and talk to.

has an "every thing's peachy" attitude.

likes talking and singing.

loves music.

daydreamer.

easily distracted.

Hates not being trusted.

BIG imagination.

loves to be loved.

hates studying.

in need of "that someone".

longs for freedom.

rebellious when withheld or restricted.

lives by "no pain no gain" caring.

always a suspect.

playful.

mysterious.

"charming" or "beautiful" to everyone.

stubborn.

curious.

independent.

strong willed.

a fighter.

©~jUn²珺☆

thx for talking about that topic on the car. so what if im sensitive? any person who heard that would cry. like duh. u were toking abt me as if i wasnt there. nope. actually u were toking abt me like i wasnt supposed to be there. i mean, so what if im a girl? its a equal society out here man. haha i used to think that i was your zhang shang ming zhu, but since now you have ur hearts desire, i guess i aint of much use anymore.

ya i am sensitive. i do overreact. i do cry too much. i am a cry baby. so what? u asked for the deal, and u get the entire package. sorry i dun think they give angels.

den shopping. er so you all go there only to buy sth, den go directly home to your darling son who is ill. uhhuh. den u ask me to go because?! TO STONE? as if i dun do enuff of tt in sch. and quit saying what "脸别那么臭，你要逛的话，我们会等你的。" i mean i dun wait all the while to come out with you all so that i can shop alone? if tts the case, i might as well dun come. or wait until i can find friends to come with me. haha say i dun look happy. lyk duh?! expect me to stone while u all shop and ignore me for the better part. who WOULDNT stone? and say what er what do you want to shop for, you go larh. thx. like i told you what i wanted HOW LONG AGO and HOW MANY TIMES? do you keep in mind abt what i say at all? i guess you dont. oh well. how can i expect that of you? you are SO busy, you shldnt be made to remember all this tiny puny unimportant details like what i want, and what i do? haha.

i cant believe i actually cried all the way today. even in marina sq. i din even hv time to duck into the toilet before the floodgates opened. oh wells. tts the first time i cried out in the public. ohmigosh. im turning more and more weird. sigh.

i was quite depressed standing there and waiting for you all to finish buying stuff. den i wanted to tell someone abt what i was feeling. i wanted to find someone to tok to. den i realised. hey. ur gone. now i hv no shlder to cry on, no hugs to depend on, and no funny chain smses to look forward to. and THAT started the water fall again. SIGH.

i love you with all my heart. i can only say sorry u dun love me as much. i guess... its out of my control.

热情不再笑容勉强不来爱深埋珊瑚海

毁坏的沙雕如何重来有裂痕的爱怎么重盖只是一切结束太快你说你无法释怀

this is the first time i find it SO hard to smile. i ve forgotten how to smile.

feel alone

©~jUn²珺☆

YAY i think they let me stay at home alone le!!! HOMEALONE!!! yay... so COOL~~~ den can prepare ur bags le darlings! come and stay over!!! yay yay yay...

hohoho=D

i luv this pic! omg... so sweet~~~

I LOVE U!!!

Saturday, April 22, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

yay finally hv time to blog=D haha since lyk thursday jiu nv blog le...

yesterday was lyk a deady day... sob failed math definitely, and not so much ba wo for econs either tho i think i can pass... sigh... ooh got back econs appraisal... ALL TICKS and no crosses=D got 9/10 even tho i din noe wad i was crapping abt=D hoho tts liek how cool=D

den went for trng... yay nagekomi w the guys== er huanghao s throw quite pain... er quite hard to throw jac n jonathan... ABIT tall for me to reach sia... == haha... oh and zijing... OMG... pls the guys dun owe u much... dun er kill them... i was lyk wincing everytime they hit the ground with the "oof"._. haha... and THOMAS how could u injure xinyi!? now apparently she cant walk. MEAN POK. hmph. er pulled my arm muscle or sth in my arm... again. for the fourth time. holy. thx sia. den lyk injured both my knees. euw.

den went for pulse=D yay laidcomers rock=D haha i would hv loved to hear the live version of hongbins the reason tho... hahaha... yay... haha and huiyan! omg she s v zai! neng ge shan wu=D haha=D her singing rocks! haha but aft laidcomers finish singing, den jiu... ~~~ i was lyk falling aslp... ~~~ sry laRh. but CMI... sigh... rahh...

today! went for trng. n worsened my arm. sigh. again... RAHH... jiangyue s killer osoto... oh wells. cant blame her. haha. den WINI CAME!!!! WINI!!!! WE ALL LUV WINI!!!! rahh... but she s leaving nxt sunday=(=(=( i ll miss her LOADS... coming back onli after aug=( sob

haha went to thai noodle house=D me pings amanda xiaohui wini pheywa charlene... hoho... eat tom yam noodle... omg... i nearly re si loh... melting cuz hot hot hot! haha but NICE~~~ yumyum... haha...

den went to sch for phys eggy project... w edward n marilyn. hmm he shld be called edweird, not edward loh. omg... me n mare were lyk freaked out by his sniffing-glue habit... euw... haha. and 1 thing tt he must rmbr. pls look at price of ice cream before buying, cuz apparently he busted 13 plus bucks on ice cream. HAHAHA... ok im NOT mean.=D *innocent smile* yay but the project failed in the end. the structure tilted den the egg fell out laRh.=( sob. sigh... nvm... rahh. we ll find a way=D

still thinking of u. 想你想你好想你. oh wells=D i shldnt be so pessimist. haha did i just suan u? hohoho...

