today had a tok by sir abt the psychological aspect of competition. uhhuh... my daddy oso said sth to dat effect before my nats last yr.

as in dun think abt what you want to do. just do it. you have been training so long for it, that entering and throwing is lyk 2nd nature to you. just try. you have nothing to lose. my daddy gave the example of a kid in sports school in china, beating the world champion who went for a friendly match with them.

"he won, because he knew that he had everything to win and nothing to lose in this friendly match. so he just went all out and played to the best of his ability. you shld do that to. just treat it as a one way road. go all out and do not have any regrets"

SO INSPIRED=D yay... and i did wad they said... during newaza, i din think. den i tried to flip pings over. den i kicked my toe on the grd. SH*T. now it s worse den before. SAI. =( RAHH... shld use SOME brains... conclusion: majun is weird.

I BOUGHT KINDER BRUENO FOR JIANG YUE=D im sho nisch=D

2molo got trng! sho shuang. sigh. hope i can do.

who needs tuition? hoho

xh say im a big lump of fats.=( cuz i say i hydrophobic. den she say i phospholipid. den she say i big lump of phospholipid== haha

"training is a priviledge"~ quoted from someone.