hoho today was lyk lessons marathon... all the way to 5 plus... eeks... scary... haha den din go for trng cuz... ended quite late... sigh...
today moped ard all day... sigh... dunno feel so weird.
got back bio lect test... HOHO got 20.5/45... DO U NOE DATS A E?! ITS A E!!! i din fail!!! screams=D
saw you today... like totally unexpected... din even noe u go there one... but seeing you made me happy for like half an hour=D YaY haha mebbe my liking of you has decreased. cuz it has been so long... since... sigh. i dunno. it just feels weird now. escape ur eyes.
stoning. do ppl even realise when im reali happy and when im acting happy? cuz i dun think anybody can feel. yupyup. feel reali tired these few days. isit becuz of the putting-up-a-brave-front stuff? its seriously tiring to act like ur happy, but ur like crying inside... the jokes now hv like no more meaning. cuz even when i am laffing, its onli on the surface.
leftout.alnoe.ostroed.saddened. u stand on the edge and wave bye bye to me silently as i fall.
lao ba v mean. he turned my classmates against me... =( edwardhongernmelvinxiuwei... ni men xiao xin yi dian~~~ hmph wad "we all hate majun" my heart went *piang* ok... den ask me to jump down... "hurdles" sommore... hmph...
haha just now on the bus v farney... phey wa and xiao hui were lyk comparing their jap vocab... den from koninchiwa dat kind progress on. den suddenly pop chu yi ju "hello kitty" den i O_O and from then on got wad "my melody" and stuffs den i diao... haha den even worse... the judo terms oso come into use... wad "nagekomi" and "uchikomi" all come into play... i was lyk "ma-te!" haha... sho farn=D
GOT MY BROWN BELT!!! sai colour tho... sad... hmm 260cm is the size 4 belt mah... why must he get the other kind for us=( i wan the chocolatey ones... so that when im hungry in trng... i can er... bite a piece off=D YaY isnt dat great=D yumyumyummy=D
i keep thinking dat im out. mebbe its becuz i AM out. mebbe i was never in.