Thursday, April 20, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

sumbody wu yi zhi jian mentioned ur name today.

act nonchalent.

sigh. thinking of u actually.

actually, thinking too much of you.

sigh

©~jUn²珺☆

shld i be happy tt u at least still read? unlyk sum ppl? sigh. i dunno.

rahh... today 8X200 inter fac... er me amanda jenny jeana jack yuanshan joanne and a j2. hmm got fourth... sigh... cuz she lagged. sigh... oh nvm... but it was fun running 200! i was sixth den started from before the curve. den i bounced half the curve, den started sprinting from the middle of curve towards joanne... haha...=D yay... good run everyone=D

hongern and frederick seriously can run fast== and inter fac out of 16 ppl (for guys n girls), 11 were from s79== our class so enthu==

some ppl run v farnily== seriously *****ed.

ok amanda. i agree w u. weida rocks=D so u can stone... den can fa hui angel-mortal jing shen=D

tt reminds me=D 2ml PULSE!!! yay jiayou my angel alston n mortal philip=D hibiscus all the way=D and spikey haired monkey too! >< all="D">

RAHH... i wan to train.... traintraintraintraintraintraintraintraintraintraintraintraintraintrain... out of touch liao~~~ sigh. sucks.

today bio si diao liao. rather not tok abt it. 2ml econs n math oso quite gone case. sigh.

rahh. daodaodaodaodao. sigh. im sick of this cycle. i shld just notice u less. RAHH...

daddy says i shld build up self confidence. uhhuh lyk he dusen noe im a selfconscious freak and my self confidence is lyk totally a big-fat-ZERO... KOSONG LARH. sob. i seriously care too much abt wad other ppl think of me to build up my self confidence.

rahh. sigh. weirded out life now. thinking abt u.

thinking of u.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

1st mistake: forget to go borrow blazer for today. sigh. actually we just gave up on borrowing... but in the end, still did.

2nd mistake: tell ppl im gg for outstanding graduates awards presentation cuz i got 2 types of reactions.
"8A1s jiu outstanding awards liao?! so easy meh"
"whoa mugger sia... over achiever..."

3rd mistake: going for lunch at chinese high w the guys without waiting for all the girls. they were all scolding "f" words laRh. me poor thing. and thx for the 'normally in front of girls i will control one. so you are not a girl.'

sigh... at least today went back to ny. ny has this familiar feel and this familiar SMELL. smell of my fav sch... sigh... its just so homey... unlyk hwachong to me now. i just walked ard and im lyk 'this is home' but its weird. u dun see panda wu u dun see bio tan u dun see tan yewling u dun see a lot of trs who taught u. and u feel weird.

saw chauting ziyu laywang limmy daisy... I MISS NINERS...

play vball=D OMGOMGOMG miss tt feeling of playing in ny... onli got zhang n me... but enuff=D kop ultra nice ball from v ballers=D haha... den play in the vball court there... den vivian joined us=D haha she came back to look for ppl=D weiweian=D sigh rmbr used to play there aft sch w kia mian n cynthia... den play before sch w xizhi zhang cher they all... den play in hall during 2nd recess, risking our lives becuz of the bballers playing... den play w kiamian qianqian eva n weiyi the bball+vball version... haha... those were the fun days=D

wanted to play for onli a while... er planned for 15 mins... in the end became nearly an hour._. haha den saw weiyi qian eva yushi cass cuz they finished bball trng... nearly got killed by weiyi== and yushi== bu hao re... haha *wipes cold sweat* and qian bian mei le=D chioerleh=D haha...but ur hair a bit weird... haha... becoming lyk mao le=D weiyi looks blind loh... i noe she s wearing contacts but she looks blind... n MEAN... HAHA u mean pok to jrs=D hao xiang ni men orh... sigh...

haha u din noe i hv awards presentation today? i told u lyk 5 days ago? haha. lyk u ll keep this kind of tiny puny thing on ur busy busy mind. ur mind is busy busy and full of him onli. who am i.

masked. suffocating under it. sigh.

you dun act brave lah. acting tough is tiring n wearing on urself. tts wad im doing too. but. my patience in doing this is wearing thin. im tired of this. i wanna give up. heck care. sigh. tk care=D

CHERESA~~~ i dun even noe if u read this... but if u do, pls pls pls take care... REALI... heard u din go to sch for 4 days... not feeling well? hmm i hv too many tests these few days... mebbe we can hv a chat soon? miss u... haiz... must take care of urself=D LUVYA=D *u hv my luv u noe><*

tired of :
acting hyper.
acting happy.
acting nonchalent.
acting indifferent.
acting tough.
on the whole, acting.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

hiding behind a shell which is not myself. hiding behind a mask. nobody knows who i really am. is that really good for me? but i cant find someone to entrust my real self to. sigh. sad life sia.

i feel lyk a counsellor. counsel ppl. RAHH... i shld go for self counselling instead. make myself feel better. and not worry abt EVERYONE else's problems. but i cant. rahh.

im weird. i noe weird ppl.

we re all hiding behind masks when facing people. nobody know s the true you. the TRUE true you. how is this gg to help in social cohesion? ok im crapping.

if u dun say, nobudi will noe.

if i dun say, nobudi will noe.

if i say, oso nobudi will care.

me shall shuddup.

©~jUn²珺☆

can u pls dun dao me when im toking to you lyk right in ur face? rahh. or give me the dismissive look. rahh. sigh.

wanna cry. but control. control zhu. cuz dun wanna throw face again. but if this goes on, one day... i may just break down again.

sigh... today v sian~~~ sigh... only when trng den i get hyped cuz i see ppl i can hype w... =D yay... darling teammates n snrs=D haha jiangyue hope ur stomachache gets better=D and good point orh=D technically, we re not on the same team... onli under the same coach... HOHO=D

before trng, the "clever" ppl walked the "dry" path over. haha in the end still got a little wet, cuz we took a wrong turning== haha the "cleverER" ppl took bus... HOHO in the end even wetter den us=D waste money... tsktsktsk... den the cleverest took umbrella s over... GIANT mushroom umbrellas... hoho=D so cute=D the colours all diff loh=D lyk rainbow liddat...

today trng== sian... haha made us do WEIRD stuffs tt killed my shoes=( my new new shoes=( sobsobsob... haha but quite fun=D more slack oso== sigh... but the 150X squatting ABIT a lot... 2ml definitely muscle ache de==

den went coro w pings again... den realised tt ghim siu closes at 5==... we 2 idiots walk all the way over... den walk to 7-11 in search of LOLlipops... but NONE...

me wan grafitti LOLlipops. me no lyk peach yoghurt LOLlipop... disgusting loh... LOL... me wan GRAFITTI LOLlipop!!!!! =(

2ml got outstanding graduates awards presentation... hmm... PLS TELL ME NO NEED TO WEAR BLAZER... omg... stockings n court shoes n blazer. JUST KILL ME... JUUUZZZ kill...

daodaodaodaodaodaodaodaodaodaodaodaodaodaodaodaodao
daoed by u.

do dreams come thru?

Monday, April 17, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

Blonde Kidnapper

Once upon a time when a Blonde was hard up for money, she decided to kidnap a child. So the next day she goes to a nearby playground and when nobody is looking, she pulls a random kid behind a tree and says, "You're kidnapped, so be quiet and don't give me any trouble." The little boy, too startled to do anything stands there in shock. The Blonde then pulls out a note that reads:

I am a desperate Blonde hard up for money. I have kidnapped you kid and if you ever want to see him again you arrange for 5,000 dollars in non-sequencial, unmarked bills to be put next to this tree by 12:00 tonight, or else.

She hands the note to the kid and tells him to give it to his mother.

The next day the Blonde finds the bag of money next to the tree. Inside the bag is a little note that reads:

Here is the money. How could you do this to a fellow Blonde?

hahahahahohohohohehehehe~~~~~~ *in hyper mode*

©~jUn²珺☆

HAHA todays lessons so fun=D
bio: do you have COW sense? moo?
chem: its superimpossible (superimposable)
LOL... hahaha... tr s r cool=D yay i luv bio n chem=D wish i could say the same for phys n math== but econs rock too=D

haha NAPFA!!! yay all A=D nv do 2.4 yet, but of course aim for A laRh... 14:01 cuz i still 16... yay=D first time got A for sit n reach loh=D yay
sit ups: 47
pullups: 18
standing broad jump: 193
shuttle run: 10.8 =(
sit n reach: 48 =D
yay... maybe can fulfil my dream of a full 30 score this yr... last yr 29 cuz of sit n reach laRh... GRR...

lessons until 530 today... nearly dieded... saw tbb for 2.5 hrs today== er no comments...

2ml got 4X100m n 8X200m heats== diedie... before trng sommore... EUW... dies a horrible death. just kill me now ba...

wonder how you are now... so long nv in contact. saw u but u just dao-ed past... sigh. yuanyuanjiandao~~~

haha... laoba selling pork n other meats *hint hint* anyone who wans, pls approach him...=D

Sunday, April 16, 2006 ©~jUn²珺☆

haha on tuesday, after trng, me n pings will walk over to coronation again to try to buy FBTs.

if we dun get FBTs, we ll buy another pack of LOLlipops.

den on our way back, we ll get laffed at again, for walking so far for LOLlipops.

den once we reach HC, my LOLlipops will start disappearing again.~~~

LOL

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"Birthdays are good for you. Statistics show that the people who have the most live the longest."

yadda yadda. if she is so good, why don u change her for me? den u ll hv a much easier time w her as ur daughter.

if u wanna save money, might as well dun give birth to me. sigh.

feel lyk a fool for going with you all. waste my time. rahh.

2ml 2.4 or 5 items?! why nobudi noes? stoopid PE rep hongern. RAHH. despise.

©~jUn²珺☆

friends, romans and countrymen, pls go to

www.dota.org

"What is DOTA?
DOTA stands for the Declaration of the Americas on Diabetes which is a consensus document that outlines a diabetes strategic plan for the Americas.

LAUGHS OUT LOUD~~~

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dun act so tough. i noe ur not. i noe ur tough exterior can fool most ppl, but it cant fool ppl lyk me. stop thinking that there s only you. nope. u got friends=D those who smile and joke ard the most, actually hide the most hurt within. i guess this applies to both you and me.

sullivan and mike. sigh. it must be great to hv best friends. sigh. flooded the living room watching monsters inc. lameded by myself laRh... but seriously v touching... well wad can u expect from someone who cries while watching mulan==

"i would have nothing if i didnt have you~~~" from the movie. sigh. so sweet.

haha fell aslp studying bio... feimao is NOT a good studying partner... hmphz... too huggable, den i fell aslp hugging him... den woke up 1 hr later... == hoho... now only halfway thru cell membrane... there s still genetics + math + econs to go thru. euw.

wonder how you are holding on... sigh...

©~jUn²珺☆

对呀，这个家是你当家。

算你狠。　

©~jUn²珺☆

rahh spent all morning on econs appraisal. up till now, even after i finished it, i still dunno wad i crapping n wad the article is about== sian diao.. RAHH... LOLlipop le loh... fail ding le. dun care liao. wanna go study. wanna go out more~~~ sob...

shall go skating/skipping + jogging now... sian... bored laRh... bio later... RAHH... n econs== and math. euw.

SKATE!

我一个人不孤单想一个人才孤单有伴的人在狂欢寂寞的人怎么办

yay back from trng... today spans trng was == how come today will fen competitive n non-competitive de... sigh~~~ haha and probably becuz of the non-air-con thingy, me pings amanda n xinyi nearly puked. its horrible to do nagekomi in the spans conditions... wanna puke + cannot breath = dying... haha... den we went mcs after trng to DRINK=D haha LARGE SPRITE again=D hoots... and the new seaweed shaker fries=D nicenicenice...

btw saw hiroshi at spans... he s gg for extra trngs?! omg== PIA-er...

RAHH i saw w900i!!! 800 bucks without plan. *those small small shops laRh* ABIT ex onli== i wan~~~ sigh

i wan a tote bag. a white tee. a pair of jeans. w900i. sigh... i got so many wants==

我一个人不孤单，想一个人才孤单

haha
suddenly randomly,
rmbr dat ur lyk this classmate i sat nxt to in pri 4... hoho... *in this case, the you is not the usual you... haha*... seriously alyk... OMG... when i think abt it== i diao... cuz same pattern de== hahaha... so long nv see pri sch class mates le... sigh.. but i still can rmbr u all=D yay

AND YOU!!! out of the how many BILLION ppl there are out there for you to choose, WHY did you choose **??? omgomgomg. rahh. i can onli say ur blind. and not thinking. u ll realise wad i mean soon. VERY soon. RAHH.

feels bad for you.

sigh how did sth so serious happen? take care of urself first! if not how to go thru this? take care hoRhs... if stressed can tok to me=D im nice.

a bit weird. dunno. just feel that got a lot of things i dunno. abt a lot of ppl. confused and worried.

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KBOX!!! OMGOMGOMG soo nice... 3 hrs not enuff loh... still wanna sing... =D yays haha... so cool loRh... got the big BIG room=D haha me pings xinyi amanda pheywa charlene hindarto chaoqun jonathan went... haha girls hog mike=D yay hindato v tou ru the song loh... so totally absorbed dat he din notice charlene taking a video of abt 20 mins of him singing... haha... hoots... den charlene quite fast realise dat i take a video... lyk within 2 secs laRh.. rahh... haha bei fa xian le=( sigh... oh and chaoqun sing one night in beijing reali v xiang ah xin._. haha belongs to the older generation: cuz my daddy oso sing dat song one== hoho... me n pheywa BEST partners=D yay... haha pings can sing!!! yay COOL~~~ v nicenice... dun so self conscious=D lets go again soon!!! yay

shizhen grow taller laRH... hoho... jkjk... so long nv see you le... so happy to see you again=D yay...

rahh. just stare. just stare. haha so what if im online n chatting? i still get my grades, i still catch up in sch. not as if u noe.

NEW EYECANDY!!!

NEW EYECANDY!!! omgomgomg on my way home from trng saw this CUTE lil malay boy... his eyes are lyk HUGE and INNOCENT i just got lost in them laRH... haha he was lyk walking w his mum n bro. den dressed in PJs... (no, NOT peijins._.) haha jonathan was lyk 'ur new eyecandy J2 arh..' i was lyk ' he is TWO... years old...' haha... oops... im so pedophillic... RAHH... but CUTE!!! OMGOMGOMG *im satisfied drowning in his eyes*~~~

tsktsktsk... nv listen during lesson and look out windows... tsktsktsk... gave me a scare summore== i tot was my classrm. den i look in... den got eyes staring at me== heartbeat nearly stopped== omgomgomg

MARE dun drift off during lessons!!! u ll get lost... rahh. i realised the sign s dat mare has drifted off:
-she is slouching
-using pencil instead of pen
-scribbling intelligibly
-writing w the pose
haha wake up laRH... u drift thru chem lect n bio lab today liao...

EDWARD pls do NOT put words into my mouth... i SO did NOT say dat... hmph... and ur disgusting w ur "who dusen wan to watch ******" FY kind information, I DUN WAN... hmph... if i wasnt trying to make ppl go for heats, i WUN even be there... hmph... see no evil~~~ ohwells... oh and PLS stop drinking coke and go see a doc. u alredi sound lyk a se pei pei saying those things abt ******, dun sound even more lyk one by coffing phlegm._. euw...

heats... damned heated off laRh... shouted for 2 hrs for ppl to go for heats, den in the end our class not entered== RAHH... made me waste my kou shui and miss 15 mins of econs lect=( bushuang. hmph...

hongern dun so pissed becuz of the class outing stuff s laRh... aiyo im v enthu liao loh... just dat some ppl... oh wells... we re still the class enthu movement exco tho... poor us n jas._.

nv see you today. oh nvm... but not so hyper. haha... oops.

rahh trng... 'cracked' the joint btw thigh bone n hip socket i think.. now walk weird weird de== den my toe since nats still not well.. sigh.. and my big egg obahkah n yam pau=( sigh...

ANOTHER PIMPLE ON MY DIMPLES=( sob

KBOXKBOXKBOX!!! yay

音讯全无，失去联络。sigh.

my dream PHONE!!! OMGOMGOMG sony ericsson w900i... in the process of convincing my mummy... cuz my mp3 dieded. and hp oso lanning... HOPE CAN!!!

明天真的会更好吗？

muggish mugger mugging away

she sells sea shells on the sea shore
the sea shells she sell are sea shore shells

whether the weather is cold
or whether the weather is hot
whether the weather is fine
or whether the weather is not
we'll weather the weather
whatever the weather
whether we like it or not.

四是四十是十
十四是十四四是是四十

daodaodao... i feel covered in holes *ok, how can i get COVERED in HOLES? oh wells* i dun understand. how could this happen?

hypocrites. i hate hypocrites. *does dat mean i hate myself too?* i can see thru u. u dun mean wad u say. at all. its written all over you and in ur actions that you SERIOUSLY dun mean wad u just said... dun act innocent with me. oh whatever.

i hate myself. i can just lie thru my teeth. i can just say yes when my heart and mind is screaming NO. without blinking. ohwells. im a gone case arnt i. its all because of u. sigh.

缘分。有可能发生在我身上吗？

its been 4 mths since i started school and u dunno what class im in? and u dunno my grades? u dunno dat i got top in class for econs, u dunno i got an E for bio, u dunno how much stress im gg thru trying to cope with all my subjects. u dun even noe what subjects im taking now. so what? ur son has a tr-parent meeting and u rush off there. i hv a parent-tr meeting and u stall and give many many reasons why u cannot go. fine. so what if im flunking everything. do u even noe how many subjects i take? the only thing u noe is dat im in hwachong, UR first choice for a school. and the only thing u WILL care about, is how i do for exams, so that u wun lose face. RIGHT? haha. fine. be suspicious of where im gg. scold me for gg to sch early. scold me for being online. scold me for being out with class. seriously im also alive. i need a place and time to chill out. I AM NOT SUPERGIRL.

do u noe how jealous i am of him?

dammit.

I LUV LOLlipops=D yay hahaha pink guava... im surprised dat there are ppl who fell for dat *clears throat* haha... my poor LOLlipops... sob... wanted to buy FBTs at coronation den in the end, the shop close for the day le... haha only came back w LOLlipops... den me n ping each one. den come back, gave charlene hindarto jitneng jane xinyi amanda kaihan chengyen... den== me no more~~~ i onli ate one... sobsobsob haha den on the way home, i bot 4 more... HEHEHE... evil laffter=D

IM SRY shizhen~~~ totally forgot abt meeting u... cuz too tired from trng den brains a BIT addled... SOB... make up to you ok=D fri breakfast=D

sry vivian=( i ll bring the comics nxt time u come... MUST tell me when ok=D

HOT DATE on fri w pheywa xinyi amanda katrina at KBOX=D first trip there *im seriously noob._.* yay=D

SIGH... oh wells. make do...

haha u idiot... send this kind of weird test for me to do~~~ Jun, the best Zodiac Match for your personality is Aquarius == uhhuh ok~~~ haha reliability = 0.000? percent? HOHO

FLUNKED physics=D phee-secs=D yay last qn dunno how to do at all=D GRIN. sigh..

trying to convince my parents to let me stay at home alone during june hols when they go back to china... sigh... stoopid PW... sigh... if i can convince, den pings xinyi amanda xiaohui can come and stay over=D party! and study! and PLAY! yay... cool... den can ask ppl lyk yuxing n zhang too=D tts liek how cool! me WAN! i shall spent all time possible to convince dem=D yay

er ya. ur hair does suck.. hoho... nonono im not toking abt u laoba... hoho tho ur s oso~~~ == *prepares to be bished up*

can find no more reason to LOL in sch le... dunno just feel faded into the background. i luv my cca. at least makes me more alive. even if its onli by a little. i wan my fei mao now...

sigh. i wanna try dat weird saddist test again. but i think nobudi will notice anyway. sigh. yuxing says tt thinking abt it will onli make me sadder... so yup shall not think abt it anymore...

TOK TO ME!

sigh... 3 knocks on the head... BIAN BEN LE=(=(=( sob... sigh and a HUMONGOUS obahkah on my leg... thx jiang yue... sigh... i kicked her knee... with my SHIN... den lyk 5 secs after i kicked her, there was a green patch on my shin. 10 secs later, it turned purple and blue._. euw... colourful sia... hoho...

shld i bring fei mao to sch? feimao??? shld i? shld i? shld i? sob... i wan a pillow. i wan feimao to cheer me up. sigh~~~ i ll decide later... sigh...

sigh... just laff. just dao. just ignore. just tok and crap n leave me alone. oh whatever. stop giving me those looks. im sick of it. im sad becuz of it. im sad cuz im sad. i wanna hide in some crook w my feimao. GOODNESS IM BECOMING AUTISTIC== ok haha so farney. uhhuh.

ouch. i just had an electric shock. sigh. just sad.

plain plain sad. because of the way you act. because of the way everyone acts. because of how hurt i am now. because im too sensitive. RAHH. im weirded...

vare vare sad.

oh this is the 200th entry. sigh.

decided on peer couselling... cuz got xinyu n yihui=D yay...

to carl and jonathan: I M NOT A PRC. and pls DO NOT overgeneralise PRCs cuz they oso hv VERY nice ones.

just wasted my whole day at bedok. nothing to see there and nothing to do. den so extraed cuz no teammates went. sigh. den go there be bored n get niaoed. sigh.sigh.sigh.

sad now. because of... ... sigh.

i noe u wanna laff. laff laRh. so wad. hmph. so wad if i m hurting. just laff. just laugh at me behind my back. HAHAHA. i laugh with you.

pain. sigh. sad. depressed.

i shall go back n sulk. sigh. w my faithful feimao who has nv left me. unlyk others.

©~jUn²珺☆

i suddenly realise, that your source of joy has ceased to be me. everytime i see you being so happy because of something he did, i feel heartache but cant do anything. when had it ceased to be me? maybe a long time ago, but i dint realise. but i saw it for real just now. i dunno. just v depressed now. u were nv so happy in front of me.

dun be suspicious of me. im still the same.

im no longer your little girl. now u hv your little boy.

feimao~~~

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after one day of furious battle with the stoopid sch server and including BOTH my house computer & laptop, i hv won! yay

managed to SQUEEZE in the ice skating run 2~~~ phew... den deciding btw peer counselling n mosaic now... RAHH tho i signed up for peer counselling. oh wells im a indecisive freak. RAHH. i wanna go for mosaic run 2 tho... so many ppl i noe there... weiteng... HOHO... go paste mosaic bits on her... YAY...== tho i did b4 le... in pri sch... SO FUN LOH... yay...

gg for competition now... go laff at the ppl competiting while i slacking=D so cool=D yays...

one double eye lid (left) , one single eye lid (right). 2 dimples (left), 1 dimple (right). SIGH

FINALLY AFTER 5 HOURS, I MANAGED TO SIGN UP FOR ICE SKATING... ABIT pissed onli... SERIOUSLY... hmph... inline hockey all guys... and onli lyk 3 ppl?! sry to ya... haha jiayou playing=D u pro can make it... i CMI... hoho... ICE SKATING!!! yay me in... hmm dunno u gg anot... nv reply my sms... =P

yay cat B now... STONE

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CHANGE OF PLANS!!! yay...

category A: INLINE HOCKEY! (SKATING ROCKS=D) ICE SKATING! (2nd choice)

category B: CAKE MAKING N INDIAN FOOD! (YUM) MOSAIC MAKING (2nd choice)

yay... rocks... zhang n xinyi oso taking the indian food one=D yay...

inline hockey... later need to skate backwards den how?! O_o and den my skating v rockish (as in CMI) HOW~~~ *worry worry worry*

SIGH

me decided on sabbaticals:
cat A: INLINE HOCKEY!!! ICE SKATING!!!
cat B: DIGITAL DISC JOCKEY!!! BATIK PAINTING!!!

yay. SKATING!!! screams=D

we hope dat there will be ppl gg for inline hockey to make bare requirement of 20... PRAY SO...

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haha today din go for trng... went jogging w pings at duchess ave instead. at least we PLANNED to run duchess. in the end, we got lost. den ran to sixth ave summore... den we took 2 wrong turns at namly sth and took a loop before we turned out to sixth ave again den ran beside the main road back to hwa chong... nearli dieded... sigh... haha my stamina sux... euw... den watched dem trng... hoho while me n pings n zhang played frisbee... hoho got found out tho=D nvm... hoho...

ME NOT SLACKER... hmph me and pings went to run ok... SO LONG somemore... hmph.

sry daddy. sry mummy. sry marui. sry yeye. sry i took so long to finish... din noe u all planning huo guo... SRY I MADE U ALL WAIT SO LONG FOR ME!!! patpat...

bei suan. bei dao. ohfine. feel deaded. sigh.

CUTE CUTE CUTE!!! I WAN!!! CUTE CUTE CUTE!!! my "eyecandy"... HOHO._. chao ke ai!!! HEARTS~~~

daddy say i shld not slack ok...

i luv bio! bio rocks=D and i understand. got E for lect test... haha==
chem too! yay understooded=D
math ok laRh... can do qns anyway even if i dun listen in class...
physics er dun understand...but if do a few qn den can understand le...
econs rock! yay i can do! can understand=D got 17/25 for essay=D hoho happy

my daddy shld be happy to hear this. ya right. hmph.

acentipedejustcrawledonmyleg.
iscreamedmylungsout.
untilmydaddycametorescueme.
splat.
thecentipedeisdead.
spastic.

RAHH... OMGOMGOMG still in shock. HATE creepy crawlies... EUW~~~

i wanna go trng 2ml... i feel dat im deproving as usual. i shld do sth abt it. but nobudi s gg 2ml. so. SIGH.

i saw u looking at ~. actually u tok to everyone except me. duh dao ba. sigh. friends? i guess not. ohfine.

ohfineohfineohfineohfineohfineohfineohfineohfineohfine

feimao hui pei wo du guo suo you nan guan.

haha this is gonna be a EXtra long post cuz i din get to blog last night...

haha went for movie=D yay ice age 2 rox=D me xinyu yihui liane kaihan xiuwei hongern went=D *haha watching ice age 2 w snat n manny hoho* we were like rushing thru food and zooming there=D cine!!! yays... so long nv go le... den the movie is lyk TONNES of fun... you see 9 tonne possums and happy-tree-friendish scenes... haha... CUTE lets hv a quote: "if i had a pet, and my pet had a son, and it had a pet, it would be Sed." haha and the BROTHER n DESPISE gestures=D SO COOL~~~ whoots... haha me n yihui laffed thru the entire movie... liane was complaining dat the whole row was shaking cuz of us... hoho...=D

den after dat was on the way down, den got neoprint shop... den we were lyk GO TAKE!!! den kaihan say he nv take before... everyone was in the process of suaning him, when hongern bao liao den xiuwei oso nv take before... HAHA... yay first time in my life, dat i sweat SO MUCH while taking neoprints.... and onli 7 ppl in dat BIG machine loh... MY FAV MACHINE!!! THE NO TIME LIMIT ONE DAT USED TO BE IN J8!!! MUACKS... den out of 9 shots like 3 were candid where ppl were blocked or just pai dao legs onli== haha den SOME ppl even resorted to punching ppl to get a bigger portion of their face in the neo... guys r weird... hmph... in the end thx to xiuwei, hongern got half his face missing from one neoprint== haha. den kaihan v farney... his facial expression in ALL the neoprints are EXACTLY the same== haha onli open mouth big big... O_O den xinyu is like quite blocked in all the shots== RAHH... and yihui got blocked by kaihans big head... *nxt time dat happens, learn from xw and punch him out of the way ok=D yay*

reached home at 10 plus... den waited until 12 oclock to wish hongern happy birthday... IM SUCH A NICE PERSON... ~~*actually i forgot... until xiuwei reminded me... hoho u dint see this=D*~~

today v tired... TIRED from yesterday... sigh... den today had international friendship day celebrations and made me think of a lot of stuff. den come back home had a lecture from my granddad abt friends. (HMPH wads w ppl today... sighl.) apparently he says i shld hv some good friend s i can realy tok to. i was lyk O_O uhhuh uhhuh go on... like i will hv. as if im not trying.

friendship is such a delicate topic... sigh...

thinking of bestfriends makes me think of u... sigh... i always thought of u 2 as best friends. if i had reacted differently then, would we still be best friends? or at least better then now? i dunno. i miss those crapping times, weird calls n "studying sessions" in which we always manage to finish eating n dun do work. den those shopping times where we go buy weird stuffs tog. neoprints n stuffs. sigh. i miss hving u ard. its back to aloneness...

thx for telling me im a 电灯泡. dat reali made my day. i swear. uhhuh the icing n cherry topping on a perfect sundae day. yup. ok its a wednesday not a sunday... haha *nice try*

dao me.

this is just WEIRD. ohfine.

miaow. sad cat. tired.

happy birthday hongern. be happy laRh. snats shld not be sad=D u can always call ur gg to cheer u up=D i buy acorns for u? hoho.

sob today i received a big yam pau on my head from colliding wif jiang yue... it spans like half my forehead?! sai... we were lyk preparing for newaza randori. den er bow. den we bang. i HEARD THE "KONG" den it echoed thru my brain laRh... i was lyk stunned. den my face went like suan for liek how long loh... SIAN DIAO... den we sat out for two bouts trying to get our bearings back... SIGH. now its swelling n purple. its a YAM PAU=(

charlene says now i look like yong keong. im lyk NONONONONONONONO i DUN WANNA LOOK LIKE HIM... SOB... SOBSOBSOB...

ITS SWOLLEN=( sob. now i look even uglier den before...

~~PLS STOP GRABBING OFF MY *** DURING TRNG. RAHH.~~

dao laRh dao laRh. fine as if i care.

oh fine. i do.

receipe for disaster... if i allow this to go on, i ll onli kill myself or distress myself more by observing you. so... yay lets dump this receipe into the trash where it belongs...

hmm i spy with my lil eye. i see thru u. and im sad becuz of wad i see.

zhangwei!!! my broke back partner=D MUACKS

SAY HI TO MY DARLING FEI MAO!!! MUACKS

HOW DARE U IMPLY DAT MY DADDY CHEAT UR MONEY U IDIOT )*&)@$*^$ WTH. u agreed to enlist our company's services after seeing the quotation. you believed in your friend to recommend the best company to you. and YOU agreed to the final bill. den POOF EIGHT months later, you email us and say dat the bill is UNBELIEVABLE and u wun enlist our help anymore as long as ur in charge. HARLO *knock knock is anybudi HOME?* u are ABIT slow onli... UR LIEK THIS PRO LARH... *i feel like doing tomoe on u... controls temper* hmph MY DADDY SLOGGED SEVENTEEN DAYS FOR U. SO MANY OVERTIME HOURS AND U SAY MY DADDY CHEAT UR MONEY. RAHHHH. and one last thing. if ur england not so powderful PLS DUN TRY TO USE CHIM TERMS. hmph. makes a fool of urself.

seriously pissed off now.

ppl tag!!!

©~jUn²珺☆

peijin sent this email to me... with five lessons to be learnt. i got it quite a few times before, but now when i read it again, it gives a new feeling. especially the fifth lesson, here it goes:

[Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who was suffering from a rare & serious disease. Her only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness. The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the little boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister. I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, "Yes I'll do it if it will save her." As the transfusion progressed, he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded.=20 He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away". Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his sister all of his blood in order to save her. ]

if i were him, i would also give everything. just to see you smile=D for me.

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trying to study hw... but nothing is registering in my head. so unproductive== sigh... been staring at phys since last night... uptil now its already 3 hours. RAHH... sighsighsigh... im worried abt my hw~~~ sigh

do you notice? everyone has a charateristic smell about them. and i, notice these fragrances. like cindy and cynthia used to hv dat softener smell (tho they still smell diff) , pings has this powdery smell and yadda yadda... this makes you diff cuz nobudi else will hv the same characteristic smell dat u hv...

were you dat sweet onli because xing qing hao? haha i spent how much time thinking abt this. nopenope im not gonna cont. but hope its not.><

i wanna go shopping for stuff=( sob... but daddy not home, nobudi bring me out. *wan him to bring cuz he pay mah=D GRIN*

RAHH wad are you trying to do. do wad befitting of your position sia. and if you dun wan to, den give CONSTRUCTIVE comments. RAHH.

iceskating.inlineskating.kbox.pool.movie.SIGH~~~

uhhuh there is an official xiuweibaowo.blogspot.com and it is the base for hci s79 ostro club. and ironically the enthu class movement dat im president of, is a SUBSET OF THE OSTRO CLUB. oh wow. dats liek how cool. interesting sia. i give up... now even the vice pres cannot go for ice age 2. den will be left lyk me and hongern onli? who wans to go watch ice age 2 wif a guy who looks lyk snat?! dotdotdot... hoho...

today s trng sucked. watch video... PULL PULL PULL PULL PULL PULL PULL PULL PULL PULL BREAKBALANCE BREAKBALANCE BREAKBALANCE BREAKBALANCE BREAKBALANCE BREAKBALANCE BREAKBALANCE BREAKBALANCE BREAKBALANCE BREAKBALANCE aint dat cool.

pangpingping you pangseh me. u pingpingpiangpiang u... hmph haha we set another date ok=D the great escapade can be recycled and reused=D yay

me wan FBTs (i noe this is random but...). me wan KBOX. me wan ICESKATING. me wan ROLLERSKATING. but noone wans to go... sigh